What is my brother asking?

What did Murong Che do to make him question like this?

He is dead, why did my brother swallow his ashes, why did he smash his ashes into powder and swallow them?

I kept looking at him like this, and finally he wrapped the remaining ashes of Murong Che in his arms and stumbled over.

I dodged in a hurry, and with every step he took, he had to cough up blood, as if it were all on him.

The cold night was as cold as cold, the blood on the ground was particularly dazzling in the night light, after my brother left, I ran to the place where my brother smashed Murong Che's ashes, my brother picked it up really clean, the ground was clean, and Murong Che didn't leave any ashes.

Didn't he hate him?

Didn't he wish he had died?

He's dead now, why is he?

Murong Che is dead, he should celebrate with firecrackers, he shouldn't be reluctant here, what did Murong Che say in his ear?

What is the relationship between the two of them?

What kind of origin makes a person hate a person to the bone, when he is born, he can't wait to kill quickly, and he is reluctant to die in every way?

I am reluctant to let my brother not hesitate to look at my sister?

I suddenly remembered what Qiang Qing had said, he said, "Death is sometimes not liberation, but imprisonment!" ”

Death is not liberation......

It's confinement.

This is not what I understand, what he meant should be to say that Murong Che's death to his brother is not that his brother got rid of humiliation, nor that his brother has received real salvation and liberation.

It was Murong Che who used death to completely imprison his brother, yes, it must be the case, using death to imprison his brother, so that he would never be able to get rid of him.

I ran in the Daming Palace like crazy, calling Qiang Qing's name loudly in the Daming Palace, I didn't believe that he walked out of the Daming Palace.

He must be in Daming Palace, he is definitely in Daming Palace, the entire Daming Palace resounded with my voice, I panicked in my heart, and called him in endless panic......

Finally, on the towering palace wall, he looked at me condescendingly and panicked, with pity in his eyes: "What are you looking for me?" ”

I heard a voice looking at him with great surprise, the cold wind was so cold that I almost burst into tears, and I asked in a loud voice, "Death is not liberation, but imprisonment, what does this mean?" Do you know something? ”

Qiang Qing's eyelids lifted slightly, and the color under his eyes became more and more pitying: "What do I know?" I don't know anything, I'm just guessing! ”

I yelled at him, "What did you guess? What has become of your blind guess? You know everything, do you really think of yourself as a god? ”

Qiang Qing flew down all of a sudden, and came directly in front of me, his eyes were cold: "I have never been a god, I have never regarded myself as a god, I don't know anything, I know as much as you!" ”

"The human heart is the most difficult to guess, but you have found the law, the human heart is the best to guess, the human heart is fickle, everyone is the same, what they have experienced is nothing more than their own calamity, who is to blame?"

He approached me unexpectedly, making me back and forth, his gaze as sharp as an eagle, locking on to me.

My retreat didn't stop him, but let him get closer to me step by step, stretched out his hand and grabbed my arm, and stopped me, his voice became more and more condensed: "Your brother is the same, no matter if he can't pass the hurdle in his heart, his life will not be long, you should try your best now to let him have a lifetime, the hurdle in his heart in the past, and he will be more comfortable when he dies, otherwise, there will be regrets after all!" ”

"The hurdle in my heart?" The anger in my heart was directly expressed, "You are making a bet with Murong Che, betting on me and my brother, betting on my entire Northern Wei Dynasty, the Northern Wei Dynasty has been subverted, we have nothing and were taken captive by him in the Daming Palace, the origin of all this is just because you made a bet with him!" ”

"Don't think I don't know, Chu Qiangqing, you are telling him that his calamity is in the Northern Wei Dynasty, he saw his brother when he came to the Northern Wei Dynasty, if you didn't tell him anything at the beginning, he wouldn't have come to the Northern Wei Dynasty, and everything would not happen today, all of this comes from you, from you being high up and pointing fingers at others!"

