Fang Jun's words can only be listened to and taken seriously, this matter is Ruan Tian's evaluation of Fang Jun in the past year, the so-called will share the things in hand with others in the team after a while, and will be idle, it is all a lie. He was even busier than before, Ruan Tian swiped his circle of friends in his hands, and found that his boyfriend was really addicted to club activities and couldn't extricate himself.

"How are you and Uncle doing?" Zhou Xiao sat at the table and put on makeup, caring about the emotional life of her roommate, she seemed to have heard the news of Fang Jun from Ruan Tian's mouth, which was very abnormal.

The person who can usually bring the topic to Fang Jun in three sentences has been quiet for almost two or three months, "He was busy last year, and this is almost the end of his sophomore year, so there can't be any messy club activities for him to keep an eye on, right?" ”

"Don't ask, you just don't know." Ruan Tian gave a thumbs up to the team building photo that Fang Jun had just posted, and retreated as if nothing had happened, out of sight and out of mind.

"Don't know?" She took out her mobile phone and flipped out the chat history between herself and Cheng Cheng, "Cheng Cheng knows more than you." ”

This is the most incomprehensible thing for Ruan Tian, a person like Cheng Cheng who once coveted Fang Jun, it stands to reason that she should be a poisonous talent who annoys when she sees herself, how did she become the guardian of herself and Fang Jun step by step, Ruan Tian was a little confused.

"What is this?" She frowned and looked at Cheng Cheng's screenshots of various circle of friends as if she was making a small report and all kinds of concern for her and Fang Jun's relationship, "How can you be like an old mother." ”

"Doesn't that care about you?"

Most of the screenshots of Cheng Cheng's circle of friends come from various people who have intersections with Fang Jun in the event, either participating in this competition today, or their own club team building tomorrow, most of the activities Ruan Tian himself knows, of course not Fang Jun said, they are all speculated by looking at his circle of friends and his understanding of the activities of the department.

When it comes to falling in love, she finds it very boring to infer the current situation of the other party's life through social software.

"You be proactive, he is free to participate in various activities, can he still be free to reply to your messages?"

"Hey, he probably isn't available."

Zhou Xiao paused with his lipstick, and suddenly remembered that Ruan Tian is a person who is very accustomed to holding her mobile phone, no matter what she does, the mobile phone will always be her life, just learning is like this, and she has maintained this habit for two years.

The only difference is that she used to always hold her mobile phone to send messages, but now she often turns on the screen of her mobile phone and stares at WeChat without new news.

"Then you go to him, it's not like you haven't been there anyway."

"No, he's busy, I'm not going to make trouble."

As soon as the mobile phone vibrate, Ruan Tian subconsciously picked up the mobile phone, the network was too poor, she directly clicked on the top chat, and there was no new news after swiping for a long time.

The chat history between the two is frighteningly simple, with little content other than routine caring daily greetings and occasional trip reports. She bit her lip and rolled it up, forgetting why she had started to get angry unilaterally. It seems that it was because he only replied to his message in five or six hours, but he posted it to Moments during that time, and it seemed that he only said something he said perfunctorily and returned home with one word, there were too many reasons, and she couldn't remember what it was for.

Fang Jun is too busy, in other words, his college life is too colorful, he tries his best to enrich his campus life, and try to do something that seems to enrich himself, "It's too tiring to fall in love." ”

In this way, Fang Jun didn't do anything wrong, it was right to attend classes well, it was right to participate in club activities, and it was not wrong to set various goals for himself and work hard, because he was right, so it seemed that he was sulking at fault.

But Ruan Tian felt that there was nothing wrong with him.

"It's not tiring to fall in love, it's because you're too tired to talk about it yourself." Zhou Xiao also found a boyfriend not long ago, compared to Ruan Tian, she looks much more chic, "Love should be happy, if you are unhappy and refuse to say, of course you will feel tired." ”

"You know, I'm not afraid that he will have any psychological burden." Ruan Tian looked like he had a headache according to his throbbing nerves, "Falling in love shouldn't be a burdensome thing. ”

"You're so sensible." Zhou Xiao left a perfunctory sentence and hurriedly went out on a date, Ruan Tian's brain circuit Zhou Xiao couldn't understand, obviously wronged and pretended to be okay, this is too strange, if she is unhappy, she has to say it, who knows what she is thinking in her heart.

Ruan Tian is very used to Zhou Xiao's perfunctory self-expression, and there is nothing to refute anyway, she herself feels that she is too sensible, but who wants to be so sensible.

Moving her gaze downward, the phone screen was still the one whose remarks had been changed to bells and whistles, and the vibration just now was not the message from the person she was expecting.

Ruan Tian felt that he was a little ridiculous, and deleted a bunch of words in the dialog box, and finally just a simple sentence, "Are you free?" ”

Fang Jun replied quite quickly at this time, "I'm a little busy today, what's wrong?" ”

Ruan Tian sighed unconsciously, feeling that the time was really not coincidental, but she didn't choose the time during this time, "Then you are busy, I will send it first, and you will watch it when you are free." ”

“hao。”

Fang Jun looked really busy, and Ruan Tian felt that his heart was big enough to face his neglect of him, even though he knew that he might be busy having dinner with his friends.

The next words, Ruan Tian typed out almost without going through his brain, and decided to make it clear anyway, so he didn't have to think about the words, and he didn't have to care if he would be unhappy, in short, as long as he could say it clearly.

"I think it's very boring, I think this kind of relationship is very boring, I almost don't know what you're doing every day, I have to guess what I want to know from your dynamics, it's really torture for me to talk about this kind of relationship when it comes to it.

I'm probably a bit of a boring person who doesn't quite understand the benefits of frequent club activities, but of course, you're different from me, and you'll do it even if you were given another choice. After all, these activities bring you a wealth of experiences, and I know that you enjoy them, even if you find them boring later on.

That's the difference between the two of us, it's a little strange to say, but I feel very burdened, and I can only watch from the sidelines when you're trying to change or even become a better version of yourself, and I can't be a companion or a chaser, which really makes me feel very depressed.

The fifth year is coming to an end, and after talking about it for so long, in fact, we know each other less and less, so it is better to separate, and being friends may make me feel more comfortable. ”

She has always been a master of writing small compositions, but she crackles and writes about herself without even looking at it, she knows that she will regret it if she looks at it more, but she finally made up her mind.

sent, she didn't press it twice in a row, wiped her slippery fingers with a wry smile, plucked up the courage to send it out, and then turned off the phone and lay down in one go.

Today, I finally don't have to hold on to my phone, Ruan Tian simply threw my phone on the table under the bed, out of sight and out of mind.