Malt wants to be a beam of light for others, bringing warmth whenever and wherever it is.

Recently, Xinrou's state has been too different from before, and sometimes I can always feel that she is inexplicably depressed, but when I ask her what's wrong, she doesn't say it......

Doesn't everyone say that it would be much better to just talk about the unpleasant things in her heart to others, why is she reluctant to say it?

Xinrou didn't say it, and the malt didn't go to the end.

Recently, Malt has almost devoted herself to the sweetness of being with Senior Mangni, although there have been many times when I want to have a good talk with her, but time always does not allow, until now, she is lying in bed, not saying anything, for several days, she is always like that.

Xinrou has entered a period of decadence, during this time to find a job, repeatedly rejected, a girl's young heart is not so strong, all the emotions are accumulated in one place, and slowly it is full.

The result after the full is that I don't want to talk to someone, all the grievances are hidden in my heart, and finally... I can't hold it anymore.

She didn't dare to tell her brother about this, she didn't want her brother to think that she was a very weak person, but in fact she was not so strong, and what she saw on the outside was just being strong.

If people had chosen from birth, they might not have lived like this.

There have been a few more happy events in the dormitory recently, some people have boyfriends, and some people have bought a new bag, and they are very happy, but even if they are so happy, they can't bring up the soft emotions.

"Well, it seems that I am the only one going to the meeting tonight," Malt sighed helplessly.

But fortunately, being able to meet Senior Mangni in this boring meeting can make this all less boring.

"If you didn't meet your boyfriend, we would really feel sorry for this little pity, but I always feel like what you just said seems to be throwing dog food at us! I just had a full meal and don't want to eat any more dog food," Manli said.

Malt shrugged and smiled.

It seems that I also have a time when I sprinkle dog food in front of others, this feeling is really amazing, and sure enough, the person who sprinkles dog food and the person who is sprinkled with dog food feel completely different~

In just a few hours, I have already forgotten all the strange words that Senior Huang Cen said.

But after Huang Cen returned to the dormitory, not only did his mood not improve, but worsened, it seems that some people are really not suitable for meeting, once the mood that he calmed down before meeting will emerge again......

"Where did you go in a panic just now, you didn't answer when I shouted, and you didn't pay attention to a few boys in the dormitory next door, what's wrong?" A boy in the dormitory asked.

Huang Cen lowered his head and paced slowly in the bedroom, not knowing what he wanted, this relationship should have ended, is there any other thought in his heart now?

"I said that my brother won't be able to get along with himself because of a girl, you have never cared before, don't tell me this time, are you really serious?"

Huang Cen slowly raised his head and said in a casual tone: "When did I not care?" "I said this as if I was a scumbag, so I didn't have it.

"Okay, okay, then you said that the girl in the previous four or five days is sure you are also interested?"

"Of course, I choose feelings very seriously, don't go out and say something that you don't have, and then you ruin my reputation, and I'm not done with you!"

Huang Cen kept walking on the ground, hoping to trample all the bad moods under his feet, and he would disappear after a few more steps, but his heart was still empty.

Why are feelings so tormenting, I say that feelings are for happiness, in order to let two people have a sense of security, in order to let both people have a happy and sweet life, why do you live like this now, and in the end it's just wishful thinking, what is the picture?

"Yes, yes, even if someone knows that you have so much emotional history, no one will spread rumors to your face!"

"It's good to know, if you say it, I'm not done with you"

If there really can be a love with a shelf life, maybe some people don't want the shelf life to pass quickly, because as long as it is within the shelf life, everyone's love is fresh, and they will not be bored with each other, nor will they want to escape quickly, people will often be attracted by the freshness, and on the premise of not knowing a person, they will be attracted by the freshness first, and they will make up all kinds of his characters in their minds.

Of course, this kind of character is imagined by himself, maybe it is very different from the reality, and after finally understanding it, I found out that he was not what he imagined at all, and his so-called favorability was just the collapse of the character in his mind.

Maybe Huang Cen at this moment is under the direction of this freshness, and he may not know too much about the girl he likes, so there will be a sense of mystery, and this mystery will promote the generation of freshness, and forcibly put the character in his mind on her body, and create a perfect appearance in his mind, so he stopped contact when he had not had too much contact, and this perfect character will always exist, and he will be tortured because he can't see each other......

Huang Cen also wanted to become rational and disappear the character created in his mind, but no matter what he did, it seemed to be in vain, after all, he didn't have in-depth contact, but he just relied on his own imagination to enrich her character, maybe she was so good herself, and she exuded a kind of magic that people couldn't extricate themselves from.

