Volume 1 Qingqing Zijin [Chapter 061] Heartbeat
Song Lisheng finally went home to recuperate because of his injury, and Du Ruolin sat in his position alone, his eyes empty, confronting himself in the mirror.
The scene just now cycled infinitely in front of her eyes, and she was pushed into the crowd for a moment of panic and fear, Song Lisheng pulled her into the arms of her arms, her ears were close to his steady heartbeat, Song Lisheng's voice was gentle she had never heard.
"It's okay, don't move."
He said so. Her cheeks were clinging to her chest, warm and powerful, and it was the breath of her uncle that wrapped her tightly in it, and between her fists and feet, she didn't hurt a single hair.
Du Ruolin involuntarily raised his hand and subconsciously touched his cheek, as if there was still a little ironing touch. Suddenly realizing what he was doing, Du Ruolin was so ashamed that he immediately avoided his gaze, only then did he notice that there were a few dry reds on his face in the mirror.
It was the uncle who had been injured just now, and the blood that fell on her face.
Du Ruolin's heart suddenly ached, and when he remembered the uncle's closed eyes at that time, he was so anxious that he wanted to tear himself apart.
…… But she knew that he was badly injured, but she could do nothing, and his injuries were borne for her.
Suddenly, Du Ruolin saw a black figure behind him quickly walking over through the mirror, his heart was beating wildly, and the sadness on his face instantly turned into joy, and he quickly turned his head and called him:
"Uncle! You're back! ”
"What uncle?"
Zhang Shicheng raised his head blankly and glanced at Du Ruolin, still flipping through Song Lisheng's desk and tidying up his things.
"I didn't ...... It's nothing. ”
Du Ruolin's sudden ecstasy cooled down instantly, and his tone was a little frustrated.
Just turned around, and suddenly remembered that Zhang Shicheng had just left school with his uncle, why did he come back?
"Why are you here? Big-" Du Ruolin was about to blurt out the uncle, but he stopped and changed his words, "What about the great sage?" ”
Zhang Shicheng was surprised when he heard this, and even stopped the movements in his hands:
"How do you know his former nickname? Even you call him that now. ”
"Listen to other people's calls." Du Ruolin was a little embarrassed, how did he know that there was really such a thing, scratched his head, and then said, "Why didn't he come back?" ”
"He." Zhang Shicheng sighed, his eyes showed some worry, but after looking at Du Ruolin's concerned look, he still tried to be as tactful as possible, "He is a little injured, and he can't come here for a few days, I'll help him take things out for him." ”
After speaking, Zhang Shicheng had already packed his things, picked up the package and hurriedly went out.
Du Ruolin hadn't reacted yet, Zhang Shicheng was no longer there, and thinking that he had forgotten to ask about his uncle's illness, he complained about himself.
Zhang Shicheng cleaned up all Song Lisheng's desktops, Du Ruolin looked at the empty seats in amazement, and felt in a trance for a moment that Song Lisheng floated leisurely like a dream, but flew away without warning. She reached out in this dream and tried to grasp something, but in the end it only left a trace of his warmth between her fingers.
She always thought Song Lisheng had a strange temper and annoyance.
At the beginning, Song Lisheng had a cold stinky face, how scary and scary she was, and set her "three requirements", she couldn't even turn around, she had to be careful when she entered a position, and she thought how could there be such a twisted person in the world!
Later, when she became more familiar, Song Lisheng revealed her true nature to her even more without scruples.
When she was in class, he always liked to stretch his long legs, and set it up on her chair with a bang, as soon as she turned her head to stare at the fierce eyes, Song Lisheng hugged her chest and looked at her, looking like she would beat me if she didn't accept it.
Song Lisheng likes to tease her, and when he is bored, he plays all kinds of tricks to make Du Ruolin jump, and then he looks at her proudly and angrily.
