00293 Chu Ying: I don't understand love
Chinese The years are extremely long and very short, in an instant, thousands of years have passed, the bright moon is still the bright moon, the sky is still empty......
The yellow sand has changed as much as possible, and it seems to be the same as the original, but in fact, it has long been different......
The vicissitudes of the sea, the sun, the moon and the stars, the aurora on it are very dazzling in the cold desert at night, and the stars are moving, and I have come to this different time and space, all for thousands of years......
Millennium...... It's like a blink of an eye.
The desert is the seat, for the cover, the moon tide took the blanket to cover me, I lifted the blanket and stretched out my hand to her, she was lying in my arms, I shook off the blanket to cover the moon tide, and ...... tightly
"Ei, are you homesick?" Yuexi asked, lying in my arms, holding her head high and spraying her warm breath on my chin.
I stroked her hair, "I don't want to...... I can't go back, so I don't want to! "Her hair is long and her hair is soft......
Yuexi's warm hand touched my face, "It's lonely to be immortal for a thousand years, the queen mother and father have returned, why doesn't Ying return with them?" Maybe we can find our way home by going back together? ”
My hands are always a little colder than hers, I grabbed her hand, put it on my face, and looked at the stars: "The rift of time and space is not so easy to pull, for you to come, I am not even a person, I have found countless ways, I don't want to hope to become disappointed again, I am already full of joy to have you with me for a thousand years!" ”
"Your heart is full of joy, but I don't see you laughing!" Yuexi put both hands on my face, as if to warm my heart, which I could never warm.
With his hands on her shoulders and his fingertips moving slightly, looking at the brilliant aurora, his thoughts seemed to float back from afar: "I laugh every day, but you fell asleep and didn't pay attention." It's you, are you happy? ”
Yuexi exhaled and spoke briskly: "What's so happy or unhappy, it's good that the father and mother are happy, you see, I guarded the Chu family, saw so many children grow up, watched them scattered all over the place, and then came back...... It's a lot of fun, too! ”
"Really?" I asked softly, in a voice so soft that only I could hear it, and then fell silent, endlessly silent.
She and I will not be really happy in the end, endless life, only with the yellow sand as a companion...
One or two, a year or two, to the millennium......
The days of the desert are very dry, the days of the imperial tomb are also very dry, and most of the days of the moon tide are sleepy, nourished with my blood......
She's not human anymore...... According to the law of man, she is the living dead, this is a person who lives by blood, a person who lives by my heart's blood......
When she was asleep, I watched over her, and when she woke up, the first thing she saw was me, and sometimes she forgot a lot of things, and sometimes she didn't even know me......
She forgot about me, and I want to get to know her again...... Fortunately, her broken memory will always remember such important things, and she has never forgotten that she is the daughter of Gongzi Changxun......
We will go from strange to familiar and from familiar to unfamiliar......
Actually, it doesn't matter if she forgets me, I have enough patience to get her to know me again......
Because in this vast desert, only me and her are the ones who survive to the end...... We will have countless millennia together.
Fengcheng ......
Built after the rebellion of the Seven Kingdoms, the four countries established the most powerful country Mobei Rouran, Rouran people are fierce, can ride and shoot, and reached its peak in the hands of the second monarch, Gongzi Changxun.
When they retreated bravely, they established Fengcheng in the depths of the desert, and Fengcheng was flattering to the Chu family, and the Chu family's rivers and mountains originated from this.
Actually, no, Fengcheng is just a city built by Gongzi Changxun in order to make up for their daughter, their only daughter with black and brown eyes, Chu Yuexi.
Gongzi Changxun built his imperial tomb under Fengcheng, the top is the city, and the bottom is the underground palace, except for Gongzi Changxun and his beloved woman, I ...... Beyond the moon tide, no one knows!
The two of them broke the taboo of time and space and returned, and only me and Yuexi knew about the fact that there was an imperial tomb under Fengcheng......
Guarding the entrance of the imperial mausoleum is a sacred object that has lived for thousands of years, I thought it would be like me, after thousands of years, it will eventually become a human, but I never thought that it will not become a human, it will always be it......
Clever and clever guarding under the abyss, as long as someone breaks into the imperial tomb, it will eat him, and the people of Fengcheng regard it as a river god......
Fengcheng was built on a high mountain, and the mountain was surrounded by a moat, and Lekfoku wandered in the moat, and where the moat went, was the abyss...... The place where the abyss returns is the underground river of the imperial mausoleum......
