Volume 2 Chapter 90 Trembling Little Ball of Flesh

Nan Nan was also a little surprised that she was actually sorry suddenly, and she never thought that she would say this to Gu Yun. Everything came so suddenly, Nan Nan was just because under the pressure and pressure of her own feelings, her sense of guilt towards Gu Yun had reached a peak. Nan Nan only felt that she was too difficult to bear, that shame, that guilt, and an endless sense of self-blame for herself. These emotions are all entangled, blended together, and continue to pour into Nan Nan's heart, filling her body, filling every corner of her body. Nan Nan was oppressed here, which made her body and her heart feel extremely uncomfortable. Thousands of waves of complex emotions are pouring in, but in fact, it is just Gu Yun's shame and a kind of self-blame. But they seem to be thousands, and all of them are mixed together. They gathered together, all over every blood and every cell of Nannan, and they radiated endlessly, endlessly, as if they were as fierce as a broken bamboo.

Eventually, they all gathered in Nan Nan's chest, filling her entire heart. Nan Nan felt as if her heart was filled, and her chest swelled as a result, and those emotions continued to gush like spring water. In the end, Nan Nan couldn't hold back anymore, and all these emotions completely exploded from her heart. There was also a sentence in her chest, and Nan Nan sincerely felt that she had to say this sentence. This had reached a point where she had no choice to make, and Nan Nan felt that there was a cloud of gas flowing in her chest, rampage, as if she was looking for an exit. It's out of Denan's control, it's about to gush out.

So, Nan Nan also let her feelings explode. At that moment, Nan Nan was unconscious, her heart, her body, her consciousness, and her nerves were all occupied by her own strong emotions. Her brain was chaotic, her reaction was slow, and Nan Nan didn't even realize what she was about to do, what she was about to say. She just followed her own heart, and naturally, she couldn't restrain its continuous development trend. Therefore, Nan Nan simply chose to give up, she no longer restrained her emotional entanglement. She was just the last to say what she wanted to say, and her apologies for Gu Yun might make her feel confused, puzzled, and even surprised.

But Nan Nan didn't want to dwell on it anymore, it seemed like it was just an inconsequential thing to her, it didn't matter to her. The most important thing is a kind of guilt for Gu Yun and a kind of condemnation of himself. Nan Nan can't forgive this, she has to spit it out, she has to express these emotions completely. Not only for Gu Yun, but also for herself, Nan Nan couldn't bear such emotional torment anymore, which made her heart and body unbearable.

Nan Nan didn't dare to look at Gu Yun, and was even more ashamed to accept all the kindness she gave. She also couldn't forgive herself, and chose to blame herself. In fact, it's just an inconsequential thing and measure, maybe even Gu Yun himself won't care about it. But Nan Nan had to be entangled in this, and she had to torture herself with this.

As a result, Nan Nan couldn't bear this intertwined oppression, and she even felt very aggrieved in her heart, and she was about to run out of breath. Therefore, Nan Nan made up her mind, she wanted to completely disperse the feelings accumulated in her heart, and she wanted to confide in the words that were occupied in her chest. Although, in between, Nan Nan's brain is extremely chaotic and extremely unconscious. However, Nan Nan's heart is perceiving, and all the reactions of her body are also the most real. She only relied on what she thought in her heart, followed the instinctive reaction of her body to do what she wanted to do most urgently at the moment, to say what she wanted to say the most.

In this way, Nan Nan looked at Gu Yun, her expression was solemn, her expression was serious, and her eyes were serious. Nan Nan knew that her expression must be extremely strange in Gu Yun's eyes, very weird. But Nan Nan can't care so much anymore, she just wants to solemnly express what she wants to express in her heart. Therefore, Nan Nan finally said those three words, and she finally expressed a deep apology for her own behavior. This is not only for Gu Yun, but also for Nan Nan herself.

That is, after Nan Nan finished saying these three words, Nan Nan's whole body and mind relaxed all of a sudden. The guilt and self-blame that had been tormenting her all disappeared in an instant, and all of them disappeared like ashes. Nan Nan's heart was no longer filled with those emotions, and her chest was no longer swollen with them.

Nan Nan had never felt her body so relaxed, and she felt that after all the emotions that had been pressing her disappeared, her body became completely light. Nan Nan even had a kind of body that had turned into a balloon filled with air, fluttering, and weightless at all. It's as if if it were unstable, it would rise into the air in an instant.

Not only that, Nan Nan's brain also felt a burst of clarity in an instant, her consciousness had been restored, and the whole person was in a particularly fresh state. It was now that Nan Nan was completely aware of what she had said to Gu Yun. But she didn't feel regret or chagrin, Nan Nan felt that this was something she had to say, and there was no question of whether it should be so. This is not only a kind of sorry for Gu Yun, but also a kind of responsibility for himself. Nan Nan didn't want to put herself in a kind of self-blame, she knew that her heart was twisted, she understood. If you don't do this, in the future, this self-blame will evolve into a kind of regret that you can't extricate yourself from. She will feel that she has sinned, and that she has committed a sin that is not forgivable. In this way, Nan Nan will think about it day and night, and feel very repentant for it every night.

Therefore, this sorry is something that Nan Nan has to say no matter what, no matter who it is, it is indispensable. It is precisely because of this that Nan Nan forgave herself, and now she dares to face Gu Yun, but she is still a little ashamed. But it was harmless, it was not as strong as before, she looked at Gu Yun, and came with a direct gaze. Although, Nan Nan's heart still feels a little apprehensive, nervous, and uneasy. But it didn't prevent Yu Nannan from facing Gu Yun directly, Nan Nan apologized, no matter whether Gu Yun knew it or not, he didn't understand the meaning. Nan Nan has done it, no matter what, she can be regarded as worthy of herself.

Therefore, after this, Nan Nan not only dared to make eye contact with Gu Yun, but she also felt that her face was gradually returning to normal, and she was no longer red-faced. Nan Nan slowly felt that the heat on her face was dissipating, and it was returning to her usual temperature little by little, and she no longer had a feeling of hot and dry. Nan Nan even felt that even the tiny beads of sweat on her forehead were beginning to slowly evaporate, and her whole body was returning to an extremely natural state at the moment. This made Nan Nan feel very relieved, her mood was calm, except for the only little nervousness left, Nan Nan was no longer restless for it, and it was difficult to endure.

Nan Nan breathed a sigh of relief from the bottom of her heart, and her shoulders rose and fell here, but the amplitude was not large, only a light, and it was unlikely to be seen. Nan Nan was looking at Gu Yun at the moment, not dodging, but staring directly. She saw that Gu Yun's expression was puzzled, and her eyes also showed a little surprise, and a little surprise. Gu Yun was also looking at Nan Nan at the moment, she was looking at Nan Nan carefully, as if she was thinking about why Nan Nan suddenly said sorry words.

Gu Yun frowned slightly, and a pair of lychee eyes slowly flickered twice. The thin lips were also pursed, and the upper lip flap was slightly next to the lower lip flap, and the lip bead was naturally half covered and half hidden, so that half of it was still outside, and the other half had to fit in the lower lip flap. Gu Yun seemed to be thinking seriously. But it didn't take long, a few minutes to reach it. Gu Yun loosened his frowning brows, and also loosened the closed lips, and the two pupils in his eyes were suddenly measured, emitting a faint light, as if they were illuminated by a strong lamp. It was like an expression of sudden realization. Gu Yun looked at Nan Nan and smiled slightly, and the corners of his mouth on both sides couldn't help but tilt upward, revealing a good-looking amplitude. Her lychee eyes bent downward, like a crescent moon.

Except for Gu Yun's right eye, her right eye was injured, and it seemed to be a little difficult to make an expression. The angle of the corner of her right eye was not as natural as the intact corner of her left eye, on the contrary, Gu Yun's left eye seemed to be unable to bend, but he just glanced down at an angle, which looked very awkward. And with the addition of the little meat exposed on her eyelids, when Gu Yun was chuckling, Nan Nan easily saw that the little piece of meat seemed to be shaking with it. Trembling and trembling, fortunately, the amplitude is not large, very small, just a little light. But it was like the wind blowing the leaves of a tree, falling on the surface of the water, and creating a layer of ripples. It's very gentle, and it doesn't seem to make people care, but it will obviously attract people's attention. The small piece of meat on the corner of Gu Yun's eyes is like this, it seems to be a very inconspicuous appearance, but it is shaking, but it is particularly able to make people have to turn their attention to this. Naturally, Nan Nan was not an exception, she saw the small ball of meat trembling slightly at a glance, which was very eye-catching.