Volume 2 Chapter 63 Exposed to Nan
Nan Nan's words were finished, but she could still feel her voice still in the air. The invisible, invisible air seemed to vibrate at the impact of her sound waves, and the frequency of their shaking was dense and fast, even burrowing into Nannan's ears and reaching her mind. Nan Nan felt that her brain was very chaotic, as if it was stuffed with piles and piles of feathers, and there was no gap left. But in fact, there is nothing inside, and all that is left is the blurted out words circling, again and again, again and again, and again and again in my mind. In my mind, my voice, intonation, tone, and speed of speech have not changed slightly, and they have been cloned and copied completely and appropriately. Nan Nan remembered, and she also thought back to the urgency of her own words in the words she had spoken a few seconds ago. He said it loudly, and sonorously and powerfully, and his tone was full of firmness, without the slightest hesitation. Even Nan Nan herself didn't know why she said such a thing, and how could she have made such a promise. But Nannan still did this, everything seemed to be natural and destined. Perhaps it is an inevitability, she will say this, nothing more than an uncontrolled emotional outburst.
In less than a minute, Nan Nan smacked this sentence all over and had a thorough aftertaste. There were no longer repetitive aftersounds in her mind, they had faded away, and they had fallen completely silent. But unexpectedly, Nan Nan's heart was beating faster, not fierce, as if she was about to break through her body. It's fast but not violent, like hitting a stone on a drum and causing it to resonate, and the feeling is akin to panic, a feeling of going up and down, and not landing. Nan Nan had the illusion that she felt her beating heart at this time, sometimes rushing into her throat, and even her vocal cords vibrated together. But after a while, it quickly fell into its stomach again, and the empty stomach instead annihilated its "pounding" tremors. Unconsciously, Nan Nan was because of the throbbing of her heart, which caused her whole body, every organ, every cell, and every drop of blood to follow, vibrating at the same frequency. This feeling is very wonderful, Nan Nan feels as if her body is electrified, but the current is not large, and the whole body is just a crispy and numb feeling. Nan Nan was so feeling that her breathing was disordered, and every breath and exhalation began to become particularly difficult and heavy. It was as if her chest was being squeezed hard, shrinking, making it much harder for her to even breathe.
Nan Nan tried hard to calm herself down, but this flow of emotions made her mind confused, that is, even her eyes began to become a little blurry, it was a white flower, and it was very dazzling. Nan Nan blinked her eyes vigorously a few times, trying to see more clearly. When her eyes were completely clear, Nan Nan saw that the white jasmine in front of her was stunned. Bai Jasmine's pupils widened, and the eyes were full of uncertainty. Among them, there is also a hint of panic, and a little dazed. Everything was cold and alienated from the camouflage, and in an instant, it was destroyed, collapsed, and became gravel, and ceased to exist. White Jasmine unconsciously transformed into her most real, emotional state, and she couldn't even realize it. Bai Jasmine is obviously a very defensive person, and her sensitivity to the outside world and changes in people's hearts is no less than Nan Nan's. On the other hand, he is a little more sensitive than Nannan. But such a person has lost control in front of Nan Nan several times, and in front of her, he will unconsciously expose the softest and most true image of himself.
Bai Jasmine's eyes began to drift, and her gaze wandered left and right, just not to look directly at Nan Nan's gaze, not unwillingly, but undare. Bai Jasmine has noticed subtle changes in her psychology, and she has discovered that as long as she faces Nannan, as long as she says every word, whether it is hurtful or warm, it will violently impact her heart and spiritual consciousness. That will make Bai Mo collapse, make her image dissipate, and she will reveal the most real and fragile appearance without feeling it. All this unnatural happening, as well as the change, made White Jasmine panic, and it was a hard disguise of what she was proud of. Now, it has disappeared abruptly. Bai Jasmine couldn't believe that this sudden change made her want to escape from it, so she wouldn't look at Nan Nan directly, but in the deepest part of her heart, there was a desire to sprout, she wanted to look at Nan Nan, she wanted to tell her loyalty, and tell her everything about herself, whether it was good or bad, she wanted to spit out with her.