Qiang Qing squinted at me: "From my superiority, pointing fingers at others? Don't you know that certain things happen at certain times, and that all people, everything, including you, will move things forward. ”

"Don't say that others are pointing fingers at you, if your heart is like a rock, who can point fingers? If you are not firm in your consciousness, you can't step through the hurdle in your heart, saying that others are pointing fingers? Qi Jiuling, you are really becoming more and more innocent, I thought you had grown up, but in fact, you are no different from a toddler! ”

I shook off his hand suddenly, the cold wind was biting, and his words were even more biting: "Adding fuel to the fire, you are dissociating from the relationship, Qiang Qing, I tell you, you can't get rid of it in your life, and the death of those two children can't escape with you!" ”

Qiang Qing looked at me for a while, and smiled softly: "Those two children, do you think you can escape the relationship?" You are also a murderer, and don't forget, if you go and beg your brother, those two children will have a chance to live. If you want to be a good person, there are no good people in the emperor's family, and you will have more than others when you are born, on the contrary, if you lose it, you will have more than others! ”

"Am I a murderer? I've killed a lot of people, if I'm willing, it's possible to leave no one in the wilderness, don't be self-righteous and want to touch my scales, you're not qualified enough! ”

Qiang Qing's last sentence was cold and ruthless, like a cold ray, piercing directly into my heart, beating me to the ground, and I will never be able to turn over!

To him, I was just one of sentient beings, and to him, I was not even qualified to speak, let alone shout at him.

The hand unconsciously touched the lower abdomen, and there was a child in his belly, but what could it change? Nothing can be changed.

He liked him in my heart, how could someone like him like me? Everything is just my own passion, I and him are people of two worlds, no matter how hard I try, no matter how strong I am, in fact...... I wasn't even qualified to speak in front of him.

I was defeated by what he said, and smiled at him lightly: "It's really my desire to fork, all along, I always thought that you would like to be with me, and now I want to ......"

"That's what you think!" Qiang Qing didn't hesitate to cut off my words: "I won't like you, not before, not now, not in the future, we won't like it before!" ”

I was simply humiliating myself, from the beginning through the middle, to now, it was all my wishful thinking, and he had no feelings for me.

His life pattern is not here, his life will not stay for anyone, let alone for me, all of this is my own fault, blame me for not having the ability to touch his life pattern.

Glancing at him deeply, he turned around and left, he is a high god, I am a person, I know that it is impossible but I want to do it, why bother, don't make yourself so humble, why make yourself so unpopular?

The wind is dashing, the night is vast, the cold wind comes in through the gaps in the doors and windows, in the Daming Palace, the place I am most familiar with, only the Fengyuan......

Aunt Huanpei stood at the door waiting for me, she seemed to be much older, and when she saw me, she also became cautious, without the calm and calm of the past.

Hot water, hot tea, all well prepared.

I took a sip of tea, and she stepped forward and said, "Isn't the ninth princess afraid that the slave will kill you?" Aren't you afraid that slaves and maids will poison the tea? ”

The temperature of the tea is just right, a little hot, and when you drink it in your stomach, it looks extra warm in this winter.

I finished a cup of tea and gently put the cup on the table: "No, the palace is so turbulent, you didn't take the opportunity to escape, you have a lot of gold and silver treasures in your hands, after you go out, you can't live a big rich and noble life, you can still live a small life!" ”

"I didn't leave, I just want to continue to survive here, since I want to continue to survive here, there is no need to kill me at all, on the contrary, you will better come to please me, because Daming Palace has become my world, and Daxia has become Ran Wei's world."

Huan Pei became more and more respectful and humble: "What the ninth princess said is very true, the slave maid doesn't want to die, the slave maid wants to live, the slave maid has urinated into the palace since she was a child, she has adapted to the intrigue in the palace, and she already knows how to survive better in the palace, outside the palace, the slave and maid will die!" ”

I looked at her, she belonged to the old aunt, and she had been in this palace for a long time, and I hadn't forgotten that she was the queen's person.

