Chapter 52: Dream Revisiting the Past Life Lazy first appeared to confuse the dust

He was quite talented in painting, line tracing, light and shadow color, he knew everything, and soon he was admitted to a good art school, and he was also qualified to study abroad by the school.

His parents gradually began to think that I had a low education, not only could I not teach him anything, but they were even ashamed to let others know that his genius son once had such an enlightenment teacher who did not even have a high school education.

In a fit of rage, he cut off contact with me.

I thought that I would never see him again in my life, but I never thought that I would see him again on the screen.

His face should be immature, but there is a bit of Cangsang hidden in his eyes, and because his voice is very compatible with the role of Na Su Xin, from the drawing, special effects to the dubbing of that role, he was taken over by himself.

In the face of reporters' questions, he scribbled on his apprenticeship history, and he replied: "There is only one master I really admit, he is my childhood enlightenment teacher, and it was he who led me to learn painting and set foot in this vast field......"

Then, he dubbed his character Susin live.

In the picture, the two-dimensional Su Xin sat on the edge of the bed abruptly, caressing his master's pale face, and he also closed his eyes and brewed for a while, and at the same time opened his lips and choked up with Su Xin: "Master...... When will you wake up and look at me again? ”

"I ...... I miss you so much......"

After that, the tears of him and Su Xin actually dripped down at the same time with a very tacit understanding, as if they were dripping on my heart across the screen, and it was cold.

"Will you go back?" I sneered under my breath.

Because of the role of Su Xin, he became an instant hit, coupled with his high appearance, he attracted countless fans for a while, and I ...... But wandering in obscurity in this cold city.

The city, as it used to be, is filled with college students, struggling to wave their certificates and try to put down roots in this crowded soil.

And I'm ...... The poor diploma and lack of rich experience were soon brushed down by the city's ruthlessness.

There is only one path in front of me – change careers.

Maybe be a security guard, count day after day, watch one successful person after another, pass by proudly in front of you, and then leave gloomily in front of you, but that ...... It's not the life I was expecting.

I just want to put what I love...... I can continue.

I just want to be able to hold on to the brush until the end of my life......

But what I didn't expect was that since then, I have never been able to follow the path I love.

I submitted my resume over and over again, interviewed over and over again, was brushed off again and again, and left again and again, I used up my life savings, and finally failed to go back to the way I used to be.

Now I don't even have the money to rent a house in this huge city, so I can only sleep on the streets, taking the sky as the seat and the earth as the seat.

Under the scorching sun, I wandered through the busy streets, rummaging around in the trash cans for recyclable plastic bottles.

I don't know anything but painting, I don't have money to buy paper and pencils, I can't sell paintings on the street like those college students, even if I am an enlightenment teacher, people also dislike my low education and can't speak, so I can only collect some rags, and hobbling in the dusk with a whole day of collecting to exchange for those cold coins.

People often say that it is called the jingle of poverty.

I carefully put the coins in my pocket and walked down the paved street, and all of a sudden these words were deceitful.

The purse is so big, the two coins are so small, they lie quietly on both sides of the purse, no matter how they go, they can never meet each other, and how can they make a "jingling" sound?

I looked up at the sunset, it passed through the layers of clouds, slowly falling, everyone was feeling that it set off the clouds beautifully, and they took out their mobile phones to take pictures of the colorful clouds, forgetting the gloomy and heavy it aside.

"It's obviously it that lights up the world, but when the world is bewildered and attracted by the colorful sky, it becomes dispensable......" In my ear, someone seemed to whisper to me.

My eyelashes drooped, and I felt that the whole world was losing color.

"No one is vital to the world, and if the gears are broken, they can change them, and the moment you are left behind by them, it doesn't matter if you live or die for them." A black figure circled me from behind me.

The pair of deep purple pupils stared at me deeply, it slowly stretched out its cold hands, gently hooked my neck, soft lips close to my ear, and whispered: "In this world, no one will love you forever, and your so-called insistence is a ridiculous struggle in vain in the eyes of others......"

"In that case, what else do you need to try?" Its deep voice lingered in my ears: "Why don't you close your tired eyes, sleep well, and forget all the unpleasantness......"

"Can you forget all your troubles after a good night's sleep......" I murmured in a daze, "It's okay, anyway, I'm tired of this kind of me, this kind of life......"

My eyes were drooping, my body was weak and I fell back, and in a trance, I seemed to see a familiar figure.

He was so bright, white like a bundle of hurried in the dark, hurriedly running towards me, looking anxious, and constantly calling "Master" in his mouth.

"Delusion...... It must be an illusion...... "A desolate smile crossed the corner of my mouth, how could someone as weak and useless as me care about my existence?

However, I did fall into someone's arms, his ice muscles were slightly cold, but his arms were so warm, like the light sun of the morning rise, so soft and comfortable, which made people feel at ease.

He hugged me tightly, took me into his arms, frowned and glanced at the black gas vigilantly, and wondered: "Nightmare? ”

"Do you think I look like it?" The black qi sneered, smacked his lips and said, "I really didn't expect you to be able to come here and see me, it's really interesting...... Presumably, you should be someone he values very much. ”

"So, let me introduce myself, my name...... It's called 'lazy'. He chuckled, and then the black mist around it slowly faded, and he saw a person with white jade flawless skin, hair hanging down like the night, and a familiar white background bamboo pattern green clothes, which was the appearance of the master he had seen for the first time.

It bowed respectfully to Su Xin Yingying, and laughed softly: "Don't be so nervous, I have been with your master for a long time, I know a lot of what you know, and I know a lot of what you don't know...... Something about him. ”