But

Her attitude towards Chen Xinnan just now is not a little bad.

She was hesitating to push open the door and go in to apologize.

But at this time, Yu Guang happened to see Gu An's figure standing in front of the courtyard door, he was carrying something in his hand, smiling with his hippie face, waving at her, and shouting softly: "Qing Mama, Qing Mama, Qing Mama!" ”

Chen Qing hesitated for a moment, she walked towards Gu An and said coldly, "What are you doing here?" ”

"The lord asked me to come and see if there is anything that needs to be renovated and changed in the ancestral hall where Mrs. Chanting Buddha is chanted."

"Madame is very good, there is no need for my uncle to worry about it."

"......"

Chen Qing saw that Gu An wanted to say something, she thought for a while and said directly: "If you think there is a problem with the courtyard, you can come in and take a look yourself." ”

"The lord has instructed that the entry and exit of this courtyard must be approved by the lady. If the lady does not agree, no one can come near. When he said this, Gu An smiled innocently, he handed the things in his hand to Chen Qing and said, "Mama Qing, these things are for you, I want to ask you to help me ask Madame, is there anything that needs to be renovated in the courtyard." Second, thank you for taking care of me on the way back to China. ”

"I didn't take care of you, if you really wanted to say that. Then take care of me, and you take care of me. You can take it back, and I will take it. Now, I'll go in and help you ask Madame. ”

For some reason, he obviously hated Gu An a little in his heart

But in the face of Gu An's request.

Chen Qing will subconsciously relent, wanting to help.

Although she was a little annoyed, she told herself in her heart when she remembered Gu An's life-saving grace to her.

The reason why he helped Gu An was because Gu An once had a life-saving grace for himself.

The most important thing is that Chen Qing wants to see if he can find out the secret about Jia Zheng in Gu An.

So, he walked into the room and told Chen Xinnan about it.

got Chen Xinnan's reply: "This is good, there is no need to be like this." ”

Then, he began to chant again.

As soon as I heard the content of the scriptures, it was actually the Buddha's Sutra of Transcendent Reincarnation.

Chen Qing looked at Chen Xinnan and was silent, why did she suddenly recite this scripture.

Is it the memory restored, or what?

But seeing everything Chen Xinnan did, it didn't seem like she remembered the child's situation, she thought about it for a while and turned around and walked outside, gently closing the door. Seeing Gu An looking at himself with a smile on his face, he suddenly got up and said depressedly for some reason: "Madam said that this is fine, you can go." ”

"But ......"

"But what?"

"Nope."

Gu An shook his head and took back the words in his mouth, he thought for a moment and waved his hand to say goodbye to Chen Qing. Then he stayed outside the door for a few seconds, and then quickly used light power to escape from the courtyard, just like being a thief.

Chen Qing couldn't help but feel strange, but she suddenly thought of something, and walked out of the courtyard.

At first glance, I saw the two boxes on the edge of the wall.

She remembered Gu An's flattering appearance in her mind, and she could only shake her head, but the corners of her lips hooked up a smile. picked up the gift box, wanted to wait for the other people, and sent the gift box back to Gu An.

But I don't know what's going on, Chen Qing suddenly became curious, wanting to see what was in this box.

opened it and took a look, and it turned out to be Chen Qing's favorite snack on weekdays.

Especially in the last layer of the box, there are about thirteen sugar gourds.

“……”

If it weren't very clear, she was two times older than Gu An, and she would definitely think that Gu An had taken a fancy to her.

At night.

Chen Qing informed Jia Zheng of this matter.

"You can accept his wishes. I guess I want to please Mrs. through your channels. ”

As soon as Chen Qing heard Jia Zheng's explanation, she also felt that Jia Zheng was not wrong.

But I never thought that Gu An's destination from the beginning was himself, not to please his wife.

By the time she got the news.

I don't know if it's anger or guilt, but she feels very uncomfortable anyway.

"By the way, tomorrow I'll leave the house to investigate something. If this matter is investigated, all the questions can be contacted. So, Qing'er, you have to understand me, you have to go. ”

Chen Qing got up from Gu An's arms with a complicated expression when she heard her, looked at Jia Zheng with deep meaning, and said, "Can I ask you a question?" ”

"If I can answer, I will answer."

"Does Miss know your true identity?"

