46. Please lend me a hug

The moment he saw her, all the strange feelings of shame in Jiang Suwan's heart exploded together.

The palm of your hand is stained with oil on the potato cake.

There are also residues of fast food at the corners of the mouth.

Because I spent two nights outside, I decided to go back to the southern town this morning, so my hair was a bit messy.

It was a school uniform that had not been washed in two days.

When this woman came to her, all the embarrassment was nowhere to hide.

"Wanwan, how do you eat these things?"

Dressed in a delicate suit, she stepped on a pair of leather shoes that cost a lot at first glance, including the clean workplace makeup on her face.

Everything shows that after abandoning herself, she is living exceptionally well.

Seeing his daughter who he hasn't seen for ten years, should this be the state?

Jiang Suwan only felt ridiculous, fortunately he hadn't watched too many inexplicable ethical dramas, otherwise there would definitely be more ridiculous expectations in his heart.

"Which one are you? Does it have anything to do with you? ”

"Late-"

"Don't call me!"

Jiang Suwan threw the uneaten potato cake into the fast food packaging bag and glared angrily at the woman in front of her.

She rubbed the grease stains on the palm of her hand slightly, and finally wiped it vigorously on her body like a broken jar.

Only with the courage to leave everything behind can we have some new beginnings.

What's more, it is a person like Jiang Suwan, and her every line of action must be with a strong sense of principle.

"I hate it when people I don't know call me so affectionately."

Chen Wanru's face was full of embarrassment after being harassed.

Yes, Chen Wanru, a famous broadcaster in Shangjing City, was wronged in front of her daughter, and how many people would not blame her daughter when they saw it.

But the reason why blame exists is only because they don't understand what the person has experienced and felt.

"It's finally time to meet each other, are you just like this to your mother?"

Finding the grievances in her tone, including the sense of blame that only parents can have, Jiang Suwan smiled genuinely.

"Mom?"

"Don't you think it's funny when you say those two words yourself?"

"What do you look like a mother?"

"After all these years, when have you fulfilled your obligations as a mother?"

"I don't know of a time I've seen you even once, except that I always hear your voice on those damn buses."

"That's enough, don't tell me jokes here."

turned around and grabbed Wei Ge's hand and left the place directly, unwilling to leave the so-called "mother" with the slightest emotion.

Jiang Suwan felt that for her, even the word "tired" was a luxury.

It's not worth it.

"Wait a minute, it's late!"

Jiang Xu didn't listen to her at night, and even pulled Wei Ge to run wildly......

After running through many streets, Jiang Su couldn't stand the tumbling of his stomach at night, ran to a flower bed and grass, bent over and vomited.

After eating, he ran violently, which led to this tragic situation.

But Wei Ge could feel that Jiang Su vomited out at nightβ€”what she wanted to vomit, as well as the past that disturbed her thoughts.

He stood beside her, patted her gently on the back to smooth her, didn't say a word, just quietly felt her emotions and spied on her heart.

After a long time, Jiang Suwan finally straightened up and eased slightly.

There was some filth at the corners of his mouth, Wei Ge didn't frown, and directly wiped it off with the cuffs of his school uniform to help Jiang Suwan gently wipe it off.

Jiang Suwan: "Eh, you-"

Once again, she felt warm and embarrassed by Wei Ge's delicate behavior.

Wei Ge: "Let yourself slow down before you speak." ”

Jiang Suwan shook his head, took out a paper from his pocket and wiped Wei Ge's cuffs carefully.

Wei Ge: "I'm fine, I don't dislike you girl." ”

Jiang Suwan: "I don't like it. ”

Jiang Suwan raised his eyes and gave Wei Ge a look, then lowered his head and wiped it vigorously.

β€œβ€¦β€¦ What happened just now, I don't blame Xuzhou. ”

Jiang Suwan threw the paper into the trash, and walked towards the station with Wei Ge in his hands and pockets.

Jiang Suwan: "Are you talking to him?" ”

Wei Ge: "No, I'm just speaking objectively. ”

Jiang Suwan: "It's not that I don't have a measure in my own heart. ”

Yes, two days ago, that night, I met Xuzhou near that street.

He said that the banquet was held in the building next to it, because the atmosphere was too stuffy to come out and breathe and bump into her.

Today, it is normal for Chen Wanru to appear in front of her, after all, Shangjing City is so big.

She knew that it naturally had nothing to do with Xuzhou.

In the past two days in Shangjing City, she and Wei Ge have been to many places together, except for seeing Chen Wanru on the big screen outside some shopping malls, but in reality she has not met her at all.

obviously wanted to meet her and wanted to crusade against her loudly, but after meeting her so normally, his heart was not in that state at all.

"I thought ......"

Jiang Xu stood on his heels and swallowed deeply, not knowing what to swallow to the bottom of his heart.

"You will feel like you are victorious."

"If I don't feel up and down at all after seeing her, it should be a victory."

"After ten years, I met her so grandiosely, and I was still able to be calm, how powerful it was."

"But I don't ...... at all"

"I'm just an ordinary person, and I even want her to hug me very pitifully, why am I so shameless and have no bottom line?"

"Jiang Su is late!!"

Wei Ge couldn't bear it anymore, stepped forward and stood in front of Jiang Suwan, and put his hands on her shoulders.

"Look at me late."

"I told you, don't talk about yourself like that."

"What is victory? What is a failure? ”

"All I know, you, you're standing here today, facing her, it's, it's already, it's great, you know?"

"Who can be like you?"

"What is shameless and what has no bottom line, how can you describe yourself so badly, I really don't understand!"

"Don'tβ€”"

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Jiang Suwan took the initiative and hugged Wei Ge.

Wei Go's hand was in the air, helpless like a small animal in a cage.

"Ah, late?"

"Wei Ge...... Thank you. ”

"I thought I wanted a 'mother's hug', but if I let that irresponsible person hug me, I would be particularly repulsed."

"So ......"

"From you."

β€œβ€¦β€¦ Borrow one without permission. ”

After understanding the reason for Jiang Su's explanation, Wei Ge's hanging heart was slightly relieved.

Like comforting a kitten, Wei Ge stroked Jiang Suwan's back,

"Always welcome."

"And ......"

Wei Ge thought about it, but didn't finish the next sentence after all.

"Wei Ge's hug only belongs to Jiang Suwan." - I was going to say that.

But Wei Ge was afraid that his excessive enthusiasm would push her away.

Finally, when she took the initiative to hug him, he cowered, not daring to be greedy, and even more afraid of losing.

But in the end, he will eventually understand that excessive fear is also a kind of harm.