Volume II, Chapter 10: Anorexia

"The door is open, let's get out of the car." Qi Yang glanced back at the position of the rear door, then stood up, beckoned Nannan, and walked first.

Nan Nan also followed briskly, and just as Nan Nan was about to get out of the car door, and was about to step on the steps of the rear door, she heard the sweet and cheerful voice again: "Goodbye, sister." ”

Nan Nan got off the bus and walked to the steps, while looking back, only to see the little girl sitting in the double seat at the back of the bus, and still sitting against the innermost glass window, at this time, she was leaning forward, twisting her head to look in the direction of Nan Nan, and raised her arms, spread out her palms, and made a gesture of waving goodbye.

But just as the little girl was about to wave her tiny forearms, the woman sitting next to her quickly stopped the little girl's unfinished movements, and the woman stretched out her hands and grabbed the little girl's shoulders one after the other, encircled her, and hugged her.

Just as Nan Nan got out of the car, and when the car door was about to close, she turned sideways in the direction of the woman and the little girl, and it happened that the woman was also looking at Nan Nan, and the two met their eyes coldly, but the woman quickly lowered her eyes and turned her face to the other side.

But Nan Nan still saw a trace of disdain, harmony, and fear in her eyes that only looked at each other for a few seconds.

Nan Nan frowned from time to time, but she still stared at the direction of the woman, but she could only see one of her backs and the back of her head, and the woman was also isolated from the little girl's figure by the way.

And the bus also started to drive away quickly, Nan Nan looked at the back of the woman who was gradually moving forward, she couldn't help but follow the synchronous reversal of the direction, until Nan Nan gradually couldn't see the woman, until even the bus gradually drove away, it was invisible, but Nan Nan still stared at the direction of the bus leaving the way.

A question flashed in Nan Nan's mind, she could understand the disgust in the woman's eyes, but what she didn't understand was why the woman showed a look of fear, this was the look that the woman had never had when she pulled away the little girl who was sitting next to her when she first got into the car, and the woman at that time only had deep resistance, and did not contain that kind of fear.

"What's wrong? What are you looking at? Qi Yang's cold and puzzled voice suddenly appeared, and interrupted Nan Nan's deep thought.

Nan Nan came back to her senses, no longer thinking about the meaning in the woman's eyes, she turned around and looked at Qi Yang.

I saw Qi Yang standing next to Nan Nan, looking in the direction she just watched the bus leave, Qi Yang also stretched his neck from time to time, tiptoed again, looked left and right, and seemed to really want to figure out what Fang Nan was looking at.

"Nothing?" Qi Yang confirmed that there was indeed not even a car or a person on the road, except for the bus stop opposite, there were still three, two, two or two people gathered, everything was extremely empty. Qi Yang no longer stood on tiptoe, he stood firm, retracted his neck again, and looked at Nan Nan with a puzzled look.

"Flutter." Nan Nan couldn't help but laugh when she saw Qi Yang looking so dull and naïve, and she simply laughed out loud.

"What are you laughing at?" Qi Yang saw Nan Nan suddenly smile, and felt extremely confused, he touched the top of his head and grabbed his hair, but he also laughed with Nan Nan, revealing his two shallow pear vortices.

Nan Nan saw that Qi Yang was also smiling, but his eyes were still full of puzzlement, Nan Nan raised the corners of her mouth even more, and the haze in her heart caused by the woman's words and eyes was swept away in an instant, and she only felt that her body was very relaxed now, and her mood was gradually happy.

"What the hell are you laughing at? What were you looking at just now? Qi Yang saw that Nan Nan didn't answer him, but instead he smiled more happily, and he didn't pay attention to it, so he had to ask Nan Nan again, but although he didn't know the reason, Qi Yang's smiling face was also brighter with Nan Nan's smile, and his round eyes were half-squinted with a smile, and bent up, becoming the shape of a crescent.

"I'm not looking at anything, I'm just in a daze. What are you laughing at? Nan Nan heard Qi Yang ask the same question again, so she had no choice but to answer Qi Yang and put away her smile, but she was still smiling faintly.

"I'm laughing because you're laughing." Qi Yang also smiled in the same way, and also smiled shallowly, and the two pear vortices loomed again.

"As I said, you look good when you smile." Then, Qi Yang said again, he looked at Nan Nan's eyes, with a serious expression on his face, and his tone was also very gentle.

After listening to Qi Yang's answer, followed by the emphasis and explanation, Nan Nan was a little at a loss for a while, she lowered her head, not looking at Qi Yang's eyes, Nan Nan only felt that her heartbeat was flustered, and she also felt that her face was a little hot and red.

"Oh no, my car is coming." I only heard Qi Yang exclaim.

Nan Nan raised his head, only to see him frowning and looking ahead anxiously.

Nan Nan followed Qi Yang's line of sight, and it turned out that there was already a bus parked next to another bus stop opposite.

At this time, Nan Nan remembered that Qi Yang had taken the station, and he had to take the bus in the opposite direction to go back.

"I've got to go first." Qi Yang said as he ran past Nan Nan's side.

Just after he passed through the middle of the road where no car had passed at this time, Qi Yang suddenly thought of something, and suddenly turned back, he looked at Nan Nan, raised his right hand, and swayed from side to side a few times.

"Nannan, goodbye, don't frown, remember, smile more, and eat a little more, you're too thin." Qi Yang said loudly, and then turned back and accelerated towards the unstarted bus in front of him.

Soon, Nan Nan couldn't see Qi Yang's figure, he was blocked on the other side of the bus, and the bus also started immediately and drove away.

Nan Nan watched the bus go away, and it disappeared from her field of vision after a while, but Nan Nan still stood motionless, watching, her ears were still full of Qi Yang's last words to herself, and it kept lingering in her mind.

"Don't frown, smile more, eat more, you're too thin......" and these words are the clearest that Nan Nan remembers, and they are also the ones that can pierce her heart.

Nan Nan looked at the station opposite, which was no longer inhabited, and felt that she was at a loss for a while.

"But I can't eat the food." After a long time, Nan Nan lowered her eyes, stared at the ground beneath that was completely wet from the rain, and then muttered softly, "I'm really sick, I'm anorexic." After speaking, Nan Nan's body relaxed, she straightened her back, and sighed deeply, looking extremely tired.

A year ago, at the end of that summer, after waking up from that dream, after eating those old-fashioned pastries, and then fainting again.

Nan Nan found that she gradually lost her appetite and didn't want to eat anything anymore, she became extremely resistant to food, even if she put the food to her mouth, Nan Nan would still feel a wave of nausea, but whenever she just ate a bite of food, it would be spit out by her.

During that time, Nan Nan suddenly began to feel that her body was becoming rotten, emitting a foul smell in bursts of time, and her body was getting thinner and thinner.

In the end, Nan Nan couldn't resist her mother's pleading, and finally went to the hospital, only to be told that she had anorexia and needed treatment, including psychological treatment.

Therefore, Nan Nan never went to school again, she studied and has been recuperating and resting at home.

But unconsciously, a year has passed, Nan Nan's physical condition has indeed improved a little, and her resistance to food has become less intense, but she still can't eat too much, otherwise, she will still vomit it all.

"My baby baby, give you a little sweetness, let you ......" A phone ringing interrupted Nannan's reminiscing thoughts, she was startled, and immediately came back to her senses, and then hurriedly took out the ringing mobile phone from the pocket of her sweatshirt.

Nan Nan saw that the word "mother" was displayed on the lit screen, and she hurriedly leaned close to her ear and answered.

"You, are you back now?" On the other end of the line came the mother's soft, but cautious tone.

"Well, I just got off the bus." Nan Nan replied as she walked in the direction of her own community.

"Then, you, Dr. Tan Yu......" The mother's voice became more and more tangled, and it became weaker and weaker.

"I went to find Tan Yu's, I didn't run away, I promised you, I will go every week in the future." Nan Nan seemed to know what her mother was looking for, and she quickly replied to her mother's unspoken words.

"Okay, okay, mom is waiting for you at home." The mother's voice sounded like a sigh of relief, a lot of relaxation.

"I see." Nan Nan hung up the phone after speaking.