He never listened to lectures in class, either doing his own thing or sleeping on his stomach, and twice had nightmares, and woke up with a sudden scream, but Du Ruolin was so frightened that he jumped up from the chair, and before he could settle the account, he heard the culprit laugh at her funny appearance.
Du Ruolin just wanted to say a few words to him, but looked at Song Lisheng, who was laughing, but he was stunned.
She had long known that his eyebrows and eyes were handsome, and the lines of his side face were perfect enough to kill people, but when she saw the bright light in his eyes when he smiled, she felt that she had been killed by an arrow, and her body was suddenly light, and she fell rapidly from the sky.
The trivial things of arguing and fighting with Song Lisheng have long penetrated into every detail of her peaceful life, almost all of her laughter and tears, the anger of being bullied for no reason, being moved, and being hurt......
In all the scenes of her impressions, his shadow stood there so peacefully, just looking at her calmly, and it was enough to look at her calmly.
Thinking of this, Du Ruolin propped his head and couldn't help but raise the corners of his lips.
The uncle she knew was completely different from the bad and bad Song Lisheng in other people's mouths, and while calling her stupid, he reached out to help her. Every little thing that Du Ruolin complained about with him was annoying to others, but Song Lisheng regarded it as her wish to complete it.
Du Ruolin was surprised to find that she didn't know when she had such a firm trust and dependence on Song Lisheng, no matter what she encountered, Song Lisheng would definitely appear and solve it.
She never believes in "certain", but there are always exceptions.
He is the exception.
Without Song Lisheng's evening self-study, Du Ruolin only felt bored when he was blank, so he simply escaped from the classroom and wandered aimlessly around the campus.
Before you know it, you've come here. Du Ruolin looked up and remembered that last time she was here and her uncle went out over the wall for the first time, Song Lisheng was drunk that night, she was so angry and funny, she was too tired, and later she hit a series of oolongs.
Du Ruolin looked at the low wall in front of him, his expression gradually became gentle, and a bold idea surged in his heart!
She can climb over the wall from here and go to the hospital to see how her uncle is doing!
Du Ruolin's eyes suddenly lit up, took a few steps back, and tried to remember how the uncle held her up at that time, she watched the uncle sprint a few steps on the wall and jumped up, gritted her teeth, and also learned from Song Lisheng's appearance at that time, opened a distance, and ran up violently!
"Ahhh
Du Ruolin had already rushed to the wall, his steps under his feet were all out of order, and he didn't know where to start jumping, so he could only watch himself being slapped against the wall by inertia, his mind was blank, and he only had time to let out a series of screams and stretched out his hand to block his face.
Du Ruolin hit it lightly, and looked at it with bared teeth, fortunately he didn't scratch the skin, and he had already retreated in his heart, but thinking about the uncle in the hospital, he gritted his teeth and pulled away again.
"Bang!"
“……”
After trying several times, Du Ruolin finally accepted the reality, his short man and fear of heights couldn't get out without his uncle, and he took one last look at the wall with some disappointment, and turned to leave.
The classroom was still studying in the evening, the campus was silent, only Du Ruolin's lonely figure cast a shallow dark veil on the ground, with her footsteps rising to the end of the path, the sky was vast and mysterious, hidden in the deep clouds, and time existed eternally in the endless rise and fall, looking down on her such a small speck of dust with pity.
Du Ruolin saw the corner of the top of the building, so he slowly climbed up the stairs, and suddenly a whole wide and unfolded space suddenly opened up in front of him, and Du Ruolin saw a figure standing there.
"Brother Qi Xiu!"
Du Ruolin's eyes lit up, and he ran over with some surprise.
"Why are you here?"
Qi Xiu was stunned for a moment when he saw her, and then habitually raised the corners of his lips and started a gentle smile:
"If you are a neighbor...... I have nothing to do at night, and I have something on my mind, so I climb up and take a look. ”
"Hahaha! It's all our secret base! ”
Du Ruolin stepped forward and also lay on the railing beside Qi Xiu, the wind passing by was just the right amount of cool and wet, Du Ruolin squinted his eyes comfortably, subconsciously reached out and pressed the little broken hair that was raised to his face, completely ignoring Qi Xiu's eyes that slowly became painful behind him.
