Just as the girl walked out of the door and was about to walk to the door, but not yet able to walk a few steps.

She saw a conspicuous red on the dining table near her right, which attracted the girl's attention.

The girl came closer, just a chair away, but it was enough to look at everything on the table, enough to be able to scan it clearly.

In the middle of the dining table is a white plate with a light blue pattern, and from left to right, on the far left are two buns, these two buns are close to each other, and the edge of one of the buns also oozes green oil, which makes the bun skin look thinner. Then, in the middle is a fritter that has been folded in two, the fritter at this moment may have been cold for a long time, it looks hard, but the oil stains surrounding it can still be clearly seen. Finally, on the far right, there are also two hard-boiled eggs that have been peeled next to each other, and the top of the two smooth hard-boiled eggs is still a little reflective.

Just in front of this plate was a bowl with several green pigs from Angry Birds, and next to the bowl was a pair of mahogany chopsticks, and in the bowl, too, there was a half-bowl of red bean porridge that looked like a dark red.

This bowl of porridge looks like it has been sitting for a long time, and its surface is covered with a thin, diaphragm-like, translucent porridge oil.

Similarly, on the right side of the bowl, there is a clear glass that is a little more tall than a hand, smaller than a palm, and in the cup is filled with pure milk.

Just below the bottom of this cup, across the middle of the table.

There was a square white note, and a rectangular red strip that had grabbed the girl's attention in the first place.

The girl first carefully removed the heavy cup, and then picked up the note with her empty right hand and looked at it carefully.

"Nan, my mother bought you some breakfast, you remember to eat it. The porridge was made by my mother herself, and there was still some left in the pot, which was not enough for you to add more. And the 100 yuan, you go and buy some lunch at noon, don't go hungry. ”

The words on the note are not pretty, but they are extremely neat, not scribbled at all, and it can be seen that they are written stroke by stroke.

The girl's heart was sour and swollen when she looked at the note.

On the one hand, she was deeply moved and grateful by her mother's seemingly inadvertent smallness, but full of meticulous care and care.

But on the other hand, it is precisely because of this reason that the girl feels a deep sense of shame and guilt from the bottom of her heart.

"Ding-dong." The mobile phone in his left hand rang suddenly.

The girl hurriedly raised her hand and looked at it, and it turned out to be just a spam text message.

It was then that the girl remembered what she had planned, what she was going to do, and what she had decided to do under impulse, and resolutely decided to carry it out.

The phone in the left hand, the note in the right hand, both of which were held tightly in the girl's hand, in the air, the holder was at the same level of height.

The girl looked at both sides at the same time, and suddenly entered a dilemma, falling into an extremely tangled and complicated situation.

From the bottom of her heart, the girl can't refuse all the big things or small things that her mother has done for herself, even though it is only a trivial thing, but as long as her mother does it for herself, the girl has no way to live up to her.

But the girl also has no way to accept the fact that she will become "fat" again, she is extremely scared, extremely frightened, and she can't even think that she will one day become the original "fat girl" who is disliked and disgusted by everyone.

It was something that the girl could not face anyway, and for her, it was simply worse than death.

If there really comes a day when a girl has to choose between death and "getting fat", she will not hesitate to choose the former.

This is how girls are now, tormenting themselves pathologically.

The girl was so stunned and entangled in her own kung fu, that even she couldn't tell whether she did it on purpose, or if it was really just an unintentional mistake.

Anyway, the note slipped out of the girl's hand in an instant.

After the girl reacted, she immediately reached out, trying to grab the note, but she still couldn't get her wish, the note still just wiped the tip of the girl's middle finger, and then spun around again, and finally landed on the table, where it was in its original position.

The girl looked down at the note, there was a sense of heaviness and loss, but at the same time, she had a sense of luck and relief.

In the end, the girl chose not to care so much and left everything behind.

She quickly left the table, walked to the door, took the key to the shoe cabinet, and went out without looking back.

The girl finally walked out of the house, stood in front of the elevator door, and happened to have no one to do, so she walked straight in.

In this process, the girl's mind was still a little confused, and she knew that under these smooth movements, it was just to make herself more determined in the decision she had made, and not to leave herself room for regret.

The girl's hands were clutching her phone and keys.

The two ends of the rectangular sides of the aluminum alloy of the mobile phone are a little painful in the girl's left hand, and the irregular shape of the key once the pain caused by the palm of the hand is always increasing.

And the girl just desperately hopes that she can give herself some strength to stick to and carry out her decisions in this way.

Just as we reached the third floor, the elevator stopped, and it looked like someone was coming up.

Indeed, the door opened, and there were two little twin girls who looked like they were only in junior high school, and they were talking and laughing.

But the strange thing is that when they saw the girl, they were suddenly stunned, and their faces were frightened, and both of them stood motionless.

The girl felt strange and asked, "Aren't you coming up?" ”

The two little girls heard the girl's voice, and instead of restraining their frightened expressions, they both shook their heads violently, and one of the girls simply turned and ran, while the other followed her, and she cried as she ran, "Sister, you wait for me." ”

Soon, the elevator doors closed again, and the girl was a little baffled by the strange behavior of the twins, and a little creepy, and she actually got goosebumps.

The girl unconsciously crossed her arms and imprisoned them in front of her chest, and she involuntarily slowly turned her head to look back, but there was nothing.

When the girl turned around, she was already on the first floor, and the girl hurriedly stepped out of the elevator.

As soon as the girl came out of the building where she lived, the strong sunlight outside stabbed the girl's eyes coldly, she raised her hand to block it, and after getting used to it, she walked towards the shop at the entrance of the community.

In less than ten minutes away from the shop, the girl ran into more than a dozen strangers of all kinds one after another.

They walked towards the girl, and the way they looked at the girl showed that the two little girls they had just met in the elevator room had the same eyes, and they were both stunned.

Girls are not used to it, and they don't like to be stared at, and these will only make girls feel particularly uncomfortable and uncomfortable.

So, the girl was fed up with the strange, not well-intentioned eyes of these people. She became even more sensitive, and began to feel that everyone was hostile to her, and felt contempt and disdain for herself, and the girl couldn't help but accumulate full of anger and grievances.

But what the girl couldn't do, she could only lower her head, cover half of her face with her left hand, and shrink her shoulders, looking like she had done something wrong, for fear of being discovered.

She didn't dare to run, for fear that it would backfire and make it even more eye-catching.

The girl only felt that every step she took now was extremely slow, like a snail crawling.

Fortunately, the girl finally came to the door of the grocery store.