Chapter 720
Chapter 725
It's been more than 20 years......
At that time, she just told the old housekeeper that the child was like jade, and she didn't say anything else, this was the first time she told the past completely, and she felt relieved and felt heavier in her heart......
Su Ruhua looked at Ruyu who was covering her eyes, and her heart was also pinched together, and she couldn't help but hug Ruyu, "Xiaoyu, I'm sorry, I'm really sorry......"
Ruyu never cries.
Even if she thought that her child was dead, she thought that she and Mo Jitian had deceived and betrayed her, she had never cried, she had never seen Su Ruyu cry for so many years since she was a child.
Su Ruyu was stiff, her mind was muddy, and she was very dazed, as if she was floating on the sea, a poor person who couldn't find the direction, and tears flowed down her fingers......
Back then, she loved Mo Jitian deeply, loved her family deeply, and loved her sister deeply, but they all gave her a fatal knife, and when she was hesitant, helpless, and full of hatred, no one pulled her, but pushed her further......
Now that the truth is revealed, why are you crying instead?
For the sake of their sisterhood for so many years, and for the joy that Mo Jitian did not betray her, or for the sake of the child's mother's grievances that have not been called out to her for so many years...... Su Ruyu couldn't tell the difference.
Su Ruhua burst into tears, and she was even more ashamed of her.
"Xiaoyu, what do you want, my sister has nothing to say, as long as you feel better." Su Ruhua's purple eyes were full of tears, for so many years, only at night when there was no one, she dared to shed tears of remorse.
One thought, one mistake after another, causing irreparable consequences, she doesn't know how to make up for all this, Ruyu is not dead, she can't be forgiven, she doesn't even have the face to see her parents.
Therefore, after so many years of wandering, I don't even dare to go home.
Who can understand the pain and pain in her heart, but Su Ruhua also knows that she is self-inflicted, and she has to bear everything by herself, but Ruyu ......
Su Ruyu wiped her tears and pushed Su Ruhua away, "Don't touch me." ”
"Jade ......"
"Why didn't you say it back then, huh? Why didn't you say it back then? Su Ruyu's face was not dry with tears, and she couldn't help but roar angrily, "If you said it when you came back then, could the rest of the story happen?" Why don't you dare to face me? You want to go, why don't you go far, why didn't you disappear in front of me forever, why did you still be found by me? If you want to hide it from me, why don't you go far away......"
Su Ruyu didn't know what she was going to express, her heart fluctuated, her ups and downs, the tip of her nose was sour and red, and she couldn't swallow it or get out of her throat.
She looked at Su Ruhua, who was also in tears, and was even more angry...... But instead, there is a little mercy and ...... Pain.
Back then, she pushed Ruhua......
If she hadn't pushed it, maybe, she wouldn't have been born prematurely, and the child wouldn't have died.
Su Ruyu turned her face away, her tears fell more urgently, her heart was colder than anyone else, she was ruthless, she really didn't recognize her six relatives, and she was even more ruthless and really wanted to die with Mo Jitian, but she never forgot the mistakes she made unintentionally.
"Xiaoyu, you blame my sister alone, Mo Jitian doesn't know anything, he doesn't remember what happened at all, it's his sister's mistake to be greedy." Su Ruhua said, almost kneeling in front of Su Ruyu, begging for her forgiveness.
Su Ruyu stood up suddenly, wiped away the tears on her face, gritted her teeth and said, "I won't forgive you, I won't ...... Su Ruhua, we are a family of four, because of you, separated for more than 20 years, if it weren't for you, I wouldn't have had so many misunderstandings with Ji Tian, he wouldn't be so crazy, and my parents wouldn't die, so the pair of children...... Do you see the way they look at me? It is hateful, it is hateful......"
"No, it's not ......"
"How not? Am I a fool? Can't see this clearly? Su Ruyu said angrily, "All this is caused by you, my husband has been separated for almost twenty-seven years, I have never enjoyed the pride of being a mother for a day, nor have I given my children a little love, I don't have to think about it, I also know what kind of life they are living by the side of the killing of the sky, just rush at the second pair of eyes, he will not be good to the child." Su Ruhua, who caused the pain of the four of us? You want me to forgive you, how can I forgive you, ah, sister......"
Su Ruhua raised her head, tears sliding down her cheeks......
I'm sorry, these three words are too pale, she knows that what Ruyu said is the truth, it is completely true, and the pain of the four of them is caused by her......
Su Ruyu took away Su Ruhua's hand that had been clasping her wrist, one finger, one finger, and opened the ......
"Little Jade ......"
Su Ruyu turned a deaf ear and turned to leave, outside the garden, everyone was waiting, they couldn't hear what their sisters were saying, they only heard Su Ruyu's roar just now, and they also heard Su Ruhua's cry, and they couldn't hear anything else.
Mo Jitian looked at the undried tears on Su Ruyu's face, and his heart was like a knife, "Ruyu ......"
She smiled coldly, Mo Ji Tian, you ******...... Hell genetic disease! Should she be angry? Should you be angry? He didn't remember anything, no wonder, she asked him, but he said he didn't......
No, it was impossible for him not to know, he didn't remember what happened to him and Su Ruhua in those days, but he always knew that he would get sick when he drank, and he didn't tell her the truth back then.
"Master, are you alright?" Eleven, Ye Wei and the others looked at her worriedly, they had never seen such a Su Ruyu.
Mo Ye and Mo? The brothers had rushed into the back garden like a gust of wind, and Su Ruyu looked at their backs, and the tears that had just stopped almost couldn't help falling...... Her children......
Here are her children! She should be happy, they are still alive, they should really be happy, but why is it so painful in her heart?
Although it is her child, the mother in their hearts is Su Ruhua...... The person they respect is also Su Ruhua, she gritted her teeth so that she didn't let the tears fall......
As a mother, although she has never gotten along with them, she has forgotten the things of the past 20 years, for her, these 20 years are blank, in her memory, it seems that she gave birth to a child, and then the child suddenly grew up, and her love for the child has not disappeared...... It's like she thought she was grief-stricken when her child died......
But the person the children love is not her.