Chu Jin is old, Yuexi always needs someone to accompany her, the city lord of Fengcheng is the person who accompanies Yuexi, what they have to do is that after Yuexi wakes up, tell her everything that happened outside, and when she is asleep, when she leaves the imperial tomb, it is white, and the city lord of Fengcheng is a scholar who tells the story of what happened outside Yuexi.
Yuexi shook my arm: "Shadow, the sand dates are sweet, shall we go and pick them?" ”
She has been stuffed in the imperial tomb all the year round, soaked in blood in the glass coffin, and her skin is abnormally white.
Without medicine, she would not have been able to touch a little bit of sunlight at all, and the sunlight would make her age quickly, and all her organs would fail rapidly...... Become a dying old man......
Stuffed a pill in her mouth and rubbed her head helplessly: "It's only two hours, and I'll be back in two hours!" ”
She was as happy as a child: "It doesn't take two hours, just one hour, pick the dates and come back!" ”
I never thought that after going out this time, I encountered the biggest catastrophe in this life, the son of the city lord of Fengcheng City, the son of the end of the year.
When I met him, he was dying, and I realized that in a trance, a hundred years had passed quickly, and it was time for the selection of the city lord of Fengcheng.
The thousand years have long smoothed out my heart, except for caring about the moon and the tide, what do other people have to do with me? They will eventually become passers-by and will not make any waves in my life!
Fengcheng Chu family, the meaning of the lonely family to Yuexi is different, they are the children of her father and queen mother, and they are also equivalent to her descendants, she has a blood relationship with them, and the blood is thicker than water.
As long as she is in the desert, she sees the Chu family and the Chu family is trapped in the desert, she will do her best to save their lives......
I carried a child in one hand and led them to a spring with a date palm tree next to it......
I am with Yuexi, I have never hidden the totem on my face, in the big country of the Central Plains, called the descendants of the dragon, in their country, and the dragon expulsion is the phoenix.
The phoenix nirvana is reborn from the ashes, and every five hundred years, it will carry all the pain, grievances and hatreds accumulated in the world, and throw itself into the raging fire to burn itself.
With the end of life and beauty, in exchange for the peace and happiness of the world, their flesh will go through great pain, the pain of burning.
Only the painful tearing of reincarnation will allow them to be reborn, to be reborn in the fire, and after rebirth, their feathers will be richer, their voices will be clearer, and their spirits will be more marrow.
And I'm not the phoenix in the population of the Central Plains, I'm Gongzi Changxun who reversed time and space, and fell from the gap between time and space to this immortal bird in a different time and space!
Like the phoenix in the population of the Central Plains, every five hundred years, I will be torn apart again to be reborn......
Like a child, she pointed to the top of the date palm tree and said to me, "The one next to it is all your hand!" ”
I casually broke off the sand date branch, jumped down from the treetops, handed the sand date to her, and the two family members who had been saved had also woken up.
For them, there will be no one in the depths of the desert except Fengcheng and Lonely Return, Yuexi saw them wake up, and smiled at them through the sand date tree, I saw the one who later learned that his name was Zhongzi Xundi child, and his chest was thumping and thumping.
Yuexi is very beautiful, a collection of Gongzi Changxun and all her advantages, she is their first child, and she is also the most ruthless child treated by Gongzi Changxun.
Because in the imperial mausoleum, except for the city lord of Fengcheng and me, he has never seen anyone else, and thousands of years ago, she only saw Gongzi Changxun and her......
Except for her mother, she was good-looking with her, no one was good-looking, Gongzi Changxun only wanted to make up for her in the end, repaired the underground imperial tomb, and found a place with dragon energy in the depths of the desert to fill her life.
Gongzi Changxun asked me: "Instead of being born and dying, people and ghosts, why don't you let her go back?" It also frees her from pain, how are you? ”
At that time, Yuexi was still a seven or eight-year-old child, lying quietly in a crystal coffin full of blood, soaked in blood, and somehow, he suddenly woke up, sat in the crystal coffin, and looked at me with a pair of black and brown eyes......
I wasn't scared by the map on my face at all, and my heart suddenly softened: "She wants to live, it's all your fault........."
