Chapter 19: Back to the Dance

Didn't you understand it a long time ago, let go and forget it a long time ago, why do you recall it so deeply today?

Let her be a little ...... I can't face it with a smile anymore.

All the strength of her body seemed to be drained all at once, and she always stared at the man's dark gray eyes before closing her eyes, but looking at those deep eyes with vicissitudes and a touch of melancholy, she suddenly wanted to cry.

......

Her consciousness is chaotic, white but empty, and she can't see the existence of anyone or anything, as if between heaven and earth, she is accompanied only by boundless loneliness and endless dazedness of life and death.

She moved aimlessly, and the further she went, an inexplicable emotion welled up in her heart, clearer and deeper. It was a suffocating love, a hatred so strong that it was heart-wrenching, as if someone had forcibly infused emotions that did not belong to her into her body, so that she could not bear it.

She raised her head with difficulty and searched, and in an instant, in the white and empty chaos, a hazy shadow suddenly appeared, and then, on that shadow, she saw a pair of eyes that seemed familiar and strange, those eyes looked at her with a strong feeling of hatred and love, and the fierce love seemed to want to merge her with herself, and the extreme hatred seemed to make those fierce eyes turn into two sharp swords, and the next moment it would pierce her heart deeply.

"......" felt a pain in her heart, her eyes were tightly locked on those eyes, and she opened her mouth, trying to call out the name that was choking in her throat, but she couldn't make a sound, and she couldn't vent her strong and deep feelings.

In the end, all the emotion in those eyes disappeared, replaced by a deep disappointment and sadness. Slowly, the hazy figure slowly faded away, and the eyes that she couldn't say why she had such emotional ups and downs slowly closed.

Don't leave.

She took a step forward anxiously, stepped on the air, and her whole body seemed to fall from the cliff, her whole body trembled, and her consciousness seemed to be pulled out of the boundless chaos at once.

The hand tightened suddenly, and the palm of the hand was close to a warm object, and the touch was the body temperature of another person.

"You let go first, I'll call someone to get some water in, and I won't leave." A voice whispered in her ear comforting her.

The sound of Ling Ling, like a clear spring, seemed to flow through her restless heart, and the chaotic emotions in her brain slowly calmed down strangely.

Slowly letting go of her hand, she felt the man gently pull her hand out of her clenched fist.

I sighed unconsciously, feeling a little lost.

Soon after, she vaguely noticed someone covering her forehead with a wet sweat towel and gently wiping it.

The people who took care of her worked tirelessly to change her sweat towel several times, and the movements were always gentle and unhurried. The cool feeling penetrated into her hot skin with the sweat towel, and her consciousness slowly cleared up.

Her eyelashes trembled, and Ruoxin slowly opened her eyes, and the scene in front of her was still a little shaky and overlapping. She sat up slowly with her elbows as support, and the person was a little weak, but the movement of getting up made the person a little dizzy.

He pressed his hand to the corner of his forehead and gently rubbed his muffled temples with his fingertips.

A white porcelain bowl appeared in front of her, and the fragrance of tea overflowed, making her dizzy head feel more comfortable.

The person next to her was very considerate and put the porcelain bowl close to her lips, Ruoxin sipped shallowly on the person's hand, swallowed, and suddenly touched the clear tea in her dry throat, and she was a little uncomfortable, and she coughed unconsciously.

"Drink slowly." The sound of Qingling heard when she was drowsy rang in her ears again, and at the same time, there was a moderate patter from behind her, which made her feel calm.

After a few sips of tea, her dizziness gradually faded, and when her eyes could see what was in front of her, she turned her head and saw the man, who she saw sitting on a round stool beside her bed.

The distance is not far away, which can not only take good care of her, but also will not make her feel insulted because of the inconvenience between men and women.

He is a very attentive person.

Ruoxin looked at him intently, only to realize that his eyes were really dark gray, but the deep and heavy gray was a little darker than the black.

The man put the tea bowl in his hand on the low table beside him, with a light smile on his face, and said softly, "The girl has finally woken up." ”

Ruoxin's eyes moved to his moving wrist, which had a circle of red marks, and in some places there were even some bruises and blood stases, probably caused by her clenching when she was unconscious. Coughing lightly, Ruoxin cleared her throat and asked in a slightly hoarse voice, "Where is this?" ”

Under him was an ebony bed, a white gauze tent, and a bronze candlestick on a round table in the middle of the room, on which most of the red candles had been burned. On the other side of the bedroom, by the window, there is an ebony desk, on which all kinds of pen, ink, paper and inkstone are available, and behind the desk is a large row of bookcases that occupy almost half of the wall, and the books on the cabinet are placed in an orderly manner.

There are several text panels hanging on the wall, high-rhyme and beautiful light ink landscape paintings, and beautiful poems and sentences. The air seems to be empty with a light scent of ink.

The whole room is light and elegant, with a calm bookish smell.

"Qinghefang."

Hearing this name in the man's mouth, Ruoxin was quite taken aback, but she didn't expect that after going around in a circle, she actually returned here.

Looking at Ruoxin's slightly surprised expression on her face, the man then said, "Yesterday I returned from a trip with the little servant, but unfortunately it rained halfway. In order to avoid the rain, I entered the old temple, and then I met the girl, when the girl fainted, and the fever did not go away, I don't know where the girl's home is, I had to take the girl back to Qinghefang, there happened to be a doctor in the workshop for the girl's diagnosis. Speaking of this, the man's face was slightly embarrassed, and he looked away slightly, but continued to whisper, "The doctor said that the girl is because of her body...... The body is too tired and exhausted, and the water and fire cannot be relieved under fatigue, and then the body is stained with cold dew, and the cold evil invades the body, which causes high fever. The doctor prescribed a prescription and fed the girl twice with medicine, and the fever slowly subsided. Does the girl still feel unwell? ”

A light and soft voice, without the slightest hint of unusualness.

Ruoxin lowered her head, the clothes on her body had been changed, and the tattered skirt had been replaced by a soft and comfortable silk shirt.

"The girl's clothes were changed by the maid in the workshop after she came back." Thinking that he was worried that Ruoxin would misunderstand, the man explained lightly, there seemed to be some pity in his eyes, his thin lips opened, as if he wanted to ask something, he hesitated, and did not ask after all.

When the maidservant changed her clothes, she must have seen the bruises and purple kiss marks on her body. In the middle of the night, a single woman suddenly appeared in the mountains, her clothes were untidy, and she looked like she had just been violated, thinking that the man mistakenly thought that she had encountered something unbearable.

Ruoxin shook her head and smiled softly: "There is nothing wrong with the body, but I have worked hard to take care of my son." ”

In fact, with Ruoxin's original physique, those little things would not have any effect on her body at all. However, when she went out yesterday, she left the bracelet of the red letter stone at home, and the cold poison in her body was not suppressed by those red letter stones, and because of a series of events, the body was tired, and it naturally floated on the surface of the body, resulting in high fever.

It's just that, ordinary doctors can't diagnose it.

"It's a trivial matter, why worry about it." Seeing that Ruoxin's mood was not abnormal, the expression on the man's face was also slightly relaxed, "It's good that the girl wakes up, Tsing Yi has come to visit more than ten times this night, and now she can rest assured." ”

"Tsing Yi ......" didn't expect to hear Tsing Yi's name in the man's mouth, and a little flashed in his mind, could it be that he is......