Although Lin Sier has worked and lived in the United States for more than ten years, she has never thought of applying for citizenship of this country and becoming an official citizen of the United States.

This is not because she hates rice country and Sanliang City, but because she was forced to leave the capital of Huaguo back then, and she is thousands of miles away from her lover Hua Nianping in a foreign country, which makes her mental journey full of remorse and pain.

She knew that since she set foot on the land of the rice country, no matter how much she endured all kinds of humiliation, she was destined to never be able to regain the only and short time of love and happiness in the two years of youth after the age of nineteen.

Hua Nianping, although his body is flawed, but his face is handsome, handsome, and a man with self-strength in his weak character, he once let Lin Si'er enjoy the indescribable happiness and beauty of being born as a woman and having fun with youth.

She often vividly recalls those silent and ecstatic nights in winter more than a decade ago.

It was the winter vacation of her sophomore year of college, and Lin Si'er's parents were away from home for a month. She received Hua Nianping to her home, and the two of them stayed in front of the pot of orchids called Mandarin Duck Double Butterfly late at night, Hua Nianping's eyes were magical, his whole body was warm, and he begged Lin Si'er with a shy face to have fun. Lin Si'er's cheeks were flushed, and she was drunk, so she catered and obeyed him.

Since the extreme fusion of the innocent emotions of the two, it has become their common desire to stick to their feelings.

Lin Si'er still remembers that she and Hua Nianping once met in Tsinghua University's Jinchun Garden, which is the original scene described in Zhu Ziqing's "Moonlight on the Lotus Pond".

The two of them embraced each other in the hazy stars and moons and the shadows of the trees, and Hua Nianping was poetic for a while, and sang a poppy beauty "Wandering Yuan":

"The mandarin duck and the double butterfly compete to spit fragrant, and the flowers are fragrant. Heaven and earth are full of affection, how can it be difficult to stop the opportunity to wipe the sadness. The fairy mountain is easy to be old and the bright moon is here, and there is no hesitation in the unknown. And life is endless, even if there is no money, it is also long here. ”

Hua Nian Pingshan poem.

Lin Si'er knew his love for him, Fan Hua Nianping's words and deeds, so he deeply understood the meaning of his song "Wandering Yuan", and smiled and used the words "ambitious" to describe his poetry.

Hua Nianping was extremely moved when he saw that Lin Si'er and his mind were all in the same place.

In this way, Lin Si'er has no regrets, with self-confidence and sincerity, she devoted all her body and mind to her love with Hua Nianping, and adopted various means to deal with her parents very skillfully, so that they could hide from many people and secretly maintain a two-year abnormal relationship.

This protracted underground love was suddenly exposed until Lin Si'er accidentally became pregnant, causing an uproar at home.

Her parents hung their heads and forced her to go to the hospital for an abortion.

Just after Lin Si'er was forced to have an abortion, when she went to her uncle's house to recuperate, something extraneous happened.

A lady in the same hospital as her uncle took a fancy to Lin Si'er, and since then Lu Zhichao's endless entanglement with her has begun.

Lin Si'er's parents were even more reluctant to chase after Lu Zhichao, and they wholeheartedly urged the family affairs with the general's family.

Lu Zhichao has a lofty temperament, and he has a natural sense of superiority over himself since he was a child, so it is expected that Lin Si'er will definitely like him.

Becoming the wife of a diplomat is obviously full of temptation for many young women.

But Lin Si'er did not immediately throw herself into his arms as Lu Zhichao expected, but maintained a kind of reserve.

In the summer of the year when she was about to graduate from college, Lin Sier was persuaded and forced by her mother one night, and had no choice but to accompany Lu Zhichao to the Capital Concert Hall to watch a performance.

Originally, she was just hiding from Hua Nianping to deal with it, how could she think that it was not a coincidence, that day it happened that Hua Nianping returned to the capital from an internship in Shenzhen Science and Technology Park, and she also went to a concert by chance.

When Hua Nianping stood behind her and shouted "Lin Si'er", she expected the terrible consequences at that time, and she could no longer control and save the situation.

Sure enough, when Hua Nianping mustered up the courage to accompany her to Lu Zhichao's car and came to her father's house at the School of Economics of Beijing University, Hua Nianping originally wanted to fight according to the situation, but before he could confess his sincerity, he was beaten out by the angry Lin Si'er's mother.

Crowned as the vice president of Beijing University and a well-known scholar in China, Lin Si'er's father and mother can't tolerate marrying their daughter to a provincial like Hua Nianping, let alone being a lame person.

In order to force Lin Si'er to completely forget Hua Nianping, her uncle, who served in the General Staff Headquarters, together with her mother, took Lin Si'er to the airport the next night, and Lu Zhichao forcibly took her to the United States and handed her over to her aunt in San Francisco.

In order to prevent Lin Si'er from escaping back to China, her aunt has been carefully hiding her passport for several years, and only giving her a small amount of pocket money every month.

Lin Sier contacted Hua Nianping in China for several years in a row, without any news, only because of her voluntary resignation from the consulate, Lu Zhichao started a business alone in Sanqi City, and in order to protect her mother's physical injury, finally moved his true feelings, the two came together.

It was only later that she realized that she was lured by Lu Zhichao, Pan Xiuzhu, and her family.

But it was too late.

The unspeakable pain in Lin Si'er's heart is that she insisted on her love for Hua Nianping, and her original intention was to save the country by curvy and skillful rotation of her family and Lu Zhichao.

However, providence made people, and everything was not as she wanted.

When she became Lu Zhichao's wife, it meant that Lin Si'er had completely betrayed Hua Nianping physically. Although, she has not given up missing Hua Nianping for a day; Although, she worked hard to accept the reality of her marriage with Lu Zhichao.

However, Lin Sier and Lu Zhichao's married life is destined not to be happy.

Lu Zhichao almost scolded himself hysterically after every drunkenness, saying that he was a complete pitiful worm, no matter how good he was to Lin Si'er, he was not as good as the lame Hua Nianping.

He angrily reprimanded Lin Si'er for her indifference, cursing her like a corpse, not to mention feeling her affection, and not even seeing her feel anything. He pitied himself in Lin Si'er's heart, and he couldn't even count as Hua Nianping's stand-in.

It is precisely because of this that a few years ago, when Lin Sier found out that Lu Zhichao was in a relationship with the Southeast Asian movie star Fan Lizhi, he would behave as resolutely as a pool of clear water and calmly leave Beverly No. 5.

For more than a year in Huaguo, Lin Si'er stayed at her father's house, always looking forward to Hua Nianping's return to Xinjiang. However, Hua Nianping did not stay in the capital for a few days, and was sent to Huaishi by the headquarters of his company.

She took the opportunity to meet Hua Nianping a few times, and every time the two met, it would make her feel turbulent, full of lingering feelings for the two when they fell in love with each other.

In Lin Si'er's heart, how eager to relive the dream of Mandarin Mandarin with Hua Nianping.

However, Hua Nianping was so reserved and hesitant that he never opened his arms to Lin Si'er again. It seems like a step away, but in fact it is thousands of miles away.

Because of Hua Nianping's ruthlessness and ruthlessness, Lin Si'er didn't know how many tears she secretly shed.