Volume 2 Chapter 87 Caring too much

Nan Nan only wanted to follow Gu Yun around with Dao, she followed silently, thinking about what Gu Yun's words meant, and she couldn't reflect where she was going and where she was going. Of course, Nan Nan's mind didn't allow her to think about this and that, and all it was filled with was the intense pain of her tongue breaking and bleeding. Little by little, it pierced every nerve in her throttle, and there was no sign of it dissipating. Nan Nan is suffering, that is, her body is mechanically completing any reaction from instinct. After Nan Nan walked a few steps under Gu Yun's thrust, the power suddenly dissipated. I saw that Gu Yun was abrupt and hurriedly strode forward, Nan Nan didn't know why, but for a while, it was difficult to think, so she had to give up. But her body was still confused by instinctive reactions, and continued to follow the direction of Gu Yun's advance, walking unhurriedly. This was simply the most natural and real reaction, and Nan Nan didn't even notice that she was moving her steps at this time, and followed in the footsteps that Gu Yun had walked. But she didn't walk for a while, and she arrived in front of Gu Yun, and the two were not too close. There is a particularly safe distance between each other, and it is a very comfortable distance. It will not be too close, and it will not seem particularly different.

This is a kind of distance that Nan Nan deliberately maintains, and it is also a sense of self-defense that she usually holds with people she doesn't know well. But it will not be noticed by others, it is beneficial to oneself, and it is only an insignificant act to others. This is a habit of Nannan, and it doesn't matter if Gu Yun is alone. Nan Nan couldn't have any intimacy with any stranger in the first place, and she had a faint sense of alienation from everyone. It may be difficult for others to notice, but Nan Nan herself knows very well in her heart that she has no way to get close to people. That will only make her very unaccustomed to it, difficult to adapt, and even serious enough to produce a strong sense of rejection. Therefore, even Nan Nan is now feeling severe nervous tension in her head because of the pain in her tongue, and she is particularly sensitive. She still unconsciously followed this habit on the spot, and kept a safe distance of less than one meter and half a meter away from Gu Yun. However, Nan Nan has never been able to discover that this habit that flows in her blood and cannot be easily changed. But she didn't see any effect on Bai Jasmine, and deep down in Nan Nan's heart, she didn't care how close Bai Jasmine was to herself. This is the only person besides Nannan's mother, who made her let down all her vigilance unconsciously. But Nan Nan still hasn't noticed it. At this moment, she deliberately reserved a distance between her and Gu Yun.

"You put what you have on the table first." Gu Yun turned his head and saw Nan Nan's left and right hands were both lifting, and holding something. There was no way to serve the water glass, so he opened his mouth to remind him. Gu Yun's tone was soft, and her voice was a little sharp, but it did not lack that kind of gentleness. It is very different from the voice of white jasmine, which is clear and very comfortable like a breeze. But Gu Yun's voice happened to be completely opposite, Gu Yun's voice was actually very graceful. It is very similar to the soft voice and soft style unique to Jiangnan women, coupled with the meticulousness of the voice, which makes it feel sweet when she speaks. But it's not obvious, it's just a little permeable, it doesn't make people feel particularly concerned, but it will clearly perceive a special gentle existence. It's like a spring rain, dripping, but it's very soft, moisturizing things silently in people's hearts.

Gu Yun said this, her tone was extremely closed, which made her tone sound much softer. It was only after Gu Yun said this sentence that Nan Nan reacted. She found that she was standing in front of the wooden table at this time, standing in front of Gu Yun. And Gu Yun, Di Ke was also facing himself, holding a full cup of water in his hand. In fact, Nan Nan still didn't have the extra consciousness to understand the meaning of what Gu Yun said, but she was able to roughly understand the meaning of her actions. Nan Nan tried her best to hover the words that Gu Yuncai had finished saying in her head, so that she could intervene in the sharp pain of the tongue. So that there is a place for it to understand, and even for the brain to absorb it, so that it can respond accordingly. Nan Nanlen was stunned for a while, she was thinking and smashing hard.