"Tell me, what do you really like about her? I don't think this girl is so special at all" The roommate really can't stand it these days, he's so depressed these days, and he doesn't even go to his favorite game, if it goes on like this, it's estimated that it will be replaced by a character who doesn't want to contact people.

It is also necessary to detect and treat as soon as possible, and maybe you can be cured as soon as possible.

"Aren't you naïve? I like someone, how can I say it, even she is not good, she has many shortcomings, but I can get the point that I like her, and that's enough"

"But I wonder what is that point you can get to her?"

"If I can express it to you, do you think I'm still like this?"

Like a person, where is this really an insoluble problem, just because of an action, because of a sentence because of appearance? It's too cheesy, and some people have a very special aura on them, like a magician casting a spell, like Cupid who shot through people's hearts at once, and suddenly became fascinated by it, what is the explanation for this!

"And what are you going to do in the future?"

"I'll never meet again, and I don't know what to say when we meet, alas, I can't get back to my previous state"

"What I'm asking you is what you plan to do in the future, not what you and she plan to do in the future"

"Me? What can I plan, just do what I have to do before! ”

But can it really be the same as before? Sometimes just because of a move by others, I will remember her memory, and she seems to be around me all the time.

Sometimes you can't get rid of a person, even if you don't appear in front of her, but there are many traces in your life, you will remember what she said, you will remember her actions, you will remember her expression, how to get rid of it?

"You should think about what the future will do, not what you will do when you see her in the future"

yes, what about the future?

Malt was still carefully dressed up to participate in the senior sister's self-lecture time, and the boring hours were about to start again.

As soon as I left the dormitory door, I saw Senior Mangni, and this time he also sent a text message, and it was really a little different from before.

"Hello, Senior Mangni, you're so fast" Mai ran over with a smile on her face, ran to his side, and smiled brighter than the sun.

"Just arrived"

He really doesn't lie at all, he saw him when he was upstairs, and he was hard-mouthed, but he looked really cute.

"Senior Mangni, do you know what kind of meeting Senior Sister is going to hold today?" Malt first probe, after all, the building near the water has the first month, and you must first prepare for a boring meeting.

Mang Ni said lightly: "The teacher hasn't arranged any tasks recently, and I don't know what this meeting will say."

Good guy, this meeting doesn't even know about Senior Mangni, it seems that the senior sister is doing it alone, she really uses the club as her own lecture stage.

That is, the following students can not leave for credits, or it is estimated that everyone is unwilling to stay in this club, three days and two ends of a meeting, the meeting has no theme, is to listen to her alone how to build a good club, and every time it is not too repeated, even the mobile phone can be searched for 100 degrees, it seems that she is carefully prepared for a memorization time.

But I can't figure it out.,Why do several seniors have to follow every time the senior sister has a meeting.,Obviously everyone is in the same grade.,It's still going to be such a boring meeting with her.,Can you really stand it?

"Senior, can I ask you a question?" Malt asked.

"What's the matter?"

"Is it even your seniors who have such a boring meeting?" If it really is, it is really a tradition inherited by this society, but I don't know if it is good or not, but a discerning person can see it at a glance.

"Yes, just not so often"

I thought that Senior Mangni would educate himself about this kind of thinking, but I didn't expect him to be such a boring person, which is very interesting.

"Then you are all minister-level people, do you want to participate with you?"

"You can not participate"

"Since you can not participate, then.... Then why did Senior Mangni come with him? "Shouldn't you have this time to review well, listening to people in the same grade say something here that you don't have, it seems like it's really a waste of time.

In the next second, Senior Mang Ni suddenly approached, "Are you knowingly asking?" ”

Ask while knowing the answer? Does he mean it's over? The great god deserves to be a great god, the learning efficiency is higher than the average person, everyone has not started to review it, they have already finished the review, speaking of which, the malt really wiped a handful of bitter tears....

"Alas, Senior Mangni has finished reviewing, and I haven't started yet" Is this the biggest difference between the legendary scholar and the scumbag, oh my.

"I didn't review it," he said lightly.

"How is that possible? If you really haven't reviewed, you should go to the library now! Senior Mang Ni estimates that he doesn't need to review, and he can get a high score, and a little white like us can't be expected."

"So you're playing dumb with me?" Senior Mangni said.

Feign.... Pretending to be stupid?