Huo Sijin didn't dare to think about it, and the fear hit his heart again.

She hadn't felt that fear in years.

When she was young, she was an ignorant child, and she didn't know what was wrong with wearing men's clothes and combing boys' buns all day long when she was a girl. Until she was five or six years old, she had an argument with Huo Zhirou one day, Huo Zhirou was used to being domineering, and she was about to pull her hair, and in a panic, her pants almost fell off, and Mama Xi happened to pass by, dragged her away, and quickly took her into the room.

Then, Yang and Mama Xi told her that she must not be dragged by anyone, let alone see the contents of the pants.

Huo Sijin remembered clearly that at that time, Yang wiped his tears while talking to her, and when he finished holding her in his arms, he said distressedly: "My hard-working child, it was my mother who harmed you." ”

At that time, Yang's face was pale, as if it was a thin window paper, which would shatter as long as the wind outside was a little stronger. Although Huo Sijin was young at that time and was not very sensible, she could see that her mother's pale face, trembling hands, and crying voice were all due to fear.

Since then, Huo Sijin has firmly remembered that she is a girl, and she is an impostor for her brother Huo Changjin, which is a secret and cannot be discovered. Secrets follow her with her, and she must be vigilant at all times to avoid being discovered.

It was also at that time that she felt unprecedented fear, she was afraid that her daughter's identity would be discovered, so she became more and more low-key on weekdays, not making friends, and not being in the limelight. Not only that, but she also came up with many ways to hide her physical changes, she never looked up in front of people, so once she looked up, it became obvious whether she had an Adam's apple or not. As she grew older, her body gradually took on the characteristics of a girl's house, and when it was cold, she covered it with thick clothes, and when it was hot, she restrained it to make sure that she looked like an ordinary man......

Later, after a long time, no one discovered her secret, and she gradually got used to it, and the fear disappeared.

To this day, at this very moment, that fear strikes again......

"Thank you, Your Highness, Changjin will be more careful." Huo Sijin gathered his mind and bowed to Chu Zheng to thank him, but he didn't mention anything about it.

No matter how good Chu Zheng is to her, she will never take risks in this matter. She disguised herself as a man to defy the condemnation of the world and commit the crime of defrauding the king, which not only made it difficult for her to protect herself, but also harmed her family.

Chu Zheng saw Huo Sijin's concerns, but she didn't say anything, she didn't believe him, even if she broke it, it was useless.

"Be careful yourself, and if you encounter difficulties, just come to this palace." Chu Zheng raised his hand, and then lightly landed on her shoulder, "What you can't solve, this palace can help you." ”

What he wants is for her to trust him willingly, to need him.

However, Huo Sijin always had concerns in his heart and couldn't understand his hard work.

……

After Chu Zheng left, Huo Sijin immediately went out and went straight to Puyin Temple to find the Yang family.

"Mother!" Huo Sijin was in a hurry, and when he arrived at Puyin Temple, it was already evening, and it was almost dark.

She had come a few times before, but she had never come at this time, Yang was very surprised when she saw her child, "Jin'er, why are you here at this time?" ”

Immediately, she looked at the sky outside, the sunset had dissipated, the twilight was gradually falling, and in less than half an hour, the sky would be completely dark, Huo Sijin came at this time, and could only stay here.

Huo Sijin looked around, and then said, "I'm a little hungry, Streamer, you go and serve some food." ”

Xi Mama instantly understood that the prince was clearly pulling people apart, so as soon as the streamer left, she immediately looked outside and made sure that the person was really gone, so she closed the door and walked in instead.

"Shizi, is something wrong?" Mama Xi asked in a low voice.

