Fang Jun's burnout period came quickly, so fast that Ruan Tian was a little caught off guard, he sent the message in the early morning, and Ruan Tian saw the news in the early morning.

Because of the swing, because Fang Jun was busy with his graduation project, Ruan Tian consciously didn't take the initiative to bother him, for a whole month, not almost a quarter, they were in a meaningless good morning and good night, no communication.

Occasionally Ruan Tian said something more, but in exchange for just one or two perfunctory sentences, over time, the two began to tacitly stop describing their lives to each other, which is not a good omen, and the two of them are clear in their hearts.

Ruan Tian didn't know if Fang Jun had tried to change, there should be, but he may not have received the information he wanted to change accurately, or he may have accepted it but subconsciously refused.

So the reason for his breakup became: I think we have nothing to say, there is no point in love, I don't like you anymore.

Ruan Tian felt cold in her hands and feet while holding the phone, and when she didn't wake up and was ignorant, she realized that her heartbeat could indeed beat at speed.

She didn't know what would happen if someone else received a breakup text message when she was not sober, anyway, she scolded Fang Jun when she was not very sober, this was probably a knee-jerk reaction in her heart, no matter how free and easy she said, she was always unwilling.

Self-esteem and love are beating back and forth in her heart, and it is difficult to distinguish between victory and defeat for a while, which always makes her feel that she is about to sink in the inner whirlpool that she can't struggle with.

Ruan Tian crackled and typed a lot of words, and deleted a lot of words, and in the end, all that remained in the chat interface was some capricious messages. Repeated so much that she felt that she had something wrong with herself, and so repeated that Fang Jun couldn't even reply to ten sentences.

"It's so sudden." Luo Luo sighed at Ruan Tian, who was queuing up in the hospital, "But you don't have to see a psychiatrist, right?" ”

"If you can't sleep for three months in a row, you can try?" From the beginning of the breakup to the present, more than three months, Ruan Tian's sleep quality has not been good. The chain reaction that this brings out is a short temper and an unbearable headache.

"You are the sequelae of broken love, just look away. Otherwise, keep yourself busy. ”

"I'm pretty open." In addition to doing anything, I reflexively think of that person, "Am I not busy enough?" I haven't even rested in the past few months, studying and reading exams make me happy, and I'm not sad, I just can't sleep. ”

"I can't sleep this kind of thing, it's not something I can control, I've tried exercise meditation or something, I can't sleep anymore and I'm almost going to have a nervous breakdown, I am, reasonable self-help." Ruan Tian is very sober-minded, he looks at the patient's normal situation when he is sick, learns to relieve pressure, and helps himself reasonably, "Which department should I hang on?" ”

"The young lady at the triage desk said that this is a normal situation for you, and you don't have to register to see a doctor." Luo Luo pointed to the busy and dizzy people not far away, "Why don't you go directly to psychological counseling, explain the cause and effect clearly, and see if it will transfer you to another department." ”

"I think so too."

Ruan Tian's judgment of her psychological problems was very correct, she really did not have any psychological problems, even if the effect of the psychological test was not very good, she had a headache when she looked at the doctor who was going to start a long talk with her.

She understands the reasoning, and she has been doing the attention transfer method, but these are not the most important, the important thing is that she has severe insomnia, "I just want to prescribe a sleeping pill, I have no problems with reading comprehension and attention, I just can't sleep." ”

The doctor raised his eyes to look at her, a little puzzled by the diagnosis of mild depression in hand, Ruan Tian clearly explained his recent life and reported his psychological state, "I am actively adjusting my mentality, in addition to psychological adjustment, I feel that I need more high-quality and adequate rest." ”

"I don't recommend you take sleeping pills." The doctor was also sincere, and the little girl in front of him was obviously not enough to take sleeping pills, "You may need more courses of psychological intervention." ”

"I agree, I'll have regular follow-up appointments, but I need deep sleep right now." Ruan Tian is so annoyed that she either can't fall asleep when she closes her eyes every day, or she wakes up when she dreams of Fang Jun and then falls into a cycle of not being able to sleep, this kind of dream that completely affects her quality of life is really a mental breakdown.

"I can only prescribe you a box of pills, but not sleeping pills, one pill a day......"

"Yes, as long as it can help me sleep, it doesn't make a difference to me whether it is a sleeping pill or not."

Ruan Tian felt that she should be the most hated patient of the doctor, because she was neither obedient nor unreasonable. She listened to the good-natured doctor's advice and nodded, but she didn't listen at all.

“…… Come back for a follow-up after eating. ”

"Okay, thank you, doctor."