We never know which will come first, tomorrow or the accident, maybe we close our eyes at this moment and never open them again, all we can do is make every second of our lives meaningful.

Instead of dwelling on the problem of no result, it is better to devote time to the present, there is a lot of time that has quietly flowed away from the present time, and we all know that the time that slipped away quietly will not come back, but will only live in the mental memory of the time.....

Malt doesn't think about it anymore, because there are more important things for her to do, which means that she has to do everything in her power to make every minute count.

Xinrou always lies alone in bed at night, takes out her mobile phone and looks at the total amount of living expenses left on it, watching the numbers on it become less and less, and her heart is even more panicked.......

It's obvious that they live in the same dormitory, why is there such a big difference? Could it all be a providence? Is this doomed to an unequal outcome between people? Maybe people from a small place like themselves shouldn't be on the same level as them, but they make people worse.

These students have no worries about food and clothing every day, never have to worry about their financial situation, they can buy whatever they want, as long as they see the clothes they like, they will not hesitate at all, they will buy them immediately, and they will be piled up in another corner after wearing them for a few days, as if they do not exist.

They can walk into the cafeteria at will between the first floor and the third floor, when ordering food do not need to look at the price of the dish, often they eat a bag of snacks are more expensive than a meal on the first floor of the canteen, not a living standard at all, in front of the hesitation in front of the things they want to buy, they will not understand, will only feel hypocritical.

In the face of so many things, there are a lot of emotions accumulated in my heart, but I don't know how to solve them, even if I am accompanied by my best friend Malt, there are still some things that I can't say to her, and my parents have never talked about such things, they always care about studying on the phone, and there is nothing left to say.

Living alone in an unfamiliar environment, surrounded by all kinds of temptations, and this temptation is in stark contrast to yourself, what kind of person should be able to live in this city?

Xinrou always can't sleep at night, with a lot of emotions in her heart, facing the unfair treatment of the teacher, the different levels of living conditions of the classmates around her, and even sometimes it is a little difficult to communicate with them.

And the brand-name sneakers in the boy's mouth are even more unheard of, in front of so many classmates, it seems that she has become a frog at the bottom of the well, a person who has never seen the world, that kind of loneliness, who can understand......

Sometimes I even want to run away from them, but where can I go in such a big city except this school? This kind of emotion is accumulating more and more in my heart, as if a pimple has been formed in my heart, and that pimple is a place that cannot be touched, as if as long as I gently touch that pimple, my self-esteem has been greatly hurt, but this is not understood by the surrounding classmates, and even less clear to my parents who are far away from home.

There seemed to be two awakened beasts in my heart, and the two beasts were fighting each other.

"You don't fit in with the people around you at all, so you don't fit in this environment at all, you should go back to your hometown, at least everyone knows you there, you don't have to force a smile here, isn't that what you want?"

"No, it's because there are so many things you want in a big city, things that you've never seen before, you should meet them, you should see them, you should go and see the world, not just stick to such a small place, you should also try their lives."

But in the end, the two beasts were both defeated, and they couldn't discuss a result, Xinrou turned over, she couldn't see anything on the surface, but her heart was already in chaos.

Malt likes the great god of the computer science department so much, and has been rejected so many times and still has no intention of giving up this goal, what is she pursuing? In other words, what is love?

I remembered that there was a boy who always moved closer to him in high school, and said a few words from time to time, but he didn't feel anything, until the day he graduated, he drank a lot, and a girl around him coaxed him to talk about his past, and at that time I knew, it turned out that the boy had liked Xinrou, but at that time she didn't understand the meaning of what the boy said, what did he like? The boy couldn't give an answer either.

This question has been entangled for a long time, and everyone can give a different answer, but why can't there be a conclusion in her heart?

How many times do you want to pick up your phone and make a call home, but at the second you just pressed it, you don't know what to say, the phone was immediately hung up, forget it, some things are said in vain, what they care about is just learning, they have been controlled by them since they were young, and over time, they got used to it....

Lying quietly on the bed like this, listening to the faint voices of the people around her, occasionally turning her head, looking at the drowsy malt who was holding a book on the bed, she was always like a little sun, no matter when, always with a smile, but compared to Xinrou, she always felt that everything that life brought was bitter, occasionally adding a few sugars, but the sugar quickly melted away in the bitter water, as if it had never existed.

