The night was already very deep, and when I looked up, the moon in the sky was really like a white plate, white and flawless, without half impurities, and emitting a gentle light.

The school has long since ended, and Bai Hao is working at the desk in his room, slowly writing today's unfinished homework.

The faint moonlight outside the window shone in, and he suddenly became irritable, holding a pen in his mouth, and looking at the moon outside the window with his chin in his right hand, gradually becoming distracted.

If I had been able to lift it at that time, I probably wouldn't have been so scared.

But I'm just a decrepit boy, even if I want to change, I'm still scared, isn't this the norm for cowards?

Bai Hao took out his mobile phone from his pocket and looked through a photo posted by a friend in his QQ space.

He has never posted a post himself, and in his opinion, the people who can post a post must be very popular, and they are confident enough that someone will like him. And Bai Hao had posted a news before, when he shared his feelings with anxiety and looked forward to someone responding to him, but there was not a single comment, not a single like, only a lonely dynamic hanging there, looking embarrassing and overwhelming. Since the fight was bad, I have never posted a dynamic, just silently watching other people's lives, silently praising them, and no one cares.

clicked on her avatar, typed for a long time, then stared at it for a long time, and deleted the words she had just typed.

Chen Likong is a classmate of Bai Hao's elementary school and has always been at the same table with him. Chen Likong has excellent grades, sweet appearance, humor and gentleness, and has always been very popular in the class. At that time, Bai Hao was often bullied at school, and his classmates either used his stationery box to spread around the class, or often said something sarcastic. At that time, he was stupid, and he didn't feel too uncomfortable, and he always felt that patience was over. But maybe it's a habit, after graduating from elementary school, Bai Hao didn't dare to resist when he encountered something similar, but unlike that time, he himself was more painful, but there was nothing he could do.

But Chen Likong never bullied him, but always talked to him normally like other classmates. At that time, they were still young, and they didn't know what it meant to like, and Bai Hao only thought she was very gentle. Later, after graduating from elementary school, the two of them went to different schools, but Bai Hao often thought of Chen Likong, always wanted to talk to her, wanted to meet her, he thought this should be called liking.

So I often chatted with Chen Likong in QQ, and Bai Hao worked hard to find some interesting topics related to her, and gradually became more familiar than before. But only Bai Hao himself knows that he has not changed at all, or he is still bullied as before, and his popularity in school is very poor, almost at the bottom. But he never said it on QQ, he was afraid that Chen Likong would look down on him, and he was afraid that he didn't even have someone to talk to.

Until high school, the two had never met in reality, and they had never mentioned this topic, Bai Hao deliberately did not mention it, after all, he could be disguised on the Internet, and he might show his feet in reality, and he also knew that Chen Likong only regarded him as an ordinary friend.

Even though she went to high school and went to the same school, she was in the best class, and Bai Hao just barely squeezed into the quality class through the relationship between her parents, and they still didn't meet.

The photo in the space dynamic is a selfie sent by Chen Likong, so Bai Hao recognized her at a glance when she was in the supermarket. And he himself didn't expect that Chen Likong would be able to recognize himself with just a name and a vaguely similar appearance when he was a child.

It's just that the end of class is very short, and before they can speak, the class bell rings, and everyone has to hurry to the classroom.

She's changed from what she used to be, and she's become more adorable. And he doesn't seem to have changed much, he still looks like a decrepit boy.

Bai Hao stared at the previous chat, a little dazed.

Knock knock!

"Are you there?" In QQ, Chen Likong suddenly sent a message, and rarely took the initiative to send him a message.

Knock knock! Bai Hao's heart beat faster, hesitated, and still typed:

"Well, what's wrong?"

"Didn't that happen in the morning, I want to ask if you're okay?"

Bai Hao's heart ached, he thought about it for a long time, typed out a line, and slowly deleted it, and finally had to send one.

"It's fine."

"That's good, let's see you below when you have time, I'm in a hurry today, and I'll go to class before I can speak."

"Good!"

In the end, the two sides said goodnight to each other, and then there was nothing to say.

Bai Hao put down his phone tiredly and looked at the moon outside the window. After a while, I turned on my phone again, found a whale of 52 hertz, typed to say something, hesitated, and gave up.

In the past, Bai Hao often confided in him the pain in his heart, and he often enlightened Bai Hao, but this time Bai Hao did not say it. He finally turned off his phone and closed his eyes.

Want to get better?

The boy slowly opened his eyes, circled the 17th with a red pen on the calendar next to him, nodded, as if he had made up his mind, and continued to pick up the pen and start writing his homework.

