[The world is full of lies]

[I'd rather be blind and not see anything......]

Yes!

Ahhh

I stopped thinking!

But my throat was out of consciousness. It was roaring and screaming as hard as it could, and its voice almost pushed my eyes out of my head!

What the hell am I?

Am I one of those demons?

It's the ones I slaughtered along the way...... Demon?

My throat was broken, blood rushed down my trachea into my lungs, and I choked violently and miserably, but I could only curl up on the ground, desperately trying to rip off the skin of my own hands...... Stick it back to your face.

That's my face!

That's my face!

I was willing to give everything to imprint this sentence in my head.

That's when the priest's words entered my ears.

"This is heaven where souls that cannot rest will be saved......"

He's preaching to me!

"You are in pain, I can redeem you......"

There was no pity in his tone, and if I could look up at this time, I should be able to see that he was ......

Laugh!

There was a clatter of steel, and I looked up to see a pig-headed man walking towards me, and the sound came from its feet, which were chained and sunk deep into the flesh, rust mixed with dried blood.

On both sides, it held a bowl of disgusting and smelly soup and another iron chain.

"Drink this medicine and give up thinking, child, thinking only makes people miserable...... Just follow me, because I know everything you need to do. ”

Giving up thinking?

Yes, I don't want to think about it anymore, this memory is too painful, too painful!

I struggled to reach out to take the soup, to hold the chain......

However...... I saw that the pig-headed man's ears were sewn into his scalp with dense threads.

Something suddenly occurred to me.

The guy named Hobert, the one I cut my throat off, the "man" called Mary, and me, I finally realized what it all meant.

Falsehood! Deceit! Enslavement!

We are the lowest laborers, we work for this paradise, and when we have exhausted the last bit of value, we become the meat waiting to be slaughtered on the board.

And this chain means that we are ———— willing!

Wrath!

I felt the anger again, but this time, not to these strangely shaped pig-headed people with pigs' heads on their heads.

But to the bishop who sat in the chair, to the angels with the rudimentary rings, to all the "people"!

I knocked over the poison in my hand that could forget it all, and pulled out the butcher knife from my waist.

"This pig is crazy! His heart has been corrupted by evil! ”

The bishop growled, and I could see his yellow teeth and blood-stained tongue.

The slaughterhouse was boiling, and countless figures poured up and surrounded me.

And those figures...... It turned out to be ...... Those "pigs"!

They're trying to kill me?

"Hawke!" An angel handed an axe to the nearest pig: "You have been chosen by God, go up and purify this demon!" ”

"What?" I was shocked: "No, I'm not a demon!" We are companions! They're the devil......"

I roared, but the pig named Hawke was still walking towards me with an axe.

I suddenly realized...... It was the old me, and I became the demons I slaughtered with my own hands.

"You must obey me! Demons come from your minds, and they wriggle in the pits of hell, lying on top of the maggots of sin, and they will devour your soul for eternity! ”

The bishop screamed, the voice so ugly that it blew into my eardrums with a foul breath.

There was a sound of breaking wind, and the axe slashed at me, adding another scar to my body......

I was in pain, but it was nothing compared to the pain in my heart...... Why? Why is the truth the way it is? Are all the poor laborers here like me, trying to jump from one abyss to another?

......

Another axe slashed, and I was silent, letting it sink into my flesh.

Tears roared across my ravine-lined face......

I raised my butcher knife and slit Hawke's throat.

[He's dead...... And I'm ...... I also understood the meaning of the massacre]

I'm a butcher. So I started my slaughter by copying the old business.

Maybe to die is the salvation of these poor pigs.

You guys...... Don't suffer anymore!

Slaughter!

Slaughter!

Finally, my broken body was the only thing standing above the pool of blood, the angels, the pigs, all piled up on the floor of the temple in a chaotic manner, and I couldn't tell them apart.

I walked slowly over to the bishop, who hid behind his chair...... I dragged him out!

"Merciful Lord, I have forgiven you......."

Woo~!

I didn't listen to him, I put my hand in his mouth, I shoved it down so hard until the palm of my hand broke his throat and the whole elbow was in his throat, I stirred it together, and then I grabbed any entrail, and pulled it out, and threw it on the ground, and then inserted it again, and pulled it out again, until I had pulled him clean.

I wanted to see if there was something disgusting hidden inside him that made him tell those horrible lies.

However...... There was nothing but bowels all over the ground......

This is the memory I have been pursuing.

Over here...... It's heaven......

Let me forget all about it.

I thought, staring aimlessly around everything.

At this time, I found the bowl, which was lying quietly next to the skin I had peeled off, it was not broken, and there was still some fishy soup in the bowl that had not been spilled.

I pounced on it as if I had found a treasure, and drank all the soup inside!

and put the skin on his head again.

[Maybe then, I'll be able to forget all this!] 】

In this way, I walked out of the temple, and the wind could not blow away the blood from my body.

Where am I going?

I looked at the river, and it was so clear, so beautiful, that I realized that what I had been looking for was so out of place with me......

Perhaps, I only deserve to sink into the stinking sea of blood and become one of those demons who crawl on the shore...... I was one of them.

I laughed and cried.

I turned around and walked to the summit of the sea of blood, opened my arms, and jumped down!

"Am I going to die?"

I don't know...... Maybe, maybe not, but it doesn't matter...... Because, I'm going to forget all of this.

That's my biggest wish at the moment.

......

......

In the darkness, there was endless pain, like tiny maggots, burrowing into the flesh, following the veins, gnawing at every inch of my bones.

I don't know how long it lasted.

Finally, a drop of rain fell between my brows.

I woke up......

I don't know the world, I don't know who I am, I just know that I have a body full of scars, and an ugly face that seems to have endured millions of reincarnations, one layer over one side.

Why are they here?

I do not know...... I don't know anything......

So, I can only walk along this scarlet sea of blood......

I walked through a village where the villagers told me that it had been rebuilt decades ago because it had been exposed to a fire.

I asked how I could get my memories back.

They pointed to the end of the sea of blood...... Legend...... There is a shrine there......

......

One of the most brutal journeys in the world.

What's even more cruel is that this journey will be repeated a thousand times.

And every time one, it's a new pain.

......

That day, I dragged my tired body along the shore of the sea of blood, and not long ago, I just asked a passerby if there was any way to recover my lost memories. He pointed me in the direction of the end of the sea of blood.

So I'm going, walking.

I don't know how long it took......

I smelled a smell of smoke......

It was a man with unkempt hair, smoking a cigarette, standing on the shore with the scarlet tide washing over his ankles.

"Do you want to escape?"

He asked me......

I don't know what he meant by escaping, escaping from this paradise? Escape this pain? Or run away from a ...... Transmigration?

So I muttered, not knowing how to answer.

He smiled as if he knew my doubts.

So, he threw his cigarette into the sea of blood......

In an instant, the scarlet blood was like the most intense corpse oil, and it was ignited in an instant, and the fire went straight to the dome, and tens of thousands of the sun were scorched, making a piercing hiss, I had never seen heaven so bright, and the scorching flames roasted my face......

The man smiled wonderfully.

And I, obviously crying wonderfully......