"You want to survive, do you think you have what it takes to survive? You are the queen's person, and you spy on our brothers and sisters for the queen, although it did not give us two brothers and sisters a fatal blow, but for us, you have two hearts after all! ”

Aunt Huanpei slowly knelt on the ground, her eyes drooped, but she didn't hear her voice scared, "The slave and the maid have no conditions to claim that the slave and the maid survive, the slave and the maid are just making a bet with themselves, the slave and the maid are gone, the slave and the maid are naturally looking for a new master, the ninth princess is the new master of the slave and the maid, the ninth princess let the slave and the maid live, the ninth princess let the slave and the maid die, and the slave and the maid have no complaints!" ”

"You're so confident that I'm not going to kill you?" I stared at her, and her expression was neither impatient, nor sad.

Huan Pei leaned over and gave me a big salute: "All this is just gambling, winning life, losing death, I can't complain about others, and I won't complain, because it's my own choice!" ”

Because of my own choice, I win or lose, no matter how shallow the truth, I have only now figured it out.

Because Murong Che made a bet with Qiang Qing, there was a catastrophe, and he didn't believe that he couldn't cross it, who knew that he really couldn't cross it, so he died.

Death became a real imprisonment, imprisoning him, imprisoning my brother, and my brother could not escape his death, because he used death to re-imprison my brother.

I raised my hand slightly: "Get up, you will follow me from now on, I hope you don't have two hearts, there is only one chance, if you don't cherish it, I can't do it!" ”

A flash of surprise flashed in Aunt Huanpei's eyes: "Definitely not, thank you to the Ninth Princess, the slave will definitely do her best for the Ninth Princess, and then die!" ”

Anyone can say good things, you can do it, I glanced at her, soaked in warm hot water, drowsy!

At night, it was tossing and turning, it was difficult to sleep, and in the early morning, before dawn, my brother went to the morning court, and I went to his room, and he put a beautiful brocade box at the head of his bed.

I sat on the edge of his bed, took the box with my hand, and thought about it for a long time, and when I opened it, it was dark and gray, and I was lying quietly in it.

is also cushioned with red silk, my brother is really good enough to him, such a person should be crushed and ashes, let him fall into the hell of Ah Nose, and he will never be reborn!

I took this brocade box and left, he shouldn't stay on my brother's bed, not even the ashes, he should die, and don't come back when he dies.

My brother came to me at noon and told me that he was going to return to Binh Duong that day, that Pingyang is our blessed land, and that he was going to build the capital city of Ran Wei in Binh Duong.

As for the Daming Palace in Jinyang, it was put here to decay, and if the people in the city wanted to live, they would go with them.

I nodded and replied, all the gold and silver treasures in Daming Palace will be transported into Pingyang City, my brother told me this, and I went back.

He was cold to me, as if he would never touch my head again and speak softly to me.

Not long after he returned, he came to me panting, with a look of anxiety hidden in his eyes, and when he saw me, he said coldly: "Did you take the things in my house?" ”

The first thing that came to mind when he lost something was me, and to him, I was the one who hated Murong to the core.

I looked at him without squinting and shook my head: "I don't know what my brother said!" ”

My brother's voice was unusually cold: "Someone said that you entered my room, and I lost something in my room, and you said you didn't take it?" Who has the guts to take what I have? ”

A faint smile hung on the corner of my mouth: "Who knows, maybe a palace person who doesn't have long eyes thinks that there is a rare treasure in front of my brother's bedside and takes it, who knows if he sees it or not, and he raises it casually!" ”

My brother seemed to grit his teeth and asked me, "You gave him up?" Where did you lift him up? ”

I burst out laughing, with a thick mockery: "Don't you hate him? Hate him so much that he crushes his bones and scatters ashes, why do you keep his ashes? Are you ready to swallow him one bite at a time? I raised him so that he could be reincarnated as soon as possible, and then come into the world as soon as possible to continue to harm others! ”

"Smack!"

He never beat me, felt sorry for my brother, raised his hand and beat me, for a man who had humiliated him, for a man who subverted our country.

For the sake of the man who made us live a life of displacement, he raised his hand and hit me hard.