It's her, you can't be wrong, it's really her!
Qi Xiu's fingers suddenly trembled violently, and the hands that could play gentle and beautiful piano music burned non-existent, burning him painfully.
His lips were almost bitten by him, and Qi Xiu was desperate to find that the pain he thought he had escaped was actually just secretly dormant in reincarnation, and he had been planning for this moment for a long time, and finally pounced on him fiercely.
He had to deal with her!
Only by killing her can he say goodbye to that darkness completely, can he completely leave behind his already tattered self, and can he truly become an adult of light.
Qi Xiu put his hand into his pocket, touching the sharp and cold edges of the knife, he couldn't know better, as long as he hit with all his strength, Du Ruolin couldn't escape this death at all, and he would usher in the final relief.
The blade was picked up by him little by little, and it had reached the edge of his pocket, Qi Xiu almost stopped breathing, and he was quickly thinking about when to start.
The smile of Du Ruolin in his mind and the look of his younger brother that he will never forget gradually coincided, and he saw Du Ruolin lying in his arm, looking at himself in disbelief, silently asking him why all this was done. The piece of starlight he loved was finally splashed with blood by his own hands, and it was extinguished little by little.
Qi Xiu's heart tightened violently, his breathless chest ached sharply, he saw a pair of invisible hands pressing him underwater, he opened his mouth and called for help in vain, but he could only let the cold water pour into his body more frantically, his hands and feet gradually became cold, and he was about to suffocate.
"Brother Qi Xiu, I seem to feel like someone."
Du Ruolin suddenly said softly, her voice was a little ethereal with tenderness and joy, Qi Xiu was stunned, and the knife slipped from between his fingers and fell to the bottom of his pocket.
"Who?"
Qi Xiu lowered his voice, trying not to let his tone change too obviously, Du Ruolin, who was immersed in his slight sweetness, naturally did not notice these details, and looked up at the entire vast and grand starry sky entrenched above their heads.
"He's ......"
Du Ruolin turned her body slightly, her clear eyes reflected the light and brilliance of the entire starry sky, and the shyness in the corners of her eyes poked her head, but she couldn't help but laugh when she remembered the appearance of that person.
Qi Xiu's heart suddenly beat wildly uncontrollably, and he almost wanted to reach out and hug this girl into his arms, carefully kissing his only clean starry sky.
"He's an uncle......"
Time stopped suddenly, and Qi Xiu clearly heard the cold mechanical sound of the clock in his pulse.
"I never thought that I would like him, this feeling is different from liking Zhu Chen."
Du Ruolin suddenly raised his hand, supporting his face on the railing, his tone was brisk, with deliberate boldness, intending to hide the little bit of shame, but there was some not very honest cuteness:
"I liked Zhu Chen before, as if I liked a beautiful thing, I was amazed by him, praised and sighed for him. But when I think of my uncle, I feel warm and soft in my chest, my heart wants to jump out and scream, and I feel lost and unaccustomed when I can't see him, but how can I like two people at the same time? ”
Speaking of this, Du Ruolin showed a somewhat confused look:
"I also asked myself whether I like Zhu Chen or the person that the necklace represents, and it's the first time I've had such a mood, and I'm so confused that I can't tell the difference."
Qi Xiu couldn't say a word, watching Du Ruolin say this, as if he had just mustered up the courage to do something ridiculous, he buried his face deeply, his fingers scratched at the railing uneasily, her sweetness and happiness pierced his body one by one, and he was even pitifully numb with feelings.
The knife had been re-tightened by him, and a wound had been crushed in his palm, and he could feel the dripping blood staining his pockets little by little, spreading a faint bloody glow under the darkness of the night.