When Yang Shi heard this, his face suddenly changed, and his heart became nervous, "Jin'er, what's wrong?" ”

Huo Sijin took Yang's hand and said, "Mother, don't worry, listen to me, stay calm, don't be nervous." ”

Yang's temperament is weak, and as soon as he heard that something had happened, he couldn't help but get nervous in his heart, and his hands trembled. In these days in the temple, she chanted the Buddha every day, and the Dharma taught her that everything has a way, such as a dream bubble, such as dew and electricity, should be viewed as such, she gradually realized one or two of them, and tried her best to calm her heart, but she was much calmer than before. She took a deep breath to stabilize her nervous thoughts, then nodded and said to Huo Sijin: "Jin'er, you can say it." ”

Seeing that Yang's expression was much calmer, Huo Sijin opened his mouth to talk about the matter.

"Mother, the prince won't lie to me, someone has already targeted Huo Sijin, there is a first time and a second time, just in case, we can't sit still." Huo Sijin said.

Yang Shi shook Huo Sijin back with one hand, and clenched tightly with the other, it is possible to not panic at all for such a big matter. However, she tried to calm herself down, the matter was already out, it was useless to just panic, and she had to find a way to solve it.

"Jin'er, what can you do, your mother will listen to you."

Huo Sijin replied: "If someone finds out, then there is really no way at all, for the sake of now, the only way is to get out as soon as possible." ”

Women disguise themselves as men and women as men, this matter itself is irrefutable, once they are caught, they can only be arrested. The best way is to escape. In other words, her escape plan must be advanced.

Once Huo Changjin is dead, it is best to have no bones left, then when there is no proof of death, it will be truly safe.

And before she died, the Yang family had to leave the Jingbei Hou Mansion.

"Mother, I came this time to pick you up, and after you go back, it will be convenient for Jingbei Hou and Li. Only you are safe, and I can arrange it on my side. ”

Whatever she arranges here, it is naturally a reasonable and unsuspicious way to die.

Yang didn't hesitate, and nodded directly, "The root of the bane has been planted a long time ago, if you don't pull it out from the root, there will be troubles in the future." It's just Jin'er, will Hou Ye's side agree? ”

Although she has a weaker temperament and has no scheming, she is not a completely stupid person, "The Jingbei Hou Mansion is a high-ranking nobleman who wants to be faced, if he leaves, he will lose face in the end, and the Hou Ye is only afraid that there are some concerns." ”

The nobles of the Gaomen value reputation the most, and the Yang family knows that it is not an easy task to reconcile. She agreed, but Jingbei Hou might not agree.

"Mother, rest assured, I have made preparations in advance." Huo Sijin explained, "My father has recruited a new Aunt Huan, and she will help on the side, so it shouldn't be a big problem." ”

She told Aunt Huan how many benefits there were after the peace, and Aunt Huan would inevitably work hard in front of Jingbei Hou for the sake of interests, and from time to time, she openly and secretly said how much Heli would benefit him, and under the subtle influence, Jingbei Hou would definitely have a wavering mind.

also wanted the Zhou family to be there, Huo Sijin also found a way to make people inadvertently mention it, the Zhou family couldn't wait for the Yang family to leave Jingbei Hou, and he must be happy to help secretly when the time comes.

"Aunt Huan?" Yang was slightly surprised, she had lived in Puyin Temple for a long time, but she didn't know that there was such a thing.

Huo Sijin explained: "It was some time ago, but I didn't tell my mother. ”

"Mother, ...... you" Huo Sijin hesitated a little, looked at Yang, and asked slowly, "You shouldn't have any nostalgia for Hou Ye, right?" ”

If you don't have nostalgia, you won't mind, no matter how many concubines Jingbei Hou Na has, it has nothing to do with her.

To be honest, what Huo Sijin is most worried about is that the Yang family still has feelings for such a negative person as Jingbei Hou, if this is the case, then the Yang family is destined to be wronged. Even if there is discord, the Yang family's life will only continue to be left out in the cold. She can find a way to make the Zhou family fall out of favor, but she can't let the Yang family be favored, just because Jingbei Hou has no feelings for the Yang family, so she can't come.

However, Yang shook his head and said with a calm face: "It's been more than ten years, and I have also accepted my fate." ”