Maybe it's really my luck to be able to meet her, a little sun can always warm the people around her, even if sometimes the mood is really bad, but seeing her second middle school look is really laughing and speechless, she has a kind of magic on her body from beginning to end, which is really enviable.

In fact, the most important thing is to know your own positioning, but Xinrou has not realized this yet, maybe one day she will realize it!

The next morning, the sunlight poured into the girls' dormitory as usual......

The alarm clock rang in her ears, and Malt gently rolled over, turned it off, and then closed her eyes again as if nothing had happened.

"Malt, get up quickly! We're going to the club to participate in an event today, and it's the first time we're going, but we can't be late! Xinrou got up early and cleaned up below.

When Mai Ma heard these words, he immediately sat up from the bed like a spring, the sunlight was a little dazzling, and he rubbed his eyes with his hands, so that he dared to look directly at the room.

"What time is it?" Yawned, looked at Xinrou, who was sitting below, and said sleepily.

"It's seven o'clock in the morning".

"Huh? Didn't we go to the meeting until nine o'clock? Why do you wake up so early? Let me sleep a little longer! Malt immediately fell on the bed again, and sure enough, he still couldn't get rid of the habit of lying in bed, and occasionally he was able to get up early for a few days, which was a miracle! Maybe it's not a miracle, it's because I want to meet someone.

"Don't go to bed anymore, you asked me to wake you up earlier yesterday, you said you still have to dress up, don't you?" Xinrou staggered her head sideways to look at her.

"Okay, that's what I said yesterday," Mai could only sit up again, after all, he was about to go to the club he had just interviewed for an event, and this was the first time he had to pay attention to the senior Mangni.

The sleepy eyes opened hard, climbed out of bed, and came to the mirror, "Great, the acne a few days ago has gone down, and I can finally put on makeup, it's not easy."

Picked up the basin and walked into the bathroom, and after washing his face, the whole person became much more energetic.

In any case, as long as I think of being able to meet Senior Mangni on a formal occasion today, my heart is extremely excited, I don't know why, he always seems to have a magical magic, and he can always attract the attention of others.

But as for why he didn't fall in love in college, he still didn't understand this, there are so many girls who like him, and he just finds a very good girl, maybe he is really not interested in girls, right?

"This shouldn't be" Malt immediately denied his idea, but what else can be confirmed besides this?

"Say what?" A classmate passed by.

Malt smiled at her embarrassedly, thinking that there was no one in the bathroom, but fortunately she didn't mention her name just now, otherwise she would really die, "It's okay".

The first formal meeting must be dressed formally, and a beautiful makeup must be painted in a low-key and not enchanting manner.

After returning to the dormitory, he put the basin back in place, walked to Xinrou's side skillfully, looked at her neat desk, and couldn't help but sigh: "You're too neat, right, if it's too neat, can you read the book?" ”。

"I'm probably more used to this way of organizing," Xinrou said.

Malt didn't say anything, but put his eyes on his desk, and momentarily felt that if it wasn't marked there, it would look like a pigsty, alas.

"What should I do I suddenly became a little nervous, obviously I wasn't nervous just now, you said that I just brought him water yesterday, he won't warn me in public today, right?" Malt looked at her aggrieved face in the mirror and couldn't speak for a moment.

Xinrou just smiled cooperatively beside her, "How is it possible?" There are a lot of people in the club, he won't find fault with you in person, and besides, he shouldn't be that kind of person in the school, you can rest assured."

When Malt heard these words from the girl in front of her, she turned her head happily, "Really? Do you feel the same way? ”。

"I also hope so, I'm really afraid that he will kick me out if I don't do well in this club, and now the whole school knows that I am pursuing her, if I am kicked out in person, I will definitely lose face, and I don't think he is like a person who cares about other people's faces, think about it, there are still some worries" Malt is always at a loss every time he faces manganese, but it is not like this for someone else, is it because he is called this name? It's strange to say.

"Don't worry, I'm sure you can."

After cleaning up, the two of them walked towards the place where the club was meeting.

Malt is calming down all the way, I'm really afraid that I won't even be able to understand because of nervousness, why are other girls always down-and-out when they pursue boys, but when it comes to themselves, things change?

"You said my current image was fine, right?" Malt looked at Xinrou in front of her expectantly and asked.

"It's okay, you are the most beautiful, you have to believe in yourself, and I believe in you" Xinrou said.

Malt smiled at her, "Hehe, I heard that our club has recruited a lot of people, right?" It should be lively for a while."