Chen Qing shook his head when he saw Jia Zheng and knew the answer.

remembered that the night before in the ruined temple, Jia Zheng explained to himself that although he was born as an orphan, he had always had a younger brother. He is sent by his father to protect himself, while his younger brother is to keep him safe by his brother's side.

Until Ah Di left, Jia Zheng's younger brother Housekeeping went to Chen Xuebei, the heir of the Chen family.

appeared by Chen Xuebei's side as the nephew of the Chen family's housekeeper and acted as a scholar.

Chen Xuebei is the biological brother of Chen Xinnan's mother.

Also her nephew.

Chen Qing took a deep breath, and finally could only say five words: "I'll wait for you to come back." ”

Then, lying in Jia Zheng's arms.

Although Chen Qing didn't know what kind of excuse Jia Zheng used to let Chen Xinnan give her half a year off, she was entangled by Gu An at the moment.

The so-called entanglement means that Gu An will find a new excuse to find Chen Qing every day, send some food, and send some clothes. And he still came in the name of Jia Zheng, saying that before Jia Zheng left, he asked Gu An to take care of Chen Qing.

As a result, the house gradually spread dazzling.

said that Gu An wanted to recognize Chen Qing as his stepmother.

Even, even Chen Xinnan thought that Chen Qing wanted to accept Gu An as his son.

When Chen Qing learned about this, he was dumbfounded, and hurriedly said that there was no such thing.

However, on the same day.

Gu An asked Gu Linfeng to come and ask, does Chen Qing want to accept a righteous son?

Chen Qing originally wanted to refuse, but remembering Gu An's care during this time, and remembering that if his child hadn't died, he would probably be as old as Gu An.

So, he recognized Gu An as his righteous son.

Two years later.

The third son, that is, Chen Xinnan's son Gu Molin, had smallpox.

Chen Xinnan, who had been in the ancestral hall all along, learned about this, she came out of the ancestral hall and took the initiative to enter the room to take care of the third son.

Chen Qing wanted to stop it, but there was no suitable reason to stop it.

In the past two years, she watched Gu Linfeng and Chen Xinnan have always lived only their own lives, but no one in the mansion despised Chen Xinnan because he was eating fast and reciting Buddha in the ancestral hall.

First, Gu Linfeng has great respect for Chen Xinnan, and whatever good things he gets will be sent to the ancestral hall, let Chen Xinnan enjoy them first, and then give them to his concubine. The second is Chen Qing's righteous son, who is a cronie who grew up beside the general.

Chen Qing knew that Jia Zheng had a secret to hide himself, but he didn't expect his secret to be so serious.

It's a pity that Chen Qing at that time didn't know at all that her original sealed memories were gradually recovering her memory. As a result, Gu An gave her skills a step forward, causing her memory to be sealed again.

Well, not strictly speaking, it's not a seal.

Instead, he was bewitched by Gu An and replaced it with other memories.

When Chen Qing recovered her memory, she had been thinking about that thing, if she had been bewitched by Gu An at that time and knew those things in advance, would she have been able to lay out many things in advance, she would not have been in a passive state all the time like now.

However, there is no shortage of ifs in this world.

That's how it was then.

She woke up from Jia Zheng's arms and asked Jia Zheng why she hadn't lost her memory.

Chen Qing said he was at a loss, and then wanted to explain something.

I saw that Jia Zheng bit Chen Qing's index finger, and a few drops of bright red blood flowed out.

She didn't see anything wrong.

But Jia Zheng couldn't cry or laugh, and he suddenly realized that he was muttering four words: "I see, I see, the truth of the matter is actually like this." ”

"Ah Zheng, don't scare me, okay?"

When Chen Qing saw Jia Zheng like this, she couldn't help but ask in a little panic, especially when she saw that Jia Zheng was vomiting blood, which completely scared her.

"Listen to me, Qing'er."

"No, don't talk about it, you should have a good rest now."

"I'm too late."

Chen Qing shook her head and didn't want to listen to Jia Zheng continue to speak, because she knew very well in her heart that Jia Zheng's breath was getting slower and slower, and his hands with countless scars were gradually getting cold.

He, time is running out.

Although she was ready to face the incident of Jia Zheng's death, Chen Qing felt that the day when the truth really came, she couldn't accept this fact.

If Chen Xinnan's appearance gave Chen Qing the courage to live.