I tilted my head to look at him, he looked at the palm of his hand in a daze, and only said to me bluntly after half a sound: "Brother didn't mean to hit you!" Where did you lift him up? ”

My face doesn't hurt, my heart hurts, and the words I say are like poison, and I punish my heart: "I raised him in Daming Palace, every corner of Daming Palace has his shadow, he is a companion with dust, if you want to find him, you will sweep away the ashes in every corner of Daming Palace, and you can find him!" ”

I hate Murong Che and crushed him to ashes, and I can't understand the hatred in my heart......

My brother was suppressed by my hatred, and reached out to touch me, but I tilted my head and staggered his hand, and he hooked the corners of his lips and smiled: "Where did you lift him up, do you tell my brother?" It's your brother's fault that your brother beat you, is it okay for your brother to apologize to you? ”

He hated him to the bone, but for him to beg me so lowly, if he died, he would die, and if the ashes were gone, he would be gone, I was looking down on Murong Che's position in his heart.

"Not good!" I sneered at him directly: "Qi Chenbai, what did he say to you?" Let you make all your hatred disappear completely? He turned our country upside down, he made you a joke of the whole world, you thought he would fall in love with you? He's just toying with you! ”

"You are so reluctant to give up on him, do you fall in love with a jackal, tiger and leopard? Did he become so different in your mind? If you regret it, you can have a chance not to kill him, you didn't hesitate to kill him, what's the use of you regretting it now? ”

He obviously didn't want to kill him, but when Murong Che spoke to him, as long as he used a little force to prevent Murong Che from holding his hand and forcefully, Murong Che would not die.

Since he chose to kill him, what is he remembering here with an ashes? Who can see this kind of remembrance?

I had never been cold, and I questioned him sharply, and the questioning made his pale cheeks turn white, and he staggered back a few steps, and a look of weakness and pain appeared in his eyes, and his chest rose and fell, and he inhaled heavily, as if he was pressing his beating heart.

Suddenly, he lowered his head and sneered, sneering loudly, and after laughing, his eyes were as dark as the night: "Tell me, where did you raise him?" ”

To this day, he is still asking me, he is still reluctant, I lowered my eyes and sneered: "Yes, I can tell you where I raised him, you tell me, what did he say to you that made you so transformed?" ”

His pale lips trembled slightly, and his eyes were cold: "I won't tell you...... Next time I have nothing to do with him......"

"Then I won't tell you where I threw him up!" I was firmer than his words, as if I wanted to die with him.

My brother stepped forward and raised his hand to me again, and lo and behold, death is really not liberation, death is really imprisonment......

Murong Che's death made our brother and sister relationship seem to fall apart at this moment, this is not liberation, this is the real imprisonment, so that our brother and sister have changed from relying on each other to tearing each other apart endlessly.

In my brother's warm eyes, all the colors became unfamiliar, and all the colors became unrecognizable.

"You really don't say it? If you don't say it, I should be without you as a sister! ”

My fingertips trembled and my throat tightened, I looked at him in a daze, and asked with a hint of hesitation, "What did you just say?" ”

The corners of my brother's mouth twitched slightly, and his aura was cold: "I said, if you don't tell me where he is, I will not have you as a sister, from now on you are you, I am me, you and I will have nothing to do with each other!" ”

"Pray for the dust!" I stomped my feet and looked at him with angry eyes, the anger in my chest was like the fire that burned in the palace of the Northern Wei Dynasty when my mother died.

After stomping my feet, I ran over and took out the hidden urn of Murong Che, and in front of my brother, I directly threw the box at his feet.

The box was broken open, and the black ash sprinkled directly on his feet, falling to the ground and flying in all directions.

He squatted down in a panic, using his white and slender hands to stop the ashes scattered everywhere, the panic in his eyes, where is the shadow of my brother?

The panic in his eyes, where is my brother who is as cold as a fairy?

Watching him beat the ashes, I said coldly: "You just guard his ashes, from now on, I will no longer be your sister!" Pray for dust and white, he is your calamity, you can't get by! ”

He looked up at me in astonishment, and I fought back the tears that were about to fall, and turned to leave......

