He walked to Jiang Suwan's side, taking a step behind her in order to ......

Sure enough, Jiang Suwan slipped out of a certain step and fell straight backwards.

Fortunately, Xuzhou's hand had already been protected there, so he held Jiang Suwan steadily, so she didn't fall.

Jiang Suwan became extremely indignant, frowned and thanked him politely, and then pulled out a long distance that was extremely unfamiliar.

"Since you've come with me, you probably know who I'm coming to see."

But Xuzhou shook his head and denied it, "I just thought that you shouldn't leave Shenzhen-Hong Kong today, so I drove around, thinking if I would meet you." ”

Xuzhou: "Then I saw your car parked over there." ”

"You shouldn't have come here." Jiang Suwan's tone hardened.

Crossing the street, Jiang Suwan walked towards his car, and Wei Ge followed.

"I just want to meet you, who knows if you will come back to Shenzhen and Hong Kong after you return to Nanxia City......

"What's more, even if I go to Nanxia to look for you, you will never talk to me about work and nothing else."

"Talk about anything else?" Jiang Suwan stopped at the door of the car, turned to face Xuzhou, and finally couldn't bear it anymore.

A sarcastic smile unabashedly permeated her words.

"Xuzhou, what else can I talk to you about? Talk about Aven? ”

"Talking about the relationship between you and her as an obviously fiancée, do you still want to come to me to express some impolite emotions?"

"Xuzhou, don't you think you're hiding it too much from me?!"

The emotions in his eyes are like a shaking wall, as if they will collapse at any moment.

Xuzhou tried to find some "Hou Pan" in the meantime, but finally understood that this was just wishful thinking.

How could Jiang Suwan have a "Hou Pan" mood towards Xuzhou?

I'm afraid that Hou is looking forward to him being farther away from him.

There was chaos in his mind, and the cold air was still putting pressure on his spirit.

He finally said with a shallow smile: "Do you mind very much?" ”

Jiang Suwan sneered, looked Xuzhou up and down, and slammed his heavy voice on the ground mercilessly:

"I used to think of you as a friend, but now, when all the work is done, don't have any more crossings, please."

turned around and was about to open the car door and go in, and then Xuzhou grabbed Jiang Suwan's arm violently after a very short entanglement.

Although he was finally thrown away by her, he was still unwilling and still wanted an answer.

"Suwan, why are you angry?"

"How much is it because you care about me?"

"yes, I care about you." Jiang Suwan nodded and admitted, "Because you are the person I want to be my best friend, but what did you let me see?" ”

"You make me feel like I'm doing something shameful, you know?"

"Xuzhou, you are also 30 years old, can you be more mature and cleaner?"

“…… Am I not clean? Xuzhou smiled sadly.

"I already have a fiancée, and I have to show my love to another woman, and even let my fiancée eat at the same table with this woman, how can you let me say that you are clean?"

"Xuzhou, I especially hate people who do things without moral constraints, very annoying, even disgusting."

"If you say I don't mind, then I can tell you very clearly that if it were someone I liked, I might break down, but someone I don't like, I will only feel annoying."

"And then stay away from this guy I hate so much."

"Jiang Suwan, can you listen to me say something?" Xuzhou grabbed Jiang Suwan's arm again, and this time he didn't give Jiang Suwan a chance to break free at all.

"Okay, you say." Jiang Suwan's beautiful eyes widened slightly, and her face after light makeup still looked so good.

Xuzhou looked at Jiang Suwan's eyes attentively and began to tell the story from his perspective.

"Evan was introduced by my parents, and at first he just said he would be my assistant for a while."

"She is also very capable, and she has done a particularly good job of the tasks given to her."

"Occasionally I can see something in her...... Something different. But I understand that it is appreciation, not liking, and it cannot be love. ”

"The reason why I got engaged was also an accident caused by a drunken gaffe."

"But objectively speaking, I know that I can't get a response from you, so if I can accept the ordinary life, I may end up marrying her."

This time, Jiang Xuwan didn't break free again, but just lowered his head and burned Xuzhou's hand on his arm with his gaze:

"Don't you let it go yet? If you don't let go this time, we won't even be able to be strangers. ”

Such words were indeed very threatening to Xuzhou, and he could only let go.

"Xuzhou, I used to think that no matter what, at least you have openness and sincerity."

"But I really just think you're disgusting right now - whatever happened between you that created an inexplicable engagement that had nothing to do with me, so I don't want to be evil."

"One is one, two is two, don't touch others if you don't like it, don't give some unrealistic empty joy - it really makes me feel that you have a flaw in your spirit."

"Do it yourself, this is advice from an old friend."

In the end, Jiang Xu didn't even say goodbye to Xuzhou in the evening, and got into his car and slowly drove away.

Xuzhou stood in the snow, looking at the back of the car, until it completely disappeared from his sight.

……

"him."

The more Jiang Suwan who was driving the car, the more angry she became, the inexplicable grievances came out again, her eyes were full of tears, the world was no longer clear, and she had to park the car on the side of a slightly empty street.

She couldn't resist the complicated emotions flooding her heart, and she collapsed and cried on the steering wheel.

Wei Ge, how nice it would be if you were by my side.

Do you know how much I miss you?

I miss you so much, I miss you so much, I'm going crazy thinking about it......

I tried to run, resisting every hammer in the world, not wanting to lose my sharpness, but why did so many things force me to face some unbearable ......

There will be no more clean people like you.

Wei Ge, I really, really miss you.

Can...... Come and meet me.

……

Too much of the world can't run on the track you envision, and even extraordinarily large car crashes can happen.

Therefore, an idealistic person like Jiang Suwan may feel twice as sad and disappointed as most people.

But life does not take into account the hardships and displacements of people like them, and all the truth will always be witnessed by them.

……

Xuzhou walked into the cemetery firmly after his mind was entangled.

The grave sweeper was still sweeping the snow, and casually glanced at Xuzhou, only to find that he was walking directly towards him.

He saw that this man had a superior appearance and a "high score" in appearance, so he didn't know what was going on.

Grave sweeper: "What's the matter?" ”

Xuzhou put on a polite smile: "Hello, I would like to ask the woman who came here just now, which tomb she went to." ”

The "......" gravesweeper seemed to see something, and showed a meaningful smile.

"There are some roads where there are no shortcuts." After saying this, he pointed to the tomb that Jiang Su went to later, "That, with flowers." ”

Xu nodded hesitantly, then took a step back with a chuckle and bowed slightly: "Thank you." ”

Perhaps it was really from the words of the tomb sweeper that he had drawn some sincerity, and Xuzhou hesitated when he turned around and walked towards the tomb.

He also thought of the behavior he hated by Jiang Suwan - such a two-way strategy was actually a shortcut in a sense.

However, Xuzhou didn't know that if he had no shortcuts to deal with Jiang Xuwan, he was afraid that it would be a dead end......

There are not many tombs in the cemetery, and most of them are as if no one has ever been here.

He looked all the way and found that most of the tombstones were young photos.

What was even more unexpected was that what he saw in front of that tomb was a photo of Jiang Su many years ago.

Originally, in the face of Jiang Suwan's accusations, Xuzhou was somewhat unwilling and incomprehensible.

But after seeing this photo, Xuzhou understood.

Jiang Suwan is a clean person.

She has a lot of things in her own world very clearly.

And her own life is just "chaos" in her eyes.

……

There has been almost no snow in Shenzhen-Hong Kong, and this year's snow seems to cover up the heat and dryness of Shenzhen and Hong Kong for many years, and at the same time extinguish some thoughts in their hearts.

The snowflakes fell, and countless coldness fell on Xuzhou's shoulders, but he just stood still.

In the end, he left a shallow sigh in front of the tomb, carrying those coldness and turned away.

He thought that maybe he really shouldn't take some shortcuts in the future.

……

Jiang Su poured a cup of hot coffee in the mug and felt the temperature with his hands.

Sitting in front of a computer and having a video conference with the company's employees.

Jiang Xuwan: "I read the case when I was young, and the degree of completion is okay, but I think the market research is a little less, and products like this are relatively new, so we still need to consider the public acceptance." ”

Jiang Suwan: "And then that's roughly the end of this meeting, because of the heavy snow, so the itinerary was changed, I will arrive at the company at two o'clock in the afternoon tomorrow at the latest." ”

Jiang Suwan: "That's hard work, everyone, have a good rest." ”

Hanging up the video call, Jiang Su lost his mind at night, and in the mug in his hand, the coffee reflected his appearance.

She wondered if she should go through the diary of "40-year-old Weigo" again.

Because I don't want to read it all at once and lose some of my concerns, Jiang Suwan will almost always read one article for a long time now, and it is randomly flipped over.

She was afraid that the more she looked at it, the less she would see, and the connection with Wei Ge seemed to have become less.

How much she misses him, I'm afraid only she knows.

She exhaled softly, poured her coffee into the trash can next to her, and got up to close her laptop.