Chapter 42: If you want to give up, you'll bite me
I just lay quietly for a while. The fourth master got up and brought water to help me scrub. I was awkward and refused to let him do it: "You go out. I'll do it myself."
The fourth master pinched my nose: "Be honest. The king prefers to do it himself."
"Oops. You go out. Shame on you." It's really embarrassing. I'm scrubbing it myself enough to blush. He's going to get his hands dirty. Isn't this a bad-hearted 'door'?
The fourth master looked into my eyes. The gentle tone seems to be 'seducing': "Obedient. I'll wipe it for you. Good job."
I fell into his gentle trap. He nodded blankly. The fourth master scrubbed my body with a warm cloth towel. Neck.' Chest' mouth. Waist. All the way to where I'm most shy.
"Good. Separate the legs." His palms are gentle but domineering. I buried my face in the pillow. I heard him say with some annoyance: "It's very swollen. Why don't you cry out in pain." The warmth of the cloth soothes the pain in my body. I was too ashamed to look up: "There is no ...... that hurts very much"
The fourth master carefully helped me put on my underwear. Pecking my 'lips': "Wait. I'm going to fetch water to wipe your face."
The fourth master walked out of the bedroom with a basin of water. I looked at his back. Can't stop smiling. Sit up.' Rub ''Rub' sore waist. I suddenly regretted the urge a little bit. I just 'gave myself' to him. I don't think about going back to the palace for a while. What can I do if I am seen by Kangxi.
Thinking so. I looked down and saw the red on the sheets. My face turned red.
The fourth master walked in. And they saw me blushing and bowing my head. He hurriedly walked over: "What's wrong?"
I looked up at him. He followed my gaze and looked at the sheets. Despite my shame, I want to find a crack in the ground and get in. He smiled and kissed my forehead: "My 'jade' is shy...... Hehe...... This 'bed' sheet. I'm really going to have to keep it safe."
I clapped his hand hatefully: "You're bullying me. What to save. Don't take it and burn it quickly. You'll also want to save. Are you going to shame me?"
The fourth master said funny: "What are you ashamed of. You're already mine. You're so shy."
I grabbed his hand and bit it. Some of them said angrily, "Am I yours?" From now on, you will have the same thick skin as you?"
The fourth master was really anxious when he saw me. And don't tease me anymore. Instead, he wrung a cloth towel and wiped my hands. Wiped his face again. Then I took pearl paste and evened my face. Everything is 'done'. He sat down. He took me in his arms and said, "I didn't mean to bully you. This 'bed' sheet. I'm sure to keep it. This is evidence that you have 'surrendered' yourself to me in its entirety. Although the emperor said that you are not allowed to marry. But if there is a slight possibility. You can marry me someday in the future. This stuff is still useful. This is proof of your innocence. For me. And it doesn't stop there. You 'give' yourself to me in its entirety. Just to make sure I'm sure you're really coming back to me.' Jade' ice. You love me so much. Of course I'm going to keep this. Remind yourself not to change your mind."
I knew what he was keeping this thing for. Some feelings. I can't put it into words. But I'm shy. Still awkwardly said: "Isn't there a reminder of this. Are you about to change your mind? Wouldn't I have given myself to you in its entirety? Don't you love me anymore?"
"Look at you. He also questioned me by picking on the 'holes' in my words."
I pouted, "What. I'm annoyed. If there is no hole in your words, where will I pick them?"
The fourth master carried me to his 'lap'. Hugged me: "You stinky girl with no conscience."
Biting my nose gently. And he said, "All right. I'll be honest. I'm keeping this. It's selfish. You are complete. Of course I'm happy in my heart. Let me keep it. As for whether you are perfect or not. It's important to me. I love you. I hope you belong only to me. All of it. It's all mine. Sometimes I want to lock you up. It's just me."
I bared my teeth and said, "Domineering ghost."
"Don't make a fuss. Be nice." He pretended to be serious and lectured me. And again, "I may never have thought of it. I would love someone. Love even if she's not perfect. And it still won't diminish the slightest bit of love."
I rolled my eyes: "What did you say. I don't understand."
"You're special, aren't you?"
I nodded. Put on a good baby's expression: "Hmm. I'm the one who specializes in the 'door'. If you're willing, you'll bite me."
The fourth master bit my lip and said, "Reluctantly. I'm kind of planted in your hands. Na. I'll just say this once. Listen up."
He looked me in the eye. Say solemnly: "I love you. It doesn't matter if you're perfect or not. I love you all the same. It will not reduce the slightest bit of love. As long as it's you. That's enough."
I had a bright smile that I hadn't had in a long time. Wrap your arms around his neck. Coquettish at his neck: "I just deliberately wanted you to say it. I know what you think. But I just want to hear from you. I'm just going to be 'sexual.'"
"Let it be 'sex'. Let 'sex' it. I like you to be a child-like coquettish and 'sexual.'" He sighed: "You're so tired. From the time of his return in the forty-sixth year. You're too tired. Obviously still a child. Live so tremblingly and carefully every day. I've been thinking about it for a long time. You should be a spoiled child in the arms of Ama and Eniang. Why be in this quagmire. It's been so hard to live."
"Fourth brother. Don't feel so sorry for me. I don't care. You see. Didn't I come back. They want to kill me. I didn't die. They want to hurt me. I watched them fall to the bottom one by one. I'm not afraid of hard work. I will never be a burden to you. I will work hard and be strong by your side. Wait until you're successful. I'll stand behind you and watch you all the time."
"Wait until I succeed. I want you to stand by my side.' Jade' ice. It's cold in the heights. Even if I'm selfish. Anyway. Please be sure to stay with me all the time." There was a hint of imperceptible fragility in the fourth master's tone. This is the emotion that he will only show in front of me.
I nodded. In this life. I will never leave him. How could I be willing to let him face such a lonely life by himself.
The fourth master kissed my face. Took my shirt and put it on for me. He looked down and carefully buttoned my buttons. I couldn't help but secretly 'kiss' him. Such a focused side face. Such loving eyes. His love for me. Fills my heart.
"Let's go. It's time for you to go back to the palace. It's too late. The palace door is going to be locked."
"Hmm. Go back to your house. Too late. Let people know. I'm afraid that the 'jade' in your house will be unhappy." The 'milk' name of 'jade' Yao is also 'jade'. I know that.
The fourth master frowned coldly: "'Jade' ice. You remember. Only you are my 'jade'. The name. I'm not going to call anyone again."
I tiptoed and kissed his thin 'lips': "Call me alone. Love me alone. Said yes. You can't go back."
"I won't regret it. When the time comes. You can't think I'm old."
Such warmth between us. It's like a flash in the pan. At that time, it was not clear whether the fourth master knew about me. But I guessed it in my heart. Next time I want to be together so warmly. It can be said that it is far away.