Gongzi Changxun quietly turned his head to look at Yuexi, and stretched out his hand to put his hand on my shoulder, "The millennium is very lonely, you can't go back, then she will accompany you!" ”
Yuexi's hands were full of blood, propped up on the crystal coffin, I squatted down with a ghost, she seemed to want to touch me, I gently put my hand on the crystal coffin, the corners of her mouth raised, and smiled......
With that smile, I couldn't help but hope that she would survive, even if it was the living dead, even if it was for my blood, I wanted her to live.
My life is immortal, even if Gongzi Changxun will change his life and continue his life...... He has the Fountain of Youth, but he is human after all.
People will die eventually, and no matter how much he fights, he can't go against it......
As for me, he always felt guilty for me, looked at us and said, "I will do my best to keep her alive and let her accompany you to immortality!" ”
Immortal!
Survive the millennium...... Lonesome...... It is the sharpest knife that can sharpen a heart's heart into a heart that can't beat......
All birth, old age, sickness and death have become commonplace. Except for the warmth in front of me, there is nothing in this world worth doing anymore.
Fengcheng is guarding the moon tide, and I have become the shadow of the moon tide, and I have become a person named Chu Ying, Chu Ying who exists only for her.
My existence is known only to the lord of Bongseong! After every Fengcheng city lord leaves office, he will drink oblivion, forget the moon tide, and forget me, because immortality is full of temptations......
Many people want to live forever, and many people want to be immortal......
The end of the year came over: "Your Highness Shadow, Jin Nian can no longer protect His Highness, Jin Nian's son will continue to guard His Highness instead of Jin Nian, and I hope His Royal Highness will be gracious!" ”
I raised my hand slightly: "It's hard work, go down!" ”
In the end of the year, I didn't drink the fountain of youth, my hair was gray, drooping and old, and the moonlight was bright, so I came with the moon and the tide as promised, and came to the altar......
A desert, I blow the flute, she dances, dancing the blessing and sacrificial dance, a black and brown eyes, in the former Rouran, Yuexi holds the position of a national teacher, she and Gongzi Changxun are as familiar with the ancient and modern, as long as you glance, you can see a person's life.
But...... Because of her poor health, she is rarely mentioned as a national teacher, and the Chu family worships her more as a saint......
All this came to an abrupt end after the return of Gongzi Changxun and her mother......
Yuexi has many younger brothers and sisters, but unfortunately they don't have the perfect inheritance of the wisdom of the son and the ability to play a fortune teller......
The son of the end of the year turned out to be the emperor's life, and Yuexi once told me in the depths of Wangfeng: "That child is good, he looks very lively!" ”
That was the conclusion of her hurried glance, and when she looked at Zhong Zixun carefully, she calculated that he had an imperial life, and this imperial life was also related to her.
Those who tell fortunes can't count themselves, just as healers can't heal themselves, but... Moon Tide is different, she can see everything related to herself.
After going back, she wanted to really understand the fate of Zhong Zixun, and she happily told me: "Shadow, after so many years, it is the first time I have seen someone who can be an emperor because of my relationship!" ”
Her excited face was very good-looking, and I shook my head slightly: "You yourself are the most noble woman below, and it is common for the emperor to have a relationship with you!" ”
Yuexi cracked his mouth and smiled: "Then I'll do the math and see what Zhong Zixun has to do with me!" Her eyes sparkled like jewels, like an ordinary woman who has received a favorite toy.
In this world, I am the only one who can have anything to do with her. So she saw that Zhong Zixun and her fate were intertwined and changed, she was very happy, she was a person, even if she was neither born nor dead, neither human nor ghost...... She is also a person.
The dungeon is full of stars, just like the outside, she forgot to sleep and eat, and finally Zixun also came to the dungeon, and finally Zixun had a pair of peach blossom eyes like peach blossoms......
Forgetting to sleep and eating, making her vomit blood, I don't know what the result of her calculation is?
