Chapter 33 Kyushu One Color
On this night, Malt is destined to have trouble sleeping, as if as soon as you close your eyes, you can imagine the picture of tomorrow.
To be honest, I used to only see the scene of being confessed in idol dramas, but I haven't seen it in real life, especially when a person you like stands in front of you.
Suddenly, the protagonist's aura shone on his body, and he was a little uncomfortable, such as what to say at that time, what actions to do, and what was the expression on his face? I haven't thought about it yet, this is a very important ceremony, like a precious gift, suddenly in front of me, to hold it with both hands, in order to show its preciousness.
Thinking about it, I tossed and turned and couldn't fall asleep.....
Xinrou lay quietly on the bed, did not make any movements to turn over, her eyes suddenly closed and suddenly opened, she was punishing herself by not sleeping.
But there are some words, I can't talk to my friends, I can't say to my parents, this kind of emotion is constantly backlogged in my heart, maybe one day it will reach a node, and when the node completely explodes, maybe many things are completely different from my current self, although she thinks so. But I understand that the situation in front of me still needs to be borne by myself.
Just like the moonlight tonight, although the moon's light is unusually bright, everyone knows that it is the light emitted by the sun, not its own light.
Xinrou is like this moon, the light emitted by her body is not because of herself, but because there is the expectation of her family behind her, this expectation is too heavy, since she left the village, this heaviness is buried deep in her heart, she can't mention it to anyone, not even the person who gave this heavy expectation, she may be a little tired.......
In this world, countless things happen every day, when facing things, often face several choices, when making a choice, then it means that other choices can no longer be made, this choice will face a road it is about to lead, the road ahead is unknown, the heart is worried, when can continue to move forward, or when can stop, are unknown, she dare not move forward, but the heavy power in her heart has to push her forward......
Xinrou doesn't like the current way of life very much, maybe sometimes she can't even say hello to the people around her, the surrounding environment is unfamiliar to her, so strange that she doesn't dare to take a step forward, she can only stay in her own safe comfort zone, looking at the bustle in front of them from a distance, your own loneliness is really obvious.
But these things she is experiencing, the family does not understand, they can only give some expectations, but they don't know that these expectations have become a heavy piece of iron in the girl's heart, every step must consider the weight of the iron, but the iron can't be unloaded, maybe others don't understand, she doesn't need to tell others, she just wants to get by on the surface, as long as the surface is passable......
But no matter how difficult and difficult the night is, the sky will always be bright, and when the day is bright, the sun will also start to work, and the sun's job is to illuminate the dark land and send sunshine to the people there.
Malt lay on the bed and stretched her waist, the sun came from the side, the whole bed was a warm atmosphere, and a beautiful day began with the sun's rays.
"Ah, sleep so comfortably" Malt leisurely picked up the phone from the side and looked at the time on it, but the next second, the whole person sat up in fright, and the tone was raised a little, "Huh? That's too fast, isn't it? It's too late to have breakfast now, and there's still a morning class today! What can I do.....".
Looking around the dormitory, everyone had already folded the quilt, but Xinrou was still lying on the bed, which was a little confusing, after all, Xinrou was used to getting up early, but there was a class this morning, why didn't she get up? Is it because you've been overworked lately? Perhaps.
"Xinjo..... Xinrou, get up quickly, we're going to be late" Malt is also the first time to wake up others, usually others call themselves, and I am a little uncomfortable for a while.
As for why I am often late, it is because I am always used to turning my phone on airplane mode when I sleep, so that no message can disturb my sleep, think about the first few blood lessons, as long as the phone is on, someone will always send some spam text messages, or make a call if there is nothing to do, which affects your friendly and long sleep, so in order to give yourself a good rest, the mobile phone has been habitually set to airplane mode, and any messages and text messages cannot come in, but although this promotes sleep, But it often leads to being late, but fortunately, Xinrou is always able to wake her up in time.
Xinrou slowly opened her eyes in the voice of calling, her eyes were slightly swollen, and when it came to this question, she only had to look at the tear stains that remained on the pillow.....
"I'll call you today.,We still have 20 minutes to go to class.,Let's wash your face first.,Breakfast doesn't seem to be able to eat.,And look at this posture to rush to the classroom before it's too late.,This teacher is a typical don't let people stop.,If we go late.,Definitely let us do some push-ups in front of the class.,Besides, we're two girls.,It doesn't seem good to do this" Malt said with a smile while getting out of bed, besides, those boys always like to coax at this time, and they really want to hammer their heads at that time. No wonder they're all single dogs, and it's not without reason.
