"Yo, Hao Shuai, I haven't seen you for so long, and I've lost weight, stay here alone and eat more, you said that you are thin like this, how can this work?" My aunt said to me with a big grin.

I sneered and nodded: "Auntie, don't worry, I, I know how many catties and taels I have, unlike some people, I don't have the strength in the first place, and I have to do some things." ”

As soon as I said this, the atmosphere became awkward in an instant, and my mother and my father were directly stunned, they didn't expect me to say this.

"Hey, what do you stinky boy say?" Lao Hao was even more direct, and slapped me on the head and almost didn't make me stunned.

"Why are you hitting me?" I shouted at the top of my voice.

My mother also spoke on the side: "Why did you say you were beating, your aunt cared about you and asked you to eat more, what are you a few pounds and a few taels, you don't know that you are like a monkey now?" ”

"Oh, it's okay, the child can't speak, let's go first, your brother-in-law rented the house here a month ago, let's clean up first and have a meal together in the evening."

In fact, what I just said, they all understand it in their hearts, and my parents must also want to put an explanation from my aunt's mouth.

But what we didn't expect was that my aunt pretended to be stupid at one point, just like the words I just said didn't mean hers.

I walked into the rented house with them and found that it was two bedrooms and two living rooms, and I asked Lao Hao where you live, and Lao Hao said that he lived with my aunt.

I said don't live here, I'll find you a house, but Lao Hao rolled his eyes and said that I don't worry about salty radishes, I can't take care of them myself, and I want to take care of them.

As soon as he said that, I was stunned.

Indeed, I still live in a rental house, so how can I help my parents find a place to live?

For a moment, I felt very ashamed that my parents came and didn't even have a place to live, which inevitably made me feel that I had no interest and no ability.

"Hey, what are you still doing in a daze, come here to help, half a young man, why don't you have a little eyesight."

At this time, my uncle-in-law stood in the house and yelled at me, and for some reason, the anger in my heart instantly rose.

I wanted to scold him at the top of my throat and fuck you, but when the words came to my lips, I still held back, walked over and obediently helped clean up.

"Hey, Hao Shuai, how about the girl that my aunt introduced to you, call someone over in the evening, let's have a meal together."

I wiped the table in the living room, and my aunt, who was standing by the window trimming the flowers, asked me.

I was annoyed when I heard it, and I said, "It's not good, and besides, I won't ask her to come with me at night, you, don't be a matchmaker for me in the future, I don't need it." ”

"Why don't you need it?"

As soon as I said that, my mother, who was sweeping the floor, walked over and muttered.

"I'll tell you, I have to call Jin Yun over at night, I haven't seen how the girl is, do you need it, I'll talk about it when I see it."

I sighed deeply, stood up and looked at my mom and said, "Mom, you, can you stop messing with me?" ”

"Why am I messing up with you, I'm doing this for your own good, you said you're twenty-one this year, twenty-four won't get married, can you not get married at twenty-five?"

"No, even if it's three or four years later, I'm only twenty-five, why do I have to get married, can you stop looking at me with your old thoughts?" The more I talked, the angrier I became.

"What is the old thought, why don't you get married at twenty-five, the village is the same age as you, and you have children, you are not in a hurry, you belong to the rabbit generation of girls Do you know, this is not a suitable one, why can't you get married?"

"I, my twenty-five life has just begun, you let me get married and have children, do I have to live for those diapers and milk powder in the future, I haven't ....... yet"

Before I could finish speaking, my mother shouted: "Don't say anything ideal, let me tell you Hao Shuai, a family like ours is not worthy of ideals, do you know, what do we farmers want to do all our lives, don't we just want to have food and drink, good health, full of children and grandchildren, ideals are only available to the children of those rich people, in my eyes, there is no ideal that is not ideal, if you want to say ideals, that is, you get married quickly, have children, let me and your father hold grandchildren." ”

After my mother finished speaking, she bent over and got to work again.

I stood there and didn't know what kind of mood I was in now, my uncle-in-law walked from the balcony to the living room with a cigarette and smiled: "I said Hao Shuai, you, don't always think about it, ideal, fart ideal, you said that your brother graduated from junior high school and went out to work, isn't it okay for us to live well now, so ah, having money is the right way, ideal, ideal can be eaten." ”

I don't want to stay here any longer, for me, being here for a second is like killing me.

I didn't say a word, I turned around and was about to leave, but my mother shouted in the back that she was going to call Jin Yun at dinner at night.

Descending the floor, I bit my lip tightly, and with trembling hands, I put the only Emgrand in my pocket in my mouth.

Immediately, I quickened my pace and walked forward, and I looked like a clown to outsiders.

But I didn't pay attention to them, because it seemed to me that everyone around me would be against me at this point.

After a cigarette, my emotions eased and I walked to a nearby park, where I sat on a bench and was stunned.

I thought that twenty years old would be a free age, and even if I didn't achieve anything, I could die freely in the end.

But now, the family is a shackle that locks me firmly, making it difficult for me to breathe.

After thinking about it, I don't blame my mom for saying something like that, after all, she and my dad have been rural people all their lives.

It's just that what makes me collapse is this society, is it possible that in this era, our poor children, really as they say, do not deserve to have ideals?

Suddenly, I thought of Sun Shaoping in "Ordinary World", he is also a son of a poor family, and he also yearns for the outside world, but why did his father support him, although in the end he was just an ordinary coal miner, but after all, he also went to break through alone.

I admit that I am ordinary, but isn't ordinary what I should do at what age?

"Ugh."

I sighed deeply, I envy those who drive cars, those who spend freely in the mall, and those who can give up everything for their dreams.

"Hey."

Suddenly, a person appeared behind me, and I turned my head to see that it was Yang Yi.

"What do you think, sad face?"

Yang Yi asked me with a smile, and then sat next to me and stared at me with her beautiful eyes.