48. "Care" sum up with "fear of losing" association
"Uncle Lin, may I ask ......?"
The car drove on the road to Xuzhou's home on the road full of birch trees planted on both sides.
Xuzhou leaned on the back of the car seat, looked out of the car window slightly, and asked coldly.
Because he hadn't finished speaking, Steward Natural Forest didn't understand what he wanted to ask.
"Xiaozhou, what do you want to ask?"
"If there's one thing you like."
"But you seem to know you can't get itβ"
"And will you still devote all your emotions to it?"
Steward Lin looked at Xuzhou through the rearview mirror:
Casual clothes are worn on the slender body of Xuzhou, revealing a clean temperament.
Just the right amount of formal to the hairstyle, it is also extraordinarily refreshing.
Xuzhou looks more similar to his mother Li Shixiang, with a white complexion, a bit of exotic tough face, plus a superior status and ranking first in school, it should be liked by many people.
This boy who has always been steady, Steward Lin watched him grow up gently, but now it is rare to see tangled and cowering in his eyes.
Didn't you meet someone you like?
After all, he is a person who has come over, and the child's thoughts can also be roughly felt.
"It depends on what kind of value that thing has to you." Steward Lin gave an answer pointedly.
Xuzhou stretched out his hand and stroked the bangs in front of his forehead, revealing his heroic eyebrows, and the whole face looked even more exquisite.
His appearance is completely different from that of Wei Ge.
Wei Ge's appearance is that his facial features are extraordinarily exquisite, which together show the toughness and roughness of a man, and more unruly and ruffian.
And Xuzhou, although the facial features are delicate and tend to be European in appearance, but there is a kind of feminine beauty when you look at it, and it will not violate the harmony, and anyone who sees it will like it.
may have been born in a scholarly family, and Xuzhou's whole temperament is also a kind of bookishness, which makes him clearly different from other boys.
He frowned in annoyance, thoughtfully.
"But I don't know what the meaning is, I just ...... Like. β
"Hmm." Steward Lin could easily see that the kid's mind had gone to the person he "liked", and he couldn't help but hook the corners of his mouth.
"That's what it means."
"Huh?" Xuzhou didn't understand, sat up straight and looked at Steward Lin in the rearview mirror, "What's the point?" β
"I like it."
"You like her - you like this kind of emotion very gently, it will bring you something different, it will make you positive or negative, in short, it will affect you in many ways."
"Doesn't that make sense?"
Xu Xu's frowning brows slackened slightly, and then wrinkled a little tighter.
It's not that he doesn't understand what Steward Lin's words mean, it's because these things that Steward Lin said are premised on "liking", and he really likes her so much, so he empathizes, so he understands.
And the reason why his brow is furrowed deeper is because he found that he has encountered a new problem.
Steward Lin said that the emotion of "liking" will change a person, negative or positive, but why do you have both?
Andβ
"Since it makes sense, you have to keep liking it, right?"
Steward Lin groaned for a moment and said solemnly:
"No matter what, we have to convey our hearts, we like a thing or a person, we don't like it for the sake of results, we only look forward to the results because we like it."
"If you really like it, you can't let it go easily, we have to respect our feelings and can't deceive ourselves."
"But I'm afraid that the last one will be empty, and I won't be able to withstand that kind of blow."
"No, it won't."
Steward Lin seriously denied him, and what he said next gave Xuzhou a lifetime of instructions.
"True liking is not only possession, when liking reaches a certain level, it will not only not hit you, but will give you the greatest comfort."
Xuzhou put this sentence mixed with the autumn breeze in early September into his heart, tasting confusion and a certain suddenness.
He quickly made his decision.
He wants to like her.
He didn't want to have only awkward coincidences between himself and her, even if the end ending was not friendly, but he wanted to make the process as good as possible.
Moreover, the current situation does not completely determine that there is no chance.
Xuzhou cleaned up one thought at a time, and his brows slowly relaxed as his emotions became clearer......
Jiang Suwan and Wei Ge parted at the entrance of the street, and each went home to change the clothes on their bodies that had lasted for two days.
When Jiang Su came home in the evening, her grandmother sat by the gate, basking in the sun and looking at a few birch trees in the distance.
Jiang Suwan stood at the gate of the courtyard, quietly picking up the door frame, staring at her grandmother.
She wondered what Grandma would think.
Too far away from the past?
Still is...... Seems to be near the end of life?
She wondered what she would do if she came home one day and her grandmother stopped waiting for her like this.
Yes, the more people who care, every time they look at him, they think of the things that are separated, and their hearts are tightened with fear.
I can't bear to think about it anymore.
Jiang Suwan, who has always liked to face, likes to go against himself, and indulged his escape in matters about his grandmother.
I think that's an escape that most people would forgive, an escape that should be taken for granted.
After taking a deep breath, Jiang Suwan raised his feet and walked into the courtyard.
If others should hear the movement, it would be, but because grandma is getting older and her ears are getting worse and worse, she doesn't know that Jiang Su walked into the yard at night.
Afraid that standing next to her grandmother suddenly would scare her, she called out to her as she walked up to her:
"Grandma, I'm back."
ββ¦β¦ Huh! Coming back? Jiang Fengjuan heard her baby granddaughter calling herself, looked over happily, and stood up on her knees to greet Jiang Suwan.
"How's it going, are you hungry, girl?"
"The rice is still hot, do you want to eat some food first?"
Jiang Fengjuan grabbed Jiang Suwan's hand and patted it gently, as if she was afraid that she would suffer a little grievance outside.
Jiang Suwan looked at her grandmother's appearance, her nose was inexplicably sour, the fear and sadness that had been suppressed just now were constantly coming up because of her grandmother's love.
Her eyes were so red that she couldn't say a word, and she was afraid that as soon as she opened her mouth, she really couldn't hold back her tears.
"What's wrong?" Grandma smiled kindly and waited for Jiang Su to speak.
And Jiang Suwan couldn't hold back at all, and hugged the skinny grandmother into her arms - she was very guilty to find that her grandmother had become so thin.
How many days have I not hugged my grandmother so tightly?
Jiang Suwan didn't dare to think about it, but the more he hugged it, the tighter and tighter he became.
"Evening, what's wrong, huh?"
Grandma laughed while asking, and gently patted Jiang Suwan's back, which made Jiang Suwan completely unable to cry.