Chapter 197: I Don't Love Our Children
Miss Lin, thank you, thank you so much! I'm not going to be nervous and scared, whether I succeed or not, at least I see hope at this moment. ”
"It's going to work." Lin Zhi assured that she was so sure that Liu Zhenran was more and more relieved.
After talking a lot, Liu Zhenran finally got tired and fell asleep.
Lin Zhi walked out of the ward and planned to go out to breathe, but Liu Zhenran had other nurses around her besides her to take care of her. So she left for a short time, and it wasn't a big problem.
But what Lin Zhi didn't expect was that as soon as she came out, she saw Shi Shen standing outside.
He didn't know how long he had been standing outside, staring out the window.
"Mr. Shi?" Lin Zhi stepped forward to greet him, and when Shi Shen turned around, she found that the bloodshot in his eyes had worsened again.
When I saw him yesterday, I could actually see that he was tired.
Today he seems to be even more tired.
Even if he shaved his beard clean, his bloodshot eyes could not deceive anyone.
"Really?" Shi Shen asked in a deep voice.
"Miss Liu is asleep." Lin Zhi couldn't help but ask him, "Mr. Shi, didn't you rest last night?" ”
Shi Shen replied lightly: "I can't sleep, as soon as I close my eyes, it's all nightmares." ”
"Dreaming of something happening to Miss Liu?"
"Hmm." Shi Shen tilted his head and continued to stare out the window, "These days, every day is hell for me. I don't have the joy of being a father at all. ”
Lin Zhi understood, after all, Liu Zhenran was giving birth to a child with his life.
It is very likely that the child will be born and she will lose her life. So how can he be happy.
"Mr. Shi, I want to ask you a question, don't be angry. I mean, what would you do if Miss Liu left? Lin Zhi asked cautiously.
Shi Shen stared at her abruptly, and those eyes were terrifying in an instant, "Why do you ask that?" You're not sure?! ”
"No, I'm just asking what if."
"No ifs." Shi Shen suddenly seemed to be a different person, the previous politeness was gone, and it was all cold, "I trust you, and I really trust you." So that doesn't happen, I don't answer anything that can't happen. ”
Lin Zhi choked for a moment, daring to love that he didn't really trust her, but was running away.
"You'd better answer my question, because it's about whether your wife is safe or not." Lin Zhi stared fearlessly at his request.
Shi Shen looked at him even more, "What do you mean?" ”
"Nothing interesting, I need your attitude. I will also guarantee that your wife will be fine. Mr. Shi, now please answer me, what would you do, what do you think? Lin Zhi's tough attitude made Shi Shen even more puzzled by her behavior.
But she had seized his lifeline.
She can keep Yoo Jinran safe......
Shi Shen estimated that he had been suppressed for too long, and he no longer maintained any illusion, but only smiled coldly:
"What can I do? She's gone, what else can I do? I can't do anything, she's gone, the world doesn't mean anything to me at all.
I'll tell you the truth, I don't love our children, and I've been unhappy every day since I learned they existed. Not a moment when I was not scared, not a night when I did not have nightmares.
I wanted to end them with my own hands, but I couldn't, because I couldn't bear to lose them!