Nan Nan looked at Bai Jasmine, her eyes were erratic, as if she was evading, and she was thinking about something. Bai Jasmine frowned slightly, wrinkled between her eyebrows, but it was not obvious, looming, coupled with her hesitant and sudden eyes, it made people feel a sense of pity, and Yi had an empathetic emotional existence. White Jasmine's lips were tightly closed, adding a sense of anxiety. Her hands were still propped up on the wooden table, but at some point, she had opened her five fingers, and slowly, clenched into a fist, and it could be seen that Bai Jasmine was exerting her strength, and her two arms were trembling slightly. At the same time, Bai Jasmine's body was no longer leaning forward, but moving back slightly, as if she was avoiding something, which was a natural instinct that she would make in the face of danger or an unexpected situation.
But Nannan didn't understand, she didn't know, and she couldn't guess what Bai Jasmine was afraid of, or what she was running away from. But Nannan has a faint sense of desire. She believes that the reason why Bai Jasmine is so flustered is very likely to come from herself. But Nan Nan was still a little sleepy, she thought that Bai Jasmine had no need to be afraid of herself, and she couldn't think of what the reason for her anxiety was. Seeing Bai Jasmine's resolute appearance of avoiding and not making any eye contact with herself, it is difficult for a strong person to be stronger. Nan Nan knew that it was inconvenient for her to stay in front of Bai Jasmine for a long time, no matter what the reason, since she was so flustered, if she didn't leave, she was afraid that it would add to her blockage and make her upset.
At this moment, Nannan's heartbeat also returned to stability, and her series of inexplicable emotional surges finally gradually turned calm. This may have become a sign that she was about to walk away, Nan Nan saw that Bai Jasmine still refused to look at each other, so she made up her mind, so she had to say, "I'm leaving, goodbye." After Nan Nan said this, she didn't push the door and leave immediately, she was waiting, waiting for one to raise her eyes, waiting for one to look back. Nan Nan is very sure that she will definitely wait, this is a kind of unprovoked, but deep-rooted self-confidence. For some reason, she always has an indescribable belief in white jasmine. Nan Nan will always accurately guess some of Bai Jasmine's next moves, and she can also tell at a glance whether Bai Jasmine is armed, or whether it is real. Suddenly, Nan Nan had a flash of inspiration, and her heart "chuckled", she seemed to understand a little, and guessed why Bai Jasmine avoided herself so much. Nan Nan suddenly shivered, and a cold air came out, she didn't want to wait, she wanted to get out of here as soon as possible, and she wanted to disappear from Bai Jasmine's eyes and run away.
Nan Nan quickly turned her head, and with a panicked effort, she slammed open the glass door in her hand. The wind chimes hanging on the door rang with a loud sound because of the strong impact, and the air everywhere around it was chaotic and crisp. The sound of wind chimes is difficult to dissipate, it often lasts for a long time, and it rises and falls wave after wave, resounding one after another. After that, the sound becomes softer and softer, producing only a single syllable. Eventually, it will gradually regain its tranquility, and suddenly it will not move, but even so, there will still be some of its bells vibrating in the air, and there will still be its small aftermath that will linger for a long time. The silence of the wind chimes is often the last to dissipate before you know it. Come in a hurry, go safely, and never give people a hint in advance.
But now, the bell rang so loudly that it reached Nan Nan's ears, but at the same time it hindered her steps. Nan Nan just pushed the door open, just took a step with her left leg, and her right foot remained in the storefront. The sound of this wind chime frightened Nan Nan, she forgot that there was still a wind chime hanging on the door, so violently that when she opened the door, the bell was loud. But it was precisely because of this that Nan Nan was stunned and stopped. When Nan Nan realized that she was leaving, the sound of the bell had gradually eased a lot, and it was a crisp sound, but it also seemed a little tactful. Just when Nan Nan wanted to walk out again, Bai Jasmine's voice rang out coldly, her voice was very small, hidden under the bell.
"If you come back tomorrow, I think I'll be very happy." But this sentence was listened to by Nan Nan, although it was a little unclear, but it was not difficult for Nan Nan to understand it. Nan Nan supported the glass door with one hand, and the glass door was ajar at the moment, and Nan Nan's body leaned forward, which happened to be half outside and half inside. After listening to Bai Jasmine's sudden words, she turned her head, wanting to look at Bai Jasmine again. However, she happened to be stuck in the door frame, and there was a glass door on her right hand, which blocked Nannan's vision, and she couldn't see Bai Jasmine. In fact, it has to be the last step, but Nan Nan doesn't want to do it, such a move is too deliberate, and it is not necessary. Nan Nan's instinct told herself that it was better not to appear in front of Bai Jasmine, so as not to embarrass her, and she felt bitter again.
"I will." Nan Nan only said these three words, which was also a kind of commitment for her as Bai Jasmine.