I only knew that she spat out a mouthful of blood, grabbed my hand tightly, stared at me, and was never more dignified: "Shadow, you have to remember, no matter what, don't hurt yourself, no matter what I've been through, don't hurt yourself, okay?" ”
I ran my fingertips over her cheek, wiping the blood from the corners of her mouth: "What a stupid thing, how could I hurt myself?" I'm going to watch over you and won't let you do anything!" ”
Yuexi shook her head in horror: "Shadow, you listen to me, I'm afraid I'll forget it again, I calculated that the rebellion of the Seven Kingdoms will divide the four countries, and the general trend will be divided for a long time, and it will become the Three Kingdoms, and I, it will become the gravitational force of the Three Kingdoms, detonating the war!" ”
"Why does it have anything to do with you?" I frowned and asked, "You won't get out of the desert, how can it have anything to do with you?" ”
Yuexi was as if in shock, and his chest rose and fell: "I will leave the loneliness, I will leave the depths of the desert, I will detonate the four kingdoms into the Three Kingdoms, and I will leave you for a long time...... Chu Ying...... Remember...... You promised me that no matter what I went through, you wouldn't do anything stupid, you know? ”
I gently picked her up and brought her close to my chest, reassuring, "No...... I won't let you out of my sight, I will always guard you every step of the way, and I won't let you go through anything! ”
Yuexi was weak in my arms, I knew that she had spent too much of her mind, just when the end of Zixun came, she took the corners of her mouth in my arms, and smiled at the end of Zixun: "I'm really sorry, the wind blew yesterday, and I was a little dizzy today, this is the place where the prince of the underground palace Changxun is buried, you can walk at will, it doesn't matter!" ”
Zhong Zixun asked her what was wrong?
She replied to him very gently, just sleepy, just sleepy, just sleep.
She likes to listen to stories, she likes to listen to stories outside, she doesn't like to listen to the stories of Gongzi Changxun, she asked me: "Shadow, what is love?" The father's love for the mother's love reverses time and space, and the love is desperate, is this love? ”
She stopped me, I am not a human being at all, how can I answer her this question, I don't know what love is...... The only thing I have to do to live for a thousand years without dying is to protect her......
Yuexi lives on blood, lives on my blood, when I put her in the glass coffin, Zhong Zixun wanted to come over to catch her, and my backhand was a slap, cold and cold......
Picking up the jade flute around his waist and slashing his wrist, blood dripped down, fresh blood mixed with the original blood of the glass coffin, and Yuexi's whole person was soaked in it.
This time it's menacing, and I'm going to have to find medicine...... And also...... I'm about to be reborn...... I am an immortal bird, and like a phoenix, I am reborn every five hundred years.
But my time wasn't that precise, but I felt it...... This year is coming.
She was usually sleepy, and at the latest it would take six months at the latest, and within three months I could find all the things I needed, and all the medicine she needed.
I also specially warned Zhong Zixun not to touch her......
No matter which term the city lord of Fengcheng has been in office for thousands of years, he will not disobey me, and he has endless respect for her.
A catastrophe is a catastrophe after all, and the variables related to her in Yuexi's mouth, this imperial order has disrupted everything between me and Yuexi......
The huge glazed coffin, the huge glazed cover, ordinary people can't open it, I have thought about thousands of possibilities, even if the moon tide wakes up early, the glass cover is not something that ordinary people can open......
Leaving the Imperial Tomb, I searched for everything I needed at a very fast pace, and it took less than three months, but because of these three months, everything changed.
I looked at people's hearts, looked at this final son, and looked at his heart...... He fell in love with the moon tide......
Every time Yuexi wakes up in the blood pool, she forgets a lot of things, she simply clears, the first person she sees when she wakes up this time is not me, it is Zhong Zixin......
Zhong Zixun told her directly, I don't want her anymore, I abandoned her and left, I left her, left this vast desert, because it was prosperous outside, and I forgot to return.
The scorching sun, Zhong Zixun directly pulled her out, the sun roasted on her body, and the skin of her whole body quickly blackened, like weathered bark.
She can't be directly exposed to the sun, she has to take medicine......
I came back as scheduled in three months, found a 500-year-old ginseng tree, and with great effort, I got everything I needed.
Seeing her in the glass coffin, anger burst out from her chest all of a sudden, and finally Zixun blamed me, and disappeared for three months for no reason without leaving medicine.
provoked me and said: "The imperial tomb is very lonely, and it is a matter of righteousness for her to want to go out!" ”
My pupils stood up all of a sudden, I'm not a human, people don't put their pupils up, I kicked the end of the pupil away.
I am very angry, the head of the Chu family, Chu Qiangqing is the child I raised with my own hands, the Chu family has been a thousand years, and it is getting more and more uneven, there is no way...... I picked one with the best qualifications and kept it by my side for many years......
When he left the imperial mausoleum, he drank a forgetfulness, forgot about Yuexi, and became the head of the Chu family in Fengcheng......
Zhong Zixun was picked out by his own hands, and he actually provoked such a thing......
Zhong Zