Chapter 185: I don't know what to do
Jian Maoxun's liking is different from Li Zi'an.
The latter is full of possession, and Li Zi'an must always make sure that she is her own, and does not allow others to be contaminated in the slightest, like a person with a habit of cleanliness.
But Jian Maoxun can accept her by other people's side, and it is enough to silently guard her and see her happy.
Shangguan Wanbai never thought that he would be lucky enough to be liked so selflessly and magnificently.
She was speechless for a moment.
Jian Maoxun was very calm, his words had already been spoken, and his original apprehension was suppressed.
"Scaring you? I'm sorry, I was ...... I don't want to tell you at this time, forced by the situation, afraid that you will misunderstand me, but I still decide to confess to you. Don't be nervous, Wanbai. ”
Shangguan Wanbai shook his head, "What do you like about me?" ”
In front of Li Zi'an, although she was his property, she was hurt again and again and described by all kinds of ugly words. And Jian Maoxun doesn't even know her so well, but he has such a heavy liking.
Shangguan Wanbai didn't understand.
Jian Maoxun knocked on the steering wheel and groaned, "I don't know what to do, go deep." ”
She didn't understand, but she knew he didn't want to say.
Shangguan Wanbai smiled bitterly: "I'm not worth it, not to mention that I'm still someone else's wife, even if I'm single, I won't be with you." ”
Such a sentence directly cut off Jian Maoxun's love.
Jian Maoxun's face changed, he didn't expect that what he said was so pure, she would still refuse.
"What's wrong with me?"
"You're good, and it's because you're so good that I don't think I deserve it."
"Then why are you with Li Zi'an?"
Li Zi'an is not the dragon and phoenix in the eyes of outsiders?
Jian Maoxun only thought that Shangguan Wanbai was rejecting himself euphemistically.
The car was hidden, Shangguan Wanbai thought for a while, and revealed his heart, "Maybe it's because we have witnessed each other's most vicious and embarrassing side, I'm not that good, and he's not so good." We have been separated for a long time, but I have always thought about him in my heart, even if he is not so good, I hope he is good. ”
This kind of love, "isn't it very awkward?" ”
Shangguan Wanbai smiled, as if he didn't remember what happened last night.
There are only those noble, black-bellied, ruthless, and even childish sides of Li Zi'an in his mind.
"I'm sorry, thank you very much for liking, but your confession makes me feel that the friendship between us has been distorted."
The events that have happened these days have made Shangguan Wanbai discover that Jian Maoxun's feelings for her have already affected her and Li Zi'an.
Shangguan Wanbai's gentle words, she has always been a very gentle person. Even when he said things that were cruel to him, he was full of apologies.
Jian Maoxun narrowed his eyes, "Will you always be together?" ”
Always?
Shangguan Wanbai laughed briefly and did not answer the question.
"So Maoxun, don't like me, I'm a terrible person."
"I don't think you're bad."
"A lot of people out there think I'm bad." Including Lai Zi'an.
"I knew you before gossip."
Jian Maoxun answered quickly. Shangguan Wanbai was slightly stunned, and began to think back to the first time she met Jian Maoxun, at that time...... Rumors are already flying, aren't they?
And Jian Maoxun has seen her embarrassment many times.
Jian Maoxun did not explain his words, but said: "Go back and have a good rest, I am not telling you this today, I don't want you to be burdened." ”
He unlocked the car's central lock.
He is dressed every day today, not as formal as yesterday, sitting in the morning light, how to look calm.
Shangguan Wanbai's heart was slightly sour, she thought that if she hadn't met the amazing Li Zi'an, maybe she would have liked Jian Maoxun, the two had a common hobby, they were together peacefully, got married and had children, and everything went well.
Can it be ...... I just met it.
A proud man, even if he pours out his heart, does not see any humility.
On the contrary, Shangguan Wanbai was very embarrassed, she lowered her eyes slightly, "Maoxun, let's not see each other in the future." ”
Jian Maoxun changed color at this time, "Why?" I won't disturb your life, I just want to protect you, can't I? ”
"It's not your problem, it's that I don't know how to get along with friends who are out of scope, it's not good for you and me."
Now that he clearly knows Jian Maoxun's intentions, how can he get along as relaxed as before? In the face of Li Zi'an's questioning, how could she tell him confidently that she and Jian Maoxun had no two hearts?
So simply, don't say goodbye.
She would rather give up this friendship.
"I'm sorry. I'm not worth it. After saying this, Shangguan Wanbai got out of the car and left, as if fleeing.
Jian Maoxun is a smart person, he naturally knows what Shangguan Wanbai means, so he didn't catch up.
He exhaled, and Li Zi'an's grim appearance appeared in his mind.
At this time, the phone rang, and it came from the assistant: "Mr. Jane, it's not good!" You, your brother came to the company to make trouble......"
In fact, when he said the title of "younger brother", the assistant was apprehensive, after all, he was not his biological brother, but an illegitimate child......
"What is he here for?"
"He claimed, he wanted half of the equity!"
Jian Maoxun saw Shangguan Wanbai's back turn around and disappear, but he didn't catch up with him, and turned the steering wheel, "I'll be back soon." ”
Shangguan Wanbai returned to the villa, it was winter, and the bouquets in the garden were wilting like frosted eggplants, covered with a thin layer of snow, crystal clear.
She squatted down as she passed by, brushing the snow away, and Vivien stood at the door, looking at this scene, and thought of a sentence for no reason: known that the universe is big, and the grass and trees are still pitiful.
It's Shangguan Wanbai.
"Madam, are you alright?"
Shangguan Wanbai squeezed out a smile, "It's okay." ”
Vivien wanted to speak and stopped, and the wife's face now seemed to be a whitewashed peace.
Shangguan Wanbai filled the bathtub with hot water and took a good bath, but no matter how long he soaked, the breath about Li Zi'an on his body still couldn't be cleaned.
The humiliation of last night, lingering.
Closed his eyes fiercely, and the phone rang with the screen broken, an unfamiliar number.
Shangguan Wanbai picked it up vigilantly, "Hello." ”
"Let's come out and meet up." It was a familiar voice, with a coolness.
touched the string in Shangguan Wanbai's brain, and her brain trembled, "Xiang Shiqing? ”
Xiang Shiqing learned about yesterday's incident, she really looked down on Shangguan Wanbai, she was really the daughter of a murderer, and if she couldn't show the slightest face, she would only embarrass the Li family!
At the meeting, Shangguan Wanbai defected to outsiders, and Li Zi'an could hide it from outsiders, but he couldn't hide it from the Li family.