In the end, it aroused Gu Yun's suspicions, and she saw that Nan Nan was still facing her, but she was always motionless. felt very sleepy, Gu Yun was puzzled, and Nan Nan didn't hear what she said. Gu Yun just wanted to speak again, repeating what she had just said again, but before she could speak, Nan Nan made a move first, and was preempted by her. Nan Nan kept repeating what Gu Yun said in her mind, lingering back and forth. I was trying my best to keep it in my mind and think about it, but it took a long time, but fortunately, I was able to react completely. Nan Nan wanted to open her mouth to speak in response to Gu Yun, but the tingling sensation in her tongue intensified. And, somehow, Nan Nan felt that the tip of her tongue was just that point, as if it was the place where she had bitten her skin. Its stinging pain is still obvious, it is no longer a feeling like a needle prick, it has become a feeling of clamping with pliers, the force is accumulated over the years, and it seems to be completely accumulated at one point. This made Nan Nan unable to speak at all. At this point, it spreads to the rest of the body, and it becomes extremely numb. The tingling sensation was as if hundreds of ants were gnawing on it, as if they were about to erode all the nerves on their tongues.

As a result, Nan Nan couldn't speak at this time, and her mouth was hot and tight. The secretions inside were surging little by little, and soon they were plugged in half of Nannan's mouth. The broken tip of the tongue couldn't stand the heat, so it immediately deepened a pain, Nan Nan frowned tightly, her lips were pursed, and the upper and lower lip flaps were fitted inward, and the two lips were completely glued together, airtight. And they all go inward together, towards the inside of the mouth. Nan Nan couldn't help but worry that Yu would accidentally drip water from the corner of her mouth again, which really made her feel embarrassed, so she seemed to be so careful. Moreover, Nan Nan's tongue pain made it very difficult for her to swallow saliva. Nan Nan really needs to drink a sip of cold water, not to stop healing immediately, but if it can alleviate the pain, it is also excellent.

In this way, Nan Nan looked at Gu Yun and nodded heavily, which was regarded as a response. After that, she walked quickly past Gu Yun's side and passed by her. After taking a few big steps, Nan Nan rushed to the wooden table, which was a little high, a distance above her waist. Nan Nan had no choice but to put what she was carrying in her left hand on the table first, and then she took care of the bouquet of yellow roses. She left her hands empty, not carrying anything. Then, this is the willingness to put his mind at ease and hold the bouquet of yellow roses in both hands instead. Nan Nan lifted her toes on one hand, and arched the yellow rose in her arms upward, leaning forward naturally, and getting closer to the wooden table. When half of her body was taller than her wooden table, Nan Nan leaned forward again, and then slowly bent down to place the bouquet of yellow roses on the table. Homeopathy also let go of his heels that were vacated by standing on tiptoe. In this process, Nannan's every movement is extremely slow, and it is also very gentle, for fear that it will touch this bouquet of yellow roses. Even though the tip of Nan Nan's tongue is now in unbearable pain, the saliva in her mouth is accumulating more and more. Nan Nan's heart was also very anxious, and she was eager to take the cup of water in Gu Yun's hand. But even so, Nan Nan still didn't dare to make too many moves, she was still in a cautious state, and she didn't dare to rush at all. She didn't want to let this yellow rose have any mistakes, but who would be so cautious, Nan Nan was already confused, and she couldn't tell the difference. It's for her mother, or for He Qin, or for Bai Jasmine. Nan Nan never thought about it so much, she just knew that this bouquet of yellow roses was very cherished by herself, and it was also quite precious, just like a treasure in her pillow. Even if she has to endure this difficult stinging sensation because of this, Nan Nan is also willing.

Before her feet landed on the ground, Nan Nan chose to lay the bouquet flat on the wooden table, and did not stand on the table. Because, she will not be at ease, Nan Nan is a little afraid that if she puts this bouquet of yellow roses upright, it will accidentally fall down. In that case, the flower of this branch will be squeezed away and will be destroyed by it. But in fact, this is an unlikely thing to happen, and if it does, then the probability of it happening is extremely small. This point, in fact, Nan Nan herself is quite clear. But she still felt uneasy, she just had to panic about this happening. Perhaps, it's because Nan Nan cares too much about this bouquet of yellow roses. The more she cared, the more she was frightened by it.

Isn't that how people come to be? The more we cherish a person or thing, the more we are afraid of losing it and of any harm it will suffer. But none of this happens, or it rarely happens. All this is just my own wishful thinking, just my own reverie. And Nan Nan is precisely because she cherishes this bouquet of yellow roses too much, so she is so worried and holding on to it. It was precisely because of this that she felt torn between whether to swing horizontally on this bouquet of yellow roses or simply lay it on its stem. In the end, I chose a relatively stable position.