Speaking of love lunch, I really don't want to mention it again, I always feel that I am not familiar with the things I make, and I don't dare to get my hands on it in the end.

From then on, I made up my mind that I must learn a good dish, so that at least I can show off in front of others, otherwise I will always make others feel that I am a vase that can't do anything, not to mention that the vase doesn't seem to be counted!

"Malt, why did you come back from buying so much food at noon? Can you really eat it all by yourself? Seeing these things in Malt's hand, several roommates couldn't help but be surprised.

"I just want to study what other people's cooking tastes like, why I can make it so delicious, I must upgrade my love bento again, and this time I must make a dish that I can handle" Malt also wants to study well.

The ingredient list of the malt love lunch is as follows: 1. First cut all the ingredients and boil them with water, then pour the water out, pour oil into the pan again and stir-fry, and then season it.

Xinrou really hasn't had a good rest in the recent period, and I don't know if I want to sign that agreement, after returning to the dormitory, I saw that my roommates were all high-spirited, and I didn't know what fun in life made them experience, did everyone see the world differently?

This agreement is even more powerful than the previous one, because you have to stay in the company for a long time, and you can't think about anything else during this time.

In fact, it is really difficult to make decisions alone, Xinrou is not a very independent person, but at this time, she has to put all the pressure on herself, and she has a lot of pressure to bear, but now she has become very tired.

The pros and cons of signing this agreement need to be borne by yourself, not just a simple decision, no one can pay attention to it except yourself, and maybe no one wants to care about it!

I had a meal with the rest of the school, and then a new person was added, and the newcomer didn't seem to take himself seriously at all, talking and laughing with them, even the people who had been with him for a few days before turned against him in an instant, and they were left behind alone, and I don't know why they walked so fast, usually when they were in a hurry, they never quickened their pace, and the first time I saw them that day, they would walk so fast.

Obviously, it is not a matter of going fast or slow, but the pros and cons that he weighs in his eyes with another person, so he will choose between them.

For a few days he didn't eat with them at noon, but in the end no one came to ask why, and if he didn't want to make the relationship stiff, there was no need to say why, and in the end he just made up an excuse to prevaricate the past.

There are always various reasons in life, such as not sleeping because you want to stay up late, but because you are thinking about something that you can't get by, or because you are too active to pay all your attention to sleep, even if it is anything in life.

And some people are always able to live a very active life, which has to be admired, but if people who are too active always ignore the feelings of the people around them, then it is also a very boring thing, as a listener, you can be willing to listen to the voices of others, but on the contrary, they are unwilling to do so.

In the conversation between the two people, Xinrou is mostly the listener, except for the interview where she was asked a lot of questions, she took the initiative to say it, as if everything was like this.

But listeners are also very tired, and sometimes they want to express their opinions, but they don't seem to want to listen, or they don't have time to listen, or they don't feel important in nature.

Because only when everyone feels that something is not important will they let go of all their psychological defenses and ignore this matter completely without fear.

But this can often see the essence of another person through this matter, but it seems that for a helpless wanderer, as long as there is a little warmth and temperature from others, it is already a gift from heaven.

Well, who doesn't want to have someone to accompany them, but if my companionship is an ineffective companionship, then it's okay not to.

There are many times when the sense of security is given to oneself rather than from others, which will only make oneself more dependent on others, but there are many things that can be done, right?

Xinrou used to be a person who was willing to confide in her heart, but after going through these things, she always felt that people's hearts were very complicated, even if it was your best friend, there would be some estrangements around you, and these estrangements would be constantly detained in your heart, although she wouldn't say anything on the surface, but in fact, when there was more and more backlog in her heart, there would suddenly be a flashpoint, and when that flashpoint was completely out of control, the relationship between the two people would come to an extreme.

But now I don't want to tell others about my own affairs, I always feel like I'm complaining, like I'm asking for something, maybe it's not necessary.

No matter how sad things you have experienced, there is no need to tell others how painful you are, because others will not understand, in other words, there is no real empathy in this world, when we are trying to live, some people don't have to pay at all, and we can get a higher starting point than us if we work hard, who are we complaining to?

