CHAPTER XLIII
He lowered his eyes and looked silently at the grass that had been trampled on the ground.
After a while, he looked up with a flat expression and said slowly: "...... Xia Yang, there is no absolute answer to such a thing as feelings. I don't like it, I don't like it, where did I get so many why ......"
“…… Is it? That...... Why are you in tears right now? Xia Yang stretched out his hand to caress the tears on He Duo's cheeks, looked at her with a painful expression, and asked.
I...... Crying?
He reached out and touched his slightly cool cheek in a trance, feeling the wetness in his hand......
How many: "......"
Her eyes were out of focus, and she slapped Xia Yang's hand on her face, took a step back, and explained with a blandness: "...... It doesn't mean anything...... I just feel guilty......"
As soon as her words fell, she was hugged into Xia Yang's arms.
Xia Yang buried his face in her neck and shoulders, and said in a low and trembling voice: "You say it's guilt, or the wind is blind, or ......, I don't care what." As long as...... Don't leave me, don't say these things that make me go crazy in pain, it's all right......" The words were full of weakness, lowness, and aggrieved pleadings.
How many: "......"
He looked at his painful pleading and compromising gesture like this, and found that she could not say more words to hurt him and be ruthless.
How many people let him hold in his arms.
Xia Yang felt the obedience of the girl in his arms, and his heart trembled and hugged her tighter and tighter.
Just when Xia Yang thought that everything would be over, a soft voice sounded: "Xia Yang, let's get together and disperse." ”
As soon as she said this, she felt that the strength of her body was reduced, until she directly released it weakly.
How much I felt the shackles that disappeared from my body, and my heart trembled.
He raised his head lightly, looked at Xia Yang who was full of disbelief and pain in front of him, and took three steps back.
He looked at Xia Yang and thought softly in his heart: ...... I'm sorry.
After thinking about it, he turned around and walked in the opposite direction of Xia Yang.
But before he could take a few steps, his wrist was grabbed vigorously and pulled back.
He turned back directly because of this pull.
Xia Yang's eyes were red, tears flowed, and he roared: "What a lot! How can you do that. Obviously, you approached me first, liked me first, broke into my life against my will, and then told me all the good about yourself. …… Why? Why are you, how many!? Why, it's you who says it started, and it's you who says it's over?! I don't allow it, and I don't agree with it! Do you understand?!! ”
Tears slipped from the corners of his eyes, and the tears of the product fell straight on the grass, bending the soft green leaves.
…… Yes, it was himself who provoked him from the beginning, and he was never wrong......
Always innocent......
If I had never been close to him, I wouldn't have let him suffer like this......
He won't become the painful person in front of him......
In this way, he is still the Xia Yang who everyone can hope for......
That campus myth, the campus male god, and then he was happily together with the heroine of his original destiny true woman......
“…… Sorry ...... didn't meet me...... That's it. He said softly.
"That's not right!! I don't want you to apologize, I don't want you to say I'm sorry. Do you understand me?! Xia Yang interrupted sharply.
"I understand!! I understood it from the beginning! ”
“……”
"Xia Yang, can I say I regret it?! I said I regretted messing with you! Is it okay to regret messing with you?! ”
“…… What did you say? ”
"I said I was close from the beginning, not because I liked you, but because you looked like the one I loved in the bottom of my heart!! So, Xia Yang, I didn't like you at all. Your continued pestering like this will only make me hate you even more. ”
“……”
“…… You're lying. You're lying! ”
"How do you know I'm lying? You're not me, how do you know what I think? Or are you just deceiving yourself now? ”
“…… You're lying. If you don't like it, how can you know me so well? How will you know everything about me? If it weren't for the people who had been paying attention to me and getting to know me well, they wouldn't know that much about me, and they wouldn't know so clearly what I like to eat and where I like to go! ”
“…… You're being sentimental, and these are just the results of how I put my feelings for that person on you. But...... I found that the longer I spent with you, the more I realized that you were different from him. So...... I regret it now, I don't want to be so tired and pretend to be with you anymore......"
“…… Are they all fake? All...... Everything is? Xia Yang looked at how indifferent his face was in a trance, and he lost focus.
There were so many forever bright smiling faces in front of him faintly in his mind, and he said to him sincerely: "Xia Yang~ I like you." Just let me walk you~ Okay? ”
Suddenly, this scene was shattered by what a number of other words.
"I said I was close from the beginning, not because I liked you, but because you looked like the one I loved in my heart."
"Can I say I regret it now? I regret messing with you, okay? ”
"I find that the longer I spend with you, the more I realize that you are different from him......"
All of it...... It's all fake, it's all for another person......
He Qiduo turned his head, no longer looked at his trance-like face, and said flatly: "...... Yes. ”
……
How much she forgot how she left the place that belonged to Xia Yang alone.
She just walked silently, aimlessly.
He suddenly squatted down with his hands on his knees on the empty side of the road, burying his head.
Slowly, she let out a low sob, and then sat on the ground and cried heartbreakingly.
She's a jerk!
A bastard who plays with other people's feelings!
A bastard who will only make things worse and worse, idiot......
He cried with tears streaming down his face, intermittently, and apologized in a low voice: "...... I'm sorry, I'm sorry ......."
Slowly, sparse vehicles sped past her.
But she still sat there motionless......
Suddenly, a tall figure walked up to her and pulled her up with ease.
The expression was haggard and pale, and the next second I heard a gentle and concerned voice: "Duoduo? Have you had any? It's so late, why are you still sitting alone on the side of the road? ”
He had so many eyes and looked at Su Yuheng next to him, who was worried and anxious and concerned.
How many: "......"
She looked in a trance, her face was pale, she stroked the hand he was holding, and said in a hoarse voice: "...... I'm fine, leave me alone......" After saying that, he walked directly past him with a slow pace.
Su Yuheng withdrew his hand that was frozen in the air after being stroked away, quickly turned around and kept up, and asked worriedly, "Duoduo, is something happening?" I don't think your face is good, why don't we go to the hospital first? ”
He looked tired and walked silently, but after walking for a long time, he found that Su Yuheng was still following, stopped, and looked at Su Yuheng, who was looking at him with concern because he stopped, and slowly said in a hoarse voice: "...... Su Yuheng, I'm really fine. I'm just a little tired, you don't have to follow me all the time, I can go home by myself. ”
Su Yuheng smiled softly and comforted: "It's so late now, a boy of mine saw a girl sitting alone on the side of the road, I can't just leave without doing anything." After all, that's not what a gentleman should do, right? ”
He Qiduo looked at Su Yuheng with a complicated expression, and after being silent for a while, he said lightly: "...... Su Yuheng, I said it last time, it is impossible for the two of us. So...... Don't waste any more unnecessary time on me. ”
A trace of pain slipped through Su Yuheng's eyes, but it quickly disappeared. The corners of his mouth curled up gently, and he smiled and asked softly, "I also said it last time, Duoduo, don't deny the possibility between the two of us so quickly." And I don't think I'm wasting my time doing that. ”
How many: "......"
He was a little speechless, but Su Yuheng said first: "I just think it's a little unsafe for you to go home alone at night." I'm not going to do anything superfluous or bothering you. I really just want to send you home, I hope you don't refuse my request, okay? ”
Of course, he knows what kind of person Su Yuheng is.
He always knows that how to get along with others is the most comfortable state for two people.
Always know how to get the favor of others as quickly as possible.
There was always a way to get people to agree to his request.
He is also before the male protagonist.,The first boy who has a good impression of the female protagonist who hasn't yet liked the male protagonist.。
He Duo knew that she had no way to refuse his reasonable and not excessive, even gentlemanly request, so he bowed his head silently and continued to walk in the direction of the He family by default.
Su Yuheng walked beside her, his gaze seemed to unintentionally slide over her pale and haggard and tired face, pursed his thin lips, and asked unintentionally, "Is something happening?" If so, can I know what's going on? Maybe we can figure it out together......"
He looked a little tired: "......"
Su Yuheng slowly continued to ask, "...... Is it something that happened to you and Xia Yang? ”
He Qiduo listened to the footsteps, looked at him with an indifferent expression, and said slowly: "Su Yuheng, no matter what happens to me, it has little to do with you." And even if something really happens to me and Xia Yang, it is also a matter between me and Xia Yang, and it is a matter between the two of us. And if there is a problem, we can solve it ourselves. So...... You don't need to ask about it. ”
In fact, He Qiduo was not hostile to Su Yuheng, she just subconsciously had some vigilance against all his actions.