Chapter 127: Depression
Shangguan Wanbai had a dream.
In the fog of her dream, she was running barefoot, with four wolf dogs behind her, chasing her wildly and barking, almost biting her ankle every time.
There were people on the side of the road, and she called out for help to them, all of whom wore masks of indifference and didn't look at them.
When she was desperate and couldn't hold on, the picture turned, and she came to the beach, standing on a very high rock, the fog cleared, and the dog was gone.
Looking around, her body suddenly stiffened, and she saw a familiar figure appear in the middle of the sea.
It's Shen Wanyao!
She was very happy: "Mom! β
Shen Wanyao stood on the boat, fell into the sea crooked in her sight, fluttered wildly, and shouted: "Wanbai! Save me! Help me! β
Shangguan Wanbai was so anxious that she cried and shouted loudly, but no one came.
Just as she was about to jump into the sea to save Shen Wanyao, a demonic voice appeared, "If you dare to save her, you will never be with me!" β
It was Li Zi'an, who held her hand tightly, letting the waves lap against their ankles, his face expressionless.
Shangguan Wanbai's panic rose to the extreme, crying and saying: "But she is my mother, please, please save her......"
Li Zi'an immediately let go of his hand and said indifferently: "You go, if you go, you will never come back to me!" I hate you! β
Shangguan Wanbai couldn't bear the setting that he hated herself, and stood in place very tangled and painful, bursting into tears, and no one would feel sorry for her.
She covered her head and shouted, "Don't hate me...... Leave me alone...... Leave me alone......"
Seeing that Shen Wanyao gradually submerged into the water, her voice weakened.
She jerked free of her shackles and leaped forwardβ
"Mom!"
Shangguan Wanbai got up suddenly, his forehead was covered with fine sweat, and he was clutching his chest and breathing.
My mind was full of fear.
She paused for a long time to pull herself out of her nightmare and look around, this was the room in the villa, the master bedroom with a view of the sea.
Shangguan Wanbai turned on the light, Li Zi'an was not in the room, she didn't know when she was sent back...... Tang Tang's hypnosis was successful?
She walked to the balcony and saw the ocean again, but at the moment she had no romantic thoughts, and the terrible sound of the waves in her dream almost overwhelmed her.
Shangguan Wanbai turned around and walked out, there was still a light downstairs, it was Tang Tang pouring water, and she greeted in a hearty voice: "Wake up?" β
Shangguan Wanbai didn't know what was going on, and walked downstairs hesitantly, "What about Zi'an?" β
Tang Tang explained intimately: "You fell asleep later, and carried you to the room to sleep, and then he answered a phone call, it seemed that it was a Li emergency, he went back to the villa to deal with it, and he will come back tomorrow morning, don't worry." β
"As for me, I can't drive, it's too late to get a taxi, so I don't mind sleeping here for one night."
She said it in great detail, which made Shangguan Wanbai's heart fall back to the place, and he shook his head in fear: "Of course I don't mind." β
Tang Tang fed a handful of medicine in his palm to his mouth, and then took a sip of water and swallowed it.
Shangguan Wanbai realized that she was taking medicine, and picked up the medicine box on the table, which was a string of names she couldn't understand: "Are you sick?" β
Tang Tang shrugged: "Antidepressant drugs, it's no big deal, I've been taking it for many years." β
"Are you depressed?" I can't see it at all......
"Isn't it very strange, in fact, this disease is very normal, don't be too repulsive." Tang Tang doesn't care.
"Depression...... What are the symptoms? Shangguan Wanbai pinched the medicine box and suddenly blessed his soul.
Tang Tang yawned, thought about it, and said casually: "Many times I am inexplicably irritable, and I have encountered the most desperate things that keep repeating myself over and over again in front of my eyes, and I can't do anything, I feel that I ...... There is no point in being alive. β
She was so light of the pain she spoke of.
Shangguan Wanbai seemed to have experienced it all, and that depressed feeling climbed up again, and opened his lips: "What else?" β
"I can't find a sense of happiness and happiness, and my mood continues to be low...... Tang Tang didn't feel very good when he came to his senses, and hurriedly said, "But don't worry, it's like a cold and fever, it's easy to cure, as long as you see a doctor and take medicine, no one will be depressed all the time......"
She helped Shangguan Wanbai's arm: "You don't look very comfortable." β
Shangguan Wanbai was confused again, "Do you feel ...... I'll never get better, right? β
Tang Tang nodded, "You ......"
Shangguan Wanbai reacted and shook his head, "I'll guess casually." β
She took one last look at the name of the medicine box, quietly wrote it down, and then said sincerely: "Tang Tang, you have to get better quickly." β
Tang Tang smiled and made an "OK" gesture.
Li Zi'an really came back the next morning and saw Shangguan Wanbai sitting on the sofa, hugging his knees in a daze.
Tang Tang on the side beckoned to him: "President Li is so happy, if you don't go home at night, your wife is here to wait for you to come back." β
Li Zi'an was dusty, his face was still tired, and it was obvious that he had not slept all night, and the wind blew his hair messy.
He glared at her, walked up to Shangguan Wanbai, leaned over and hugged her, "Why don't you sleep?" β
Shangguan Wanbai smiled, "Don't listen to Tang Tang, I just can't sleep." β
Li Zi'an said slowly with a tired voice: "Li Shi has a cooperation case, and the other party happened to be on vacation in the villa last night, so I didn't want to miss this opportunity, so I went to negotiate it overnight." β
So desperate...... If he is not the president of Lai's, who can be? Shangguan Wanbai thought silently in his heart.
She went to pour him a cup of honey grapefruit tea, "You go and rest." β
The kiss fell on Shangguan Wanbai's side face, and Li Zi'an muttered softly, a bit like a child's coquettishness. She blushed, "There are still outsiders here......"
Tang Tang hurriedly raised his hand in surrender and turned around: "You don't exist when I do." β
The senior management of the Li family returned to China to resume work after the vacation, but Li Zi'an stayed in the port day after day as if he had no concept of time, and he felt that the king would not be early in the dynasty.
He was also very ashamed: "Anyway, I'm the boss, and I don't have to go to work on time." β
said so, but Yin Xi sent him more and more documents to correct day by day.
Shangguan Wanbai gradually got used to life in the port, and he also liked this villa more and more.
The most she does every day is to take care of the flowers and plants in the yard, and when she has nothing to do, Li Zi'an will take her around and buy daily necessities together, even if they don't need it.
It's like the most ordinary couple.
It's far away from all the hustle and bustle, there is no domestic deceit, and even here, she can forget it for a while...... Looking for Shen Wanyao's business.
She was under too much pressure......
Shangguan Wanbai only learned later that Tang Tang was a doctor.