Chapter 32: Painting (1)
Ruan Tian never thought that she would really spend her winter vacation life in the library after going to college, Fang Jun gave her a high-intensity training for the entire winter vacation, but the effect is not yet known.
"Is it okay?" Ruan Tian put the finished topic in front of him, waiting for him to change it.
In fact, there shouldn't be any problems, it's just that she has never had much self-confidence, and she is nervous every time she hands in her homework.
"Almost." He looked down the question, and there was really nothing to pay attention to, "Even if you haven't wasted so much time, there should be no problem with the exam." ”
"There are only two subjects, and there is one computerized subject, which I haven't practiced all the time."
"There's nothing you can do, you go back and watch the video yourself." He glanced at the time and realized that it was quite early for the day to end, "Take you out to play?" ”
"Where?" Ruan Tian's eyes lit up, although she herself felt that there was nothing interesting in N City, but it was better to go out and walk around than to nest in the library, "It's not a little yet, there was a whole afternoon, what place do you recommend?" ”
"Let's go."
Fang Jun calculated the progress and knew that everything would be finished in the next two days, so he made an appointment for a painting studio at home, "I'll take you to paint oil paintings." ”
Ruan Tian has no special interest in painting, of course, she herself thinks that the paintings she has painted since she was a child are a little ...... Abstract, since she was a child, drawing stick figures on TV is quite like that, and drawing something else is a bit more difficult for her, it's not that she doesn't like it, and after countless failed attempts, she lost interest in it.
She slowly packed up her things, and she didn't want to open her mouth to sweep Fang Jun's excitement, so she was silent along the way.
"Walking and looking at the road, learning to learn is stupid?" The two walked on the road, Ruan Tian was still in a daze when he walked, and he could hit the bicycle parked on the side of the road when he walked on the inside, "Did you hit it?" ”
"Nope."
Fang Jun held it with her hand when she grabbed the person, expecting her to see the road by herself is unlikely, or it is more reliable to serve a snack by herself.
"You have nothing to do in the future, but also find something to do by yourself, draw and learn musical instruments or something, the two of us are most afraid of one person being busy as a dog and one being idle as a pig, and the one who is idle always has to find something to kill time to do."
"I'm busy, okay?" Ruan Tian's hand on his waist pinched restlessly, "It seems that your headquarters has a heavy study task." ”
"No, your school's curriculum is not close at all, mainly because you have more club activities."
Ruan Tian thought that he could say two sentences without a trace, who knew that the person would understand what was going on as soon as he heard it, and he didn't mean to take care of himself at all.
Fang Jun has too many club activities, except for the debate tournament that she feels is very meaningful, there are many messy activities that she doesn't mention at all. Although she didn't mention it, she also knew that it was nothing more than the same as an independent college, and Ruan Tian always felt that he was going to use these activities to cure his crowdphobia.
"Your crowdphobia cured?"
"What do you mean?" Fang Jun took her through the streets and alleys, and on the other hand, he had to be careful not to let her crash into a randomly parked bicycle, he was a little inattentive for a while, and he didn't know what she meant after a while, "It's barely cured." ”
When they used to be in high school, they had a daily report in Chinese and English classes, and they performed alone on the podium for ten minutes alone, although the audience was full of classmates who got along day and night, but they always felt a little flustered when they stood on the stage, and felt that their hearts were floating in the air and did not settle.
Ruan Tian always thought that he was the only one like this, and later found out that Fang Jun was the same, but he was much better than himself, and only large-scale events like art festivals would be anxious.
"This is really a disease, I always thought that my own mental quality was not good." She kicked the stones on the side of the road as she walked, and she was also very dishonest when she walked, Fang Jun brought people closer to her, "I just can't do it psychologically." ”
"I know that I have poor psychological quality and I don't want to overcome it." He let out a long sigh, very helpless for this person who was content with the status quo, "Are you still nervous about making a report in a club activity?" ”
"Don't be nervous, just go up and talk about it casually, it's always those things anyway, and it won't go wrong, what's there to be nervous about."
Ruan Tian deeply understands that all tension stems from the uncertainty of the development of unknown events, as long as she is well prepared, she will not be nervous to do any speeches and reports, "If you really can't do it, you can take off your glasses, and it's okay if you can't see people." ”
"Well, that's good." He squinted his eyes and was helpless at this palliative approach, but it was better than standing still, "You can think about what I said." ”
"What? Find something to do for yourself? Cultivating hobbies and cultivating sentiments? She looked up at Fang Jun with a serious face, and felt that he was too worried, she had her own way to kill time, she could do anything to practice reading and reading, as long as she didn't let her go out, "It's late, learn this now, my mother can't beat me." ”
She has also taken two trial lessons to learn musical instruments, and the learning effect is not yet known, but she is surrounded by children, and she always feels out of place when she sits next to them, and there are always parents who ask her if she is sending her younger siblings to learn, which is very demoralizing to her.
She couldn't make up the time for big classes, even basic music theory classes, and one-on-one tutoring was too expensive, so expensive that her living expenses and scholarships couldn't afford it, and her career in learning musical instruments was ruined.
If you talk to your family, you may be able to succeed, but then it will become a study task, and it has nothing to do with cultivating hobbies.
"I don't have a long time to study, I need someone to force me to learn, no one forces me, I may not be able to go once in ten days and half a month, I'm too lazy."
She patted Fang Jun's side waist, as if to appease and provoke, "Your object has no room for improvement in terms of learning and improving himself, and his ideological consciousness is not enough, it is impossible to transform me." ”
"All I can change is my dog temper and my attitude towards you."
"You're fine now, much better than you used to be." Fang Jun stretched out his hand and pinched her cheek, shaking it from side to side, "It doesn't matter if you don't have enough consciousness, your consciousness will come up after you hand over the money, and you will learn back for the sake of the money." ”
"Find something to do for yourself, improve yourself, kill time, always keep yourself busy."
"My dear is right, my dear knows me best, wait for me to save money first, and go to school as soon as I save enough money."