Xinrou immediately sat up and quickly folded the quilt, and after this night, the knot in her heart did not open, so she put it aside for the time being.
Sure enough, it is no good to go to bed late, not only do you have no energy in this whole day, but also your eyes are swollen, she has always been an early riser, and it is strange that she did not hear the alarm clock ring this time, which caused everyone to be almost late.
The two of them quickly ran to the bathroom to wash their faces and brush their teeth.....
"Why are your eyes swollen?" Malt is the best at observing the changes in others, and habitually asks.
Xinrou's eyes were evasive, and she didn't want to tell her about it, "It's nothing, maybe it's just because I didn't sleep well."
"Okay," Malt didn't continue.
After washing their faces and brushing their teeth, the two of them took some toner, and quickly ran to the classroom, fortunately they came in time enough, and did not let the old witch catch any traces of the two of them being late, otherwise she would definitely deduct points again on the basis of the previous one, which is too inhumane for students.....
The so-called old witch in their mouths is the teacher who handled the students' homework at will last time and deducted ten points from the final grade, although Xinrou didn't say anything, but there was still unwillingness in her heart, after all, she was wronged in this matter, but Malt made a very unhappy expression on the bright side, in short, because of this incident, I felt that she was unfair.
At the end of the last class at noon, Malt whispered to Xinrou who was sitting on the side, "I have something to do after class, so I can't eat with you, and we will be together in the evening!" ”。
Xinrou nodded and said nothing.....
As soon as I think of this, Malt can't help but feel joy in my heart, this is a moment that is about to witness history, no matter what, I must write today's results in my diary, so that in the future, I will feel that this day is extremely sacred, and I am happy when I think about it.
But what should be said to make the atmosphere more romantic? Maybe at this time she will become like a straight woman of steel, and will always say something hurtful to ruin the atmosphere, alas, this point needs to be changed, but it can't be changed for a while.
"Xinrou, how do you think I can talk so that others think I'm a very quiet girl?" Malt can only choose to ask for help.
When Xinrou heard this question, she was obviously stunned for a moment, "Actually, I don't know very well, but I think you're lively now, it's good, why do you have to be quiet?" ”。
"Because I think the person he likes must have something to do with Wenjing, I have restrained a lot in front of him before, and I didn't show him my liveliness, so I think things have become hopeful, I think you belong to the very quiet kind, do you usually have any tricks when you speak?" Malt really wanted to find a small notebook to write down what she said, so that she could learn from it.
Xinrou didn't say anything at first, Malt actually said that she was the kind of person who was quiet, she guessed wrong, the concept of Wenjing has never been used on herself, Wenjing is commonly known, don't like to talk, don't like to talk means that you have low self-esteem in your heart, what others think of these two words, at least that's what Xinrou thinks in her heart.
can only smile awkwardly, and she can't pierce her sharply, so she will be very sad, and she can only tell her what she knows.
"Then it's better to talk less" Xinrou can't give more advice on this issue, there is only a limit to what she can do.
Talk less? Well.... Usually it must be because he talks too much, so he is disliked by others, when he is at home, his grandmother always says that he is a chatter, it seems that he has to change.
"Thanks" Malt smiled at her and turned her head.
As long as you don't talk less, you can become a little more literary, well, it's doable.
What I'm looking forward to most now is when the bell rings for class, and then I rush out like a gust of wind, which really feels like an arrow in my heart.
If Senior Mangni really wants to arrange a careful confession scene, maybe he will definitely bring a lot of friends, those friends may not have seen it before, you have to prepare some rhetoric first, you can't mess up when the time comes, so that those people can't see jokes.....
Do you need to be performing a show at the time? This should sound good, but the most important question is what kind of show you can take? Wouldn't it be better to go with a sketchpad and draw a portrait of them in person? That seems a bit abrupt.....
Malt imagined the whimsical words and scenes in his mind, and he really didn't know what kind of mood the confession would be, and whether the deer in his heart would collide again.
I'm really afraid that I won't be able to restrain myself at that time, but I will bring bad the good impression I brought to Senior Mangni before, alas, I have never experienced such a thing, but in anticipation, it is so beautiful.
The bell rang suddenly.......