Chapter 187: Han Xiao's self-blame
And after listening to what Yue Yang said, Han Xiao's illness made Ji Sheng's eyes and mouth completely unable to close.
His eyes were full of shock and grief.
I didn't expect Han Xiao to be so seriously injured, her hands and eyes, she didn't know how to live in the future, she must be very uncomfortable, right?
Of course, Yue Yang must be more uncomfortable, seeing that his temperament has changed greatly compared to before, Ji Sheng felt a sour feeling in his heart.
Why did their young couple, who had such a good relationship, suffer so much suffering?
Yue Yang continued: "I was at the scene at the time, but I couldn't do anything about her being held hostage by the kidnappers! I watched her get smashed in the head by the kidnappers, I watched her get shot in front of my eyes, but I couldn't do anything......"
Yue Yang lowered his head, stretched out his hand and rubbed his hair vigorously, his head hurt.
"You know, she's blocking the gun for me! And I, out of holding her in my arms, couldn't do anything, I was even on the scene for so long, I was unharmed, I ...... I can't forgive myself ......"
As Yue Yang spoke, tears welled up in his eyes, and a transparent drop of water fell to the ground, and his voice was very small, and he was not noticed by Ji Sheng.
Yue Yang lowered his head and saw the water droplets falling on the ground, only then did he react in a trance, and he cried again.
He quickly wiped the corners of his eyes and restrained his tear ducts.
You can't shed tears, Han Xiao will be sad.
Yue Yang suppressed his voice in a low voice, Ji Sheng didn't hear it, and the content of Yue Yang's words shocked Ji Sheng even more.
Unexpectedly, Han Xiao actually blocked the gun for Yue Yang! How deep does this have to be to die for the other party?
He always knew that the two people in front of him had a good relationship, but he never thought that it would be so good!
couldn't help but feel a sour feeling in his heart again.
If this is the case, then Yue Yang must be even more uncomfortable in his heart, right?
He was already uncomfortable with Han's body falling into this situation, and Han Xiao would become like this, all because of his own ......
For a moment, Ji Sheng felt like he was going to suffocate.
He looked at the man in front of him with his head bowed all over his body full of sadness and pain, and he almost drowned this man with self-blame and guilt!
He was a little stagnant and didn't know how to comfort him.
In the end, the two of them were silent for a long time, and it was Yue Yang who broke the silence first.
"Let's finish the company's affairs first, and I want to go to the hospital to take care of Han Xiao after we finish it."
As he spoke, he quickly began to look at the papers in his hand, and the expression on his face had regained its calm and indifference.
Ji Sheng nodded slightly and said, "I also want to go and see her, let's go over together after dealing with it." ”
Yue Yang didn't speak, so he took it as a default.
They process files quickly and have taken the speed to the extreme.
By the time the two of them had finished processing so many files, almost two hours had passed. Ji Sheng looked at these processed documents and sighed in his heart, Yue Yang was indeed very anxious, otherwise it would not have been possible to take the documents that originally took four hours, but it only took two hours.
Ji Sheng went to explain to Bai Shuo, asked him to look at the company, and left.
He knew that Han Xiao trusted Bai Shuo more, Bai Shuo nodded and agreed, Ji Sheng didn't tell him what he was going to do, therefore, Bai Shuo was not curious, plus Han Xiao often didn't come to the company for several days, he was used to it, and he didn't think anything would happen to Han Xiao.
And when Ji Sheng and Yue Yang left the company, Yue Yang said, "I'm going back to make something to eat and bring it to Xiaoxiao, you ...... Why don't you go to the hospital first? ”
He looked at Ji Sheng, and when Ji Sheng heard this, he shook his head.
"I'll do a little bit too, I'll help you out, do it faster, and send it to Han Xiao as soon as possible."
Yue Yang nodded, this was also a good idea.
Then the two of them came to Han Xiao and Yue Yang's house and began to prepare for cooking.
Han Xiao also felt sorry for Yue Yang who had been so busy, and she had to take care of herself, cook for herself or something, but she asked Yue Yang not to do this, just go and buy it, but Yue Yang was always unwilling.
He always said that what he did outside was unhealthy, and he was not at ease, so he had to do it himself.
Han Xiao was also helpless, seeing that it was useless to say anything, she went by Yue Yang.
She knew that Yue Yang had always had deep guilt and self-blame in her heart, and she comforted Yue Yang, but it didn't work, Yue Yang couldn't get out of this hurdle.
If he could reduce his guilt by cooking himself, Han Xiao would also be happy.
By the time they were ready, it took another forty minutes or so.
Then he immediately drove to the hospital and sent food to Han Xiao.
……
Han Xiao was lying in the hospital all afternoon, and he couldn't look at his phone or anything.
In the past, Yue Yang would always deal with things quickly, and then come to accompany her, and the two of them chatted for a while, and it was not boring.
But there are too many things in Yueyang today, and there is too little time to spend with Han Xiao, even the lunch is ready, sent over, and left in a hurry after saying a few words, and Han Xiao lay on the hospital bed like this for a day.
She looked out the window, stretched out her hand, reached as far as she could, and then retracted little by little.
Her eyes were staring at her fingers tightly, but the situation of her fingers in her eyes had always been blurry, she couldn't see clearly, and the ghosting was more serious, and she could almost see seven or eight fingers on one of her hands.
The palm of the hand was pulled until she saw clearly, it was five.
I couldn't help but put down my hand, pursed my lips, and my heart sank a little.
The condition of her eyes is getting worse and worse, and she doesn't know how long she can last.
The wound on his body is almost healed, although his arm still can't exert his strength, but the wound is almost healed, and that hand is left, so it doesn't affect him very much.
She should be about to be discharged from the hospital, not long after she was discharged, it is estimated that it will be the exam, and I don't know if she will be able to see the exam papers clearly by then.
The dullness in her heart didn't last long before she was interrupted by someone who came in.
I saw someone push the door in, walked over very carefully, and saw Han Xiao at a glance, because only Han Xiao was sitting, and everyone else was lying and sleeping.
As soon as Zhu Linling knew which hospital Han Xiao was in, she immediately rushed over.
She hurriedly stepped forward and greeted with a smile, "Han Xiao, it's me." ”
Han Xiao was also surprised when he saw Zhu Linling.
smiled and said, "Teacher Zhu, why are you here?" ”
Zhu Linling pursed her lips and said apologetically: "I'm sorry, you were so seriously injured, I only came to see you now, mainly because the teacher couldn't contact you, I don't know which hospital you are in, if it weren't for Yue Yang coming to help you ask for leave today, I wouldn't know where you are!" ”
As she spoke, she patted the back of Han Xiao's hand comfortingly.
Han Xiao didn't resist, let her grab her hand, smiled, and said, "It's okay, Teacher Zhu, you're so busy, I'm already very moved to come and see me." ”
When Zhu Linling heard this, she smiled, her eyes were full of love, Han Xiao was really the sensible child before.
Han Xiao didn't know the results of the paternity test at this time, and Yue Yang didn't tell her, she thought the result was certain, after all, they looked so similar.
Seeing Zhu Linling's sad face, she thought that she was so disappointed because she hadn't seen Yue Yang.
So, he said, "Teacher Zhu, are you looking for Yueyang?" Yue Yang is going to handle the company's affairs for me, you wait a minute, he will be here soon, he has already sent me a message. ”
And after hearing this, Zhu Linling, who didn't meet Yueyang in the first place, suddenly had some expectations, and she didn't know how to face Yueyang for a while.
Looking at the girl in front of her who still had a circle of bandages on her forehead, she smiled slightly, with Han Xiao, Yue Yang shouldn't be so indifferent, her originally panicked heart suddenly let go.
looked at Han Xiao and said, "Thank you, Han Xiao." ”
The tone is extremely sincere.
Han Xiao was a little confused, she didn't know why Teacher Zhu suddenly thanked herself so formally, so she hurriedly waved her hand and said with a smile: "It's okay, Teacher Zhu, I just did what I should have done." ”
Zhu Linling smiled.
looked at Han Xiao and asked, "By the way, I haven't asked you how your wound is, is it serious?" ”
Her eyes were full of worry, Han Xiao really scared her when she blocked the gun, and she seemed to have a wound on her head, how painful it must be! Originally, she liked Han Xiao very much, but after this incident, she felt even more sorry for Han Xiao, this girl is really distressing.
And Han Xiao, in the face of Zhu Linling's inquiry, she just smiled slightly, and said very lightly: "It's okay, it's not serious." ”
Han Xiao didn't want to say it, so Teacher Zhu was also worried, it was enough for Yue Yang to worry alone.
Han Xiao has always been such a character, reporting good news but not bad news, Yue Yang also knows it, so he is always suspicious and distressed about what she says every time.
But Zhu Linling didn't know that much, Han Xiao, seeing that she said that it was okay with an understatement, she believed it and nodded happily.
"I'm glad it's okay, otherwise, I wouldn't be able to go."
She patted her chest with some trepidation.
In the final analysis, Han Xiao also encountered such a thing because he went to get a paternity test with them, but the four of them, all three of them were fine, only Han Xiao was injured, and Han Xiao still helped her "son" block the gun, causing Zhu Linling to always feel deeply guilty when she saw Han Xiao.
When Han Xiao heard this, he also stretched out his hand, patted the back of Zhu Linling's hand, and said comfortingly: "What do you have to worry about, Mr. Zhu, this time I was careless, I was caught by the kidnapper leader, it has nothing to do with you, but I should apologize, I caused trouble to Yue Yang and you at that time, and I didn't affect you, I am already very grateful." ”
As she spoke, she showed a clean and warm smile, which suddenly shone into Zhu Linling's heart, and also into the hearts of Yue Yang and Ji Sheng, who had just walked to the door of the ward.
Hearing this, both of them couldn't help but stop, stood at the door, and watched silently.
I don't know if it's moving or sour.
Ji Sheng subconsciously glanced at Yue Yang, only to see that Yue Yang lowered his head, did not speak, and could not see his expression clearly.
In the ward, Zhu Linling looked at Han Xiao, with deep pity in her eyes.
"Han Xiao, don't say that, this time, you are completely involved by us, you must not take the blame on yourself, otherwise, we will blame ourselves to death."