I sat on a grassy slope and looked up at the sky. Such a beautiful scenery is really rare, on a clear night, the crescent moon hangs in the sky, and the stars shine like the lights of the city to illuminate this lonely night.

I looked at the camp lit by torches in the distance, and then looked at the milky white dark satin flag dress lined with starlight and moonlight on my body, touched my little two heads, and couldn't help but sigh in a low voice: "Is it true?" Am I dreaming? When I wake up from a dream, will I be able to go back to my happiest time? ”

"What are you muttering to yourself when you come here alone?"

The sudden sound frightened me to jump up, and as soon as I saw the person, I hurriedly asked for peace: "Yubing to Sibeile to say goodbye." He didn't say anything, and I didn't dare to look up, although I had gotten along these days, but I was always restrained in front of him.

The fourth master sat down on the grassy slope and said, "You can sit." ”

As I sat down beside him, he asked, "What were you muttering about?" ”

"Ah, nothing. Just thinking if all this is a dream now. Then when I wake up from a dream, will I be happier? Is it that the parents are still around, is it still free? If you wake up from a dream, wouldn't it be better......"

"What do you want to do so much? It's almost time to return to Beijing, and you should put your mind to the right place. After entering the palace, it is not as good as before, and you should also change your temperament. His tone was as indifferent as the frozen waters of a river.

I, on the other hand, just nodded. Heart: How can you not think about it? In just half a month, my life has been completely turned upside down......

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On June 24, 2011, after the month of filial piety, my heart was still gloomy, and after sitting quietly at home all day, I packed a few clothes, picked up my bag and set out on a journey to find my way. My first stop was Dazhao Temple in Hohhot, Inner Mongolia, where I knelt on the ground and begged: Buddha, please bless my parents to rest in peace, enter reincarnation early, and have a safe future life. The Buddha's kind appearance made me feel that he had answered my plea.

I got up, walked around the temple, walked to a side courtyard, sat down on the steps, and heard someone behind me, "Amitabha." ”

I quickly stood up and turned around to see a kind old Zen master with a smile. I hurriedly saluted and said, "Yu Bing has walked here, has it disturbed the Zen master?" ”

"Don't bother, don't bother. The girl is here at this time, but she is a Buddha with a poor monk. ”

I saluted back, but I heard the old Zen master say again: "Girl, do you know about Huizong Temple in Duolun County?" ”

"Yes."

"Go there, the 21st of July is the opening ceremony. Girl, go there and find the answers you want. ”

I was stunned for a moment, and then thanked him: "Thank you, Master, for pointing me in the direction." ”

In this way, after three years, I once again set foot on the paradise grassland of Duolun, three years ago, we came together as a family of three. Now things are not people, and I am already inseparable......

At this time, it is the most beautiful season of the grassland, and Duolun is a place with abundant water and grass. The sky is blue as if it has been washed, and the grassland blooms with large yellow, pink, purple and other small flowers, and the breeze blows, and the grassland below the knee becomes a rippling green sea. A pair of golden eagles flew by in the sky, and the song of larks was in my ears. I looked at such a grassland, bathed in such dazzling sunlight, and my heart seemed to suddenly see light again.

On July 21, I changed into a Mongolian robe that I carried in my bag and went to Huizong Temple early. There were many believers outside the temple, and in the crowd, I was squeezed and bumped into a person, and when I looked up, it was a handsome man.

"I'm sorry." We said in unison. Then they each smiled and left.

It's the first time I've seen an opening ceremony with my own eyes. So solemn and sacred. The presiding officer of the consecration ceremony was the presiding master of the Lama Temple in Beijing. When the consecration ceremony was opened, a vision suddenly appeared in the sky, and I knelt down with all the believers and looked up at the divine light that enveloped the entire Huizong Temple.

While the believers were kneeling and prostrating, I was still looking up at this divine light, but suddenly I found myself wrapped in this light and carried into the air, I anxiously looked down at the monastery, only to see the Tubhutanese master looking at me with a hint of comfort.

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In the forty-sixth year of Kangxi, Emperor Kangxi patrolled the Saiwai, and this time he followed the eldest son of the emperor, Wang Yinchu, the crown prince Yinren, the third son of the emperor Cheng Beile Yinzhi, the fourth son of the emperor Yongbei Yinzhen, the fifth son of the emperor Hengbei Yinqi, the thirteenth elder brother Yinxiang, and the fifteenth and sixteenth two little brothers.

On this day, Emperor Kangxi and the Mongolian princes ate more wine and couldn't sleep at night, so Liang Jiugong summoned the fourth elder brother Yinzhen and the thirteenth elder brother Yinxiang to accompany them, and walked around to disperse the wine.

Walking to a lake, but saw someone lying on the ground, Liang Jiugong was about to call that person to leave, Kangxi waved his hand, and said to Yinzhen and Yinxiang: "You go and see, who is it." ”

Sibeile Yinzhen walked over and looked down, but there was a beautiful little girl lying in the moonlight, looking thirteen or fourteen years old, wearing a somewhat wide pink satin Mongolian robe slightly against the bright moonlight. The white goose egg face, the pale pink lips, the small nose against the meaty nose, a pair of heroic eyebrows frowned, and the corners of the closed eyes seemed to be about to fall tears at any time. Yinzhen has always been silent, and at this time he just maintained that cold face, but his heart was strange, not to mention that he had seen too many beautiful women in the palace since he was a child, and he had never cared much about the appearance of women, how could he care about the delicate appearance of a child he didn't know.

Yinxiang squatted down on the side and shouted, "Girl? But the girl should not be him. He patted her, seeing that she didn't react, Yinxiang looked up at Yinzhen, Yinzhen frowned, walked back to Kangxiye's side, kowtowed and replied: "Hui Huang Ama, she is a little girl who looks thirteen or fourteen years old." Passed out. ”

Kangxi walked over, looked down, was it a thirteen or fourteen-year-old girl, and suddenly a thought flashed through his mind, he said to Yinzhen: "Take her back, send her to my tent, and then find the imperial doctor." Remember, this matter is not to be kept quiet. ”

Yin Zhen frowned slightly, and responded in a low voice: "Yes, Huang Ama." ”

I just felt a headache, a pain in my hands, a pain in my feet, a pain all over my body, I don't understand how I feel so tired. I can't open my eyes even if I want to. Finally, after an unknown number of struggles, falling asleep, trying to fall asleep again, I finally woke up.

I found myself lying somewhere I didn't know, and I sat up and looked around, this is a yurt, what a big yurt. But how could I be in a yurt?