......

It's morning reading time, and it's five minutes before morning dinner. Liu Ze, the squad leader, stepped onto the podium.

"Students, the midterm exam is coming up on the 17th, and we should seize the time to study and get a good score for the class. After the exam, everyone should also carefully summarize and analyze the right and wrong during the Wednesday class meeting, and ask the students to come up and state their experiences. ”

The sound of reading in the class stopped, and quietly, no one spoke.

The squad leader said very seriously, or the same scene before the last monthly exam, as if everyone can learn better if they say this sentence, but there are some things that cannot be left unsaid, our official dialect has been well inherited since ancient times, and we have learned the essence.

"And ......," Liu Ze changed his words and said with a smile. The old class said that this class meeting will not analyze the exam, she wants everyone to relax and relax, so if you want to perform a show in the past few days, you must report more, otherwise there will be less time for a class. ”

Wuhu! Someone in the class had already started whistling, and the classroom suddenly began to shout.

"Gan! I was finally able to relax. But this old class is ruthless enough, if you have to pick after the exam, when the time comes, how can you still be in the mood for the exam. Zhu Tianyi shouted beside him. But that day happened to be Ning Xin's birthday, which was really a coincidence. ”

Bai Hao's eyes wandered, he lowered his head and picked his nails, as if he was wandering.

"Hey! Did you hear what the squad leader said? Zhu Tianyi waved his hand in front of Bai Hao's eyes.

"Ahh Bai Hao blinked, and hurriedly said haha. "Isn't it just a party?"

"But you don't look very happy..."Zhu Tianyi looked at him with some confusion.

Dingdingding......

"Mom, it's school." Zhu Tianyi quickly took out the lunch box from under the table.

Sure enough, he was the most active at this time, and he was the first to rush out every time. Bai Hao couldn't hold back a smile, but he couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief, and continued to stay in his seat, waiting for the whole class to go out first.

"Huh? Why don't you leave? "Zhu Tianyi looked back at Bai Hao." Let's go eat together. ”

"Huh?!" Bai Hao was a little flattered and whispered. "I-you go eat first, I'll go later."

"Let's go, let's go, it's too late to go to the spicy pot on the second floor."

Bai Hao was pulled by him, a little helpless, and a little... Happy? It seemed that he couldn't say clearly, so he had to get up and follow him, and followed the army out of the classroom for the first time.

"Yo, the first time I saw Bai not go out to eat, he died tall and short."

Chubby suddenly hugged their necks from behind and said in surprise.

"You say that, I seem to see him for the first time, don't you never eat?" Zhu Tianyi also asked Xiang Bai if it was not good.

"No, I feel like it's too crowded to go out together, so I'll wait a few minutes before leaving." Bai Hao explained embarrassedly.

The three of them were walking on the road to the campus, and Chubby suddenly asked as if he had thought of something.

"Anyway, if this midterm exam doesn't meet the requirements of the old class, we all have to finish it, after all, we have promised others."

Thinking of the weather-rushing appearance of the old class, Chubby was a little worried.

"What are you afraid of, why are you worried about studying so well." Zhu Tianyi sighed and said a little depressed. "It's a party on Wednesday, and it's Ning Xin's birthday."

Hearing this, Bai Hao scratched his palm with his thumb.

"What's wrong with the birthday, Ao is right, I just bought a Rem figure recently, and I have no money on hand, so I can only say a verbal blessing to her, hehe, I believe Ning Xin won't care."

Chubby scratched the back of his head and laughed.

Zhu Tianyi sighed lightly and shook his head.

"It's you." Chubby swept his gaze, looked him up and down, and said quietly. "So nervous, do you want to give her a gift, you don't like her, right?"

"Fuck off, if I really liked her, I wouldn't have gotten close to her." Zhu Tian glanced at him and continued. "I just...... Forget it, you won't understand it. ”

"Cut, love to say it or not, I don't want to know yet."

"The squad leader is ready to give gifts, won't it look good if you don't give it." Bai Hao asked suspiciously.

"Liu Ze has known Ning Xin since his first year of high school, and he has been playing until now, like half a dead friend, isn't it normal for him to send it, I only met Ning Xin when school started just now, and the relationship is not so good." Chubby explained slowly.

Zhu Tianyi grinned and smiled bitterly.

Sure enough, it is normal for friends to give gifts to each other, and it is not good to have a white thumbnail embedded in the flesh and walk into the cafeteria.

Today's sun was rarely very strong, and the shadows of the three of them were clear in the sunlight, blending into the shadows of the cafeteria and disappearing.