There will always be someone who is lower than you, but there will always be someone who is higher than you, this is a fact, a fact that is difficult to change, as if everything in life revolves around this unchanging truth, but most people are unwilling to admit it, hoping to change the gap through their own efforts, but maybe some people will not be higher than the starting point of others after working hard for a lifetime.

Xinrou is more afraid of the dark when she comes back at night, although she looks like nothing on the surface, but in fact she is very scared, she hides in a corner alone, and when she cries secretly, no one comforts her, but at that time, the psychology is unstoppable and uncomfortable....

She hopes that God can be fair, at least the distribution of everyone's resources is equal, so that she can also show her own value, but she didn't expect that now she is showing all her value in showing her useless things.

She doesn't think she's a smart person, but after getting those natures, she hasn't been effectively used at all, maybe she should find a special person to guide her at this time, and in the end she doesn't seem to be able to find such a person.

People say that stupid birds fly first, but some birds are stupid to death, and they don't even know where to fly, in fact, there are still a lot of people in this world, but when these stupid people are distributed all over the country, it doesn't seem to be so much, after all, everyone's IQ is quite normal.

If you choose this company, then you have to stay here for nine months, obey the company's drawing arrangement, but there is a lot of time when you can't enjoy the free treatment, Xinrou is a little scared, as if she has been tied to this company.

But this kind of worry can't be told to anyone, and if it is told, it will just be treated as a joke, and no one wants to lose the solution, which is the state of mind of most people, because no one wants others to live better than themselves.

For those who are good teachers, it's time for them to show up.

I remember that I used to want to behave in front of the teacher, so when the class organized to pick up garbage in the school, I kept picking up garbage, but the people around me seemed to look at me with mockery, and some people asked why you like to pick up garbage so much.

It sounds ridiculous, but it's true.

But in the end, I didn't get any praise, there should be, the treatment was not enjoyed, my heart was always empty, and I would still have palpitations next time, and I didn't know how to behave.

Especially for people who are extremely sensitive in their hearts, this is simply a very terrible behavior, without their own life status, always regard work as the most important thing, I am really afraid that one day I will never find my own value if I leave work.

Xinrou now found out that there is not even a person around her who can call, and she is ashamed to say that she has not been able to save a true good friend for so long, but why can't she have a happy love?

For example, like Mango, he has already taken on all the work of his ideal type.

"Malt, when are we going to eat? It was already agreed last time, why don't you have time until now? Xinrou asked.

The people in the dormitory were surprised, she didn't like to go out to dinner on weekdays, her whereabouts were very weird, how could she take the initiative to have a dinner, let alone bring her boyfriend.

"I'll go this Saturday, and you'll be sure to be on time when the time comes!" Malt said.

The roommates on weekdays don't have a particularly close connection with her, but when I heard these words this time, I always felt that something was weird, he had never talked about these things before, how did he become so diligent now?

And a person who has always hated parties suddenly likes to party, this reason should be unacceptable, right?

Xinrou sometimes feels that she is quite ridiculous, obviously everyone is at the same age with different consumption levels, and there are no hobbies of their own, not even the specialties that can be used, casually show a performance and dance, everyone can stick to their homes, but now it has become more difficult to get to their own place, because they are afraid of losing face in front of everyone, so they have never sung.

"Why do you like to have dinner so much now?" The other two bartenders next to him asked curiously.

"I just feel that the holiday is coming soon, and it won't be too long for everyone to see each other again, so I want to cherish this time" Of course, this is just a polite remark, if you don't see another person at the party, maybe this party will not make sense to your words.

"But I've never seen you so entangled before, every time you talk about the party, you always refuse, so that we think you don't want to participate."

"It was because there were some things that needed to be dealt with, but now that we're busy, I think it's necessary for everyone to have a good talk, after all, we've all been roommates for so long."

This sounds strange, but I haven't said anything like that before.

"I'm still a little uncomfortable with you saying these things all of a sudden"

For a moment the air became a little awkward...