But the appearance of Jia Zheng completely warmed Chen Qing's world.

Growing up in the manor as an illegitimate daughter at the age of five, although the subordinates respect Chen Qing very much, Chen Qing is an illegitimate daughter after all, and there is no kind of daughter who goes to the ancestral hall of the family.

After the age of six, Chen Qing was brought back to the Chen Mansion by his father.

has the identity of the eldest lady of the Chen family.

Although her mother has not been harsh on herself, she is not biological after all, and she can't be expected to be good, but as the eldest daughter of the Chen family, she has everything. But those things, Chen Qing is not uncommon.

When he became an adult, he entered the palace because he was grateful to Chen Qing.

was involved in the house fight between the queen and the imperial concubine, and made people calculate to lose their innocence, in order not to affect the reputation of the family, they could only survive by fake death. Later, he returned home and took care of Chen Xinnan as a discipline grandmother.

Until I met Jia Zheng.

made Chen Qing understand the breath of childhood, made her feel that the world is very beautiful, and made her ......

"Qing'er, be good, don't cry. You told me to finish what I wanted to say, and although I can't continue to protect you, if you want me in the future, open the window. You...... If you look up at the ......stars in the sky, you can see me. Speaking of the facts here, Jia Zheng once again spit out a mouthful of blood on Chen Qing's face.

He wanted to reach out and wipe the blood on Chen Qing's face, but because he didn't have the strength in his hand, he could only take a deep breath and hug Chen Qing.

When Chen Qing saw this, she hugged Jia Zheng in her arms, she hugged her tightly, leaned her forehead on Jia Zheng's cheek, and said with tears in her eyes: "You once promised me to protect me for the rest of your life, how can you break your promise now?" ”

"I didn't break my promise, I ...... It's just a different way to protect you. In the future, you must remember that where there is light, I am there. When the wind blows across your cheeks, it's me thinking about you, and there is ......" Jia Zheng, who didn't finish speaking, seemed to feel something.

He closed his eyes, shed a tear, and said quickly in a very weak tone: "Qing'er, from now on, you must remember everything I say to you, and you must remember it firmly, and you must not tell anyone else." ”

"You say, I won't tell anyone else."

After Chen Qing cried and listened to what Jia Zheng said, she bit her lip and said, "Don't worry, I will definitely tell Nan Nan and my brother these words." Moreover, I will raise our daughter to grow up. But it's impossible for me to find someone to replace you. ”

"I only have one heart, I gave it to you, how could I give it to others." Chen Qing's mind flashed with good memories of Jia Zheng, and she shouted heartbreakingly.

The rain outside the window is getting heavier.

The bright light of the lightning cross illuminated the people in this room very clearly.

"By the way, you have to be careful, the person with the white lotus totem engraved on his body approached the young lady and the little boy."

Before Chen Qing came back to her senses, she heard Jia Zheng say intermittently: "I'll tell you, Gu ...... Although Ann will not betray you, he is His Majesty's man, and the master he is loyal to is also His Majesty. However, you are cautious that he will do something to hurt you, because he has a hard time, he is your ......"

"What is he me?"

Chen Qing's face changed and he asked, but Jia Zheng was dead.

He left an unfinished secret to Chen Qing with doubts.

But Chen Qing didn't care about this matter, because she felt that no matter what happened, it was not as important as Jia Zheng dying in her arms.

Chen Qing didn't remember how she handled Jia Zheng's funeral, but she only remembered that after handling the funeral, she slept for seven days.

When Chen Qing woke up again, she saw Gu An on the side, she originally wanted to ask Gu An about it, but she didn't know what to say.

Because, her mind is blank at the moment.

I don't remember!

However, when she was taking a shower that day, she unexpectedly found a few petals on her shoulders.

Those petals were the secret language signals that Chen Qing had made for himself when he was idle and bored in the cold palace before.

It reads: "Beware of the Lotus Totem......"

For the first time, Chen Qing had doubts about her memory, she didn't understand what was going on, and she would leave a signal on her shoulder to remind herself.

I don't understand why my memory is having problems.

In order to find out the truth of this matter, Chen Qing locked himself in the room.

But he didn't expect that it would cause an accident, which made Chen Xinnan feel that Chen Qing wanted to commit suicide and left with Jia Zheng.