Chapter 7: Confession (3)
Teenage children, where do they know what to weigh the pros and cons, and where do they know how to talk about conditions, they only know how to blindly resist and compromise, Fang Jun didn't think that transferring to another school was just a threat from his family, and he panicked immediately when he heard that he was going to leave this school, he didn't want to change schools, he didn't want to see her.
Ruan Tian felt a little funny, Fang Jun has always been logical and logical, and he will never be easily deceived, "This district is just this good high school, you have to live in other districts, and your mother is not at ease if you put you under your nose, where can I really let you change schools." ”
"I was dizzy at home, where could I think so much, and at that time, I thought in my heart, I can't make things bigger anymore, so I ...... promised them to break up immediately. Fang Jun stood up and moved his legs that were squatting a little numb, he didn't have the ability to judge whether his choice was right or wrong, his mind was full of thoughts that he couldn't affect Ruan Tian, this kind of thing was enough for one person, and he couldn't let her parents know.
"Fortunately, they kept their promise, and in the end they ended the matter." Looking back now, it doesn't matter if it's right or wrong.
"You're a good student, of course I can't affect you." coincided with the placement test, Fang Jun's grades were so good, naturally he couldn't be stimulated, as long as he was willing to break up, the school family would breathe a sigh of relief, as for other ...... In fact, as long as you can appease him, it can be regarded as the best solution at that time, "What you promised when you were dizzy and dizzy, when you woke up, you found that you couldn't open your mouth, and then you dizzily handed me a knife and asked me to cut the connection between the two of us with my own hands?" Or do you think it's fairer to be together and you to be separated from me? ”
Ruan Tian felt that he was cruel and terrible, and he asked her to do what he didn't want to do, and when her wound was about to heal, he came over and told her the so-called truth according to the wound, "You want me to thank you?" Pity you? Forgive you? Still is? ”
"I just want you to know that I'm not what you say, and I didn't want to leave you as soon as something happened."
Ruan Tian is an extremely insecure person, afraid of being abandoned and hates being left behind, the reason why she was able to maintain a seemingly normal classmate friendship with Fang Jun after the breakup was mostly because she actually heard that after she broke up and turned to leave, Fang Jun asked in a low voice, can you wait for me to graduate. This made her feel that she might not have been left behind, which also allowed her to find a reason to comfort herself, you were not completely discarded, and there was nothing bad, at least not so bad in Fang Jun's eyes.
The fragmented memories that she deliberately shattered and hid rushed to her heart, screaming and rushing towards her, frantically complaining to her about Fang Jun's grievances and helplessness, accusing her of being wrong and unreasonable. For a moment, she felt that the alcohol in her body suddenly controlled her thinking, and her tear glands couldn't help but secrete tears, and she curled up by the flower bed with her head in her arms, as if she would make herself feel better by putting all the fault on him, "It's obviously all your fault, why suddenly it seems like I'm making trouble unreasonably." ”
She squatted in the corner, Fang Jun wanted to pull her up, but she couldn't pull her, so she had to stand on the tuyere to block the wind for her, and when she was tired of crying, she rubbed her head and asked her, "I want to hug you." ”
Ruan Tian, who had completely vented, was not very sober in her head, she could only do things according to instructions, she threw herself into Fang Jun's arms and hugged his waist, only then did she realize what she was doing, sighed secretly in her heart, and whispered in his ear as if remedy, "The last time." ”
Fang Jun always had a strange fragrance on his body, like adding some special fragrance softener to the laundry detergent, and she used to like to pull his arm and bury it in the crook of his arm to smell it. In the summer, the temperature rose and the smell of baking clothes went straight to her nose, and she was suddenly a little reluctant to let go.
"No, I'll chase you back." Fang Jun patted the person in his arms who was still sobbing and choking, "My eyes are red and I will probably kill Luo Luo when I come back inside, so don't fight with them for the second time, I'll send you home." ”
Ruan Tian hummed a syllable from his nose in agreement, but he didn't refute his first sentence.