Who's the one who's in the end?

What is the calamity in Qiangqing's mouth?

Maybe only they know it in their own hearts.

I left Daming Palace, ready to take Aunt Huanpei with me, I smiled and said to her, "Do you want to leave Daming Palace with me?" Go out into the world and see it, away from the palace, away from the royal family! ”

There was timidity in her eyes, and she asked cautiously: "Does the ninth princess mean to find a place to live her life?" ”

I nodded at her: "I wonder if Aunt Huanpei wants to go to the outside world to have a look, to see how dangerous it is in the outside world, to take a look...... Can all the intrigues learned in the palace be used outside? ”

Aunt Huanpei took a step back, knelt down and kowtowed to me: "The slave is unwilling, no matter how beautiful the outside world is, no matter how dangerous the outside world is, the slave and the maid don't want to try!" ”

Hearing her words, I left Daming Palace alone, everyone has their own way of living, and I can't let my way of living be imposed on others.

A long, long time ago, Qiang Qing said that with his brother's ability, he would always have a good time when he went to the other side of the mountain, and I seemed to say to my brother, we don't take revenge, let's leave.

The elder brother said: "If you don't kill Murong Che, I won't go anywhere!" ”

Now that he has killed Murong Che, he has been completely imprisoned by Murong Che again, he really can't go anywhere, he can only be imprisoned in the world of people called Murong Che.

When we look back, the towering walls have imprisoned us, and even if we attacked him, even if we took possession of him, now it has become unrecognizable, and no one is anymore.

Jinyang City ...... The beginning of our nightmare, which we thought was the end of the nightmare, was actually the beginning of the real nightmare, at least for me.

In the end, he bowed his head and left......

I returned to the Northern Wei Dynasty, the Northern Wei Dynasty was made miserable by the Da Yue clan, more brutal than when my father was in power, the Da Yue clan heard that his brother was coming to attack them, took all the valuable things, and returned to their own lair.

The palace of the Northern Wei Dynasty became a dead city, and it took me more than a month to walk from the Daming Palace in Great Xia to the Northern Wei Dynasty.

Since the day after I left, he had attacked with a general force, and all the countries around Great Xia, Great Xia, Ran Yan, and Qianyan, had been swallowed by him, and now he wanted to take back Northern Wei.

He said to the outside world that if he did not build the royal capital in Pingyang, he would return to the Northern Wei Dynasty, and the Northern Wei Dynasty was his home.

He obviously likes Pingyang City the most, he said that Pingyang City is our blessed land, we will rise there, we are rising rapidly, but we can't go back.

A scar was placed between me and him, and I looked at the doctor, and the child I was looking forward to was firmly in my belly, almost three months.

Time is like flowing water, time is like an arrow, the Northern Wei Dynasty has no resistance, and the elder brother killed the imperial city of the Northern Wei Dynasty at once and stayed in the imperial palace of the Northern Wei Dynasty.

I stood on the street, looking at his army, walked past my eyes, in the carriage were Lan Cong'an and Ling Ji Kedun, I don't want to have anything to do with him anymore, he has become the king of a country, he and I are already strangers, many years of brother and sister love is not worth the death of a Murong Che, why should I add to the blockage by his side?

He returned to the Northern Wei Dynasty This is his home, not my home, watching his people enter the palace, I turned around and left, he came, then I am leaving, what I have now, the closest person is only the child in my belly.

It's a pity that this child was deceived by me, thinking that I was really pathetic, and when I walked to the city gate, Qiang Qing took a folding fan and stretched out his hand to block my way.

I don't know how he found me, my hand was in front of my lower abdomen, I wanted to get past him, but I took a step and he stopped me.

In the end, he had no choice but to sneer coldly: "Who are you, why are you blocking my way?" ”

Qiang Qing's tone was slightly raised, and his eyes looked at the palace of the Northern Wei Dynasty: "You have to think clearly, you are leaving this time, and you will never see your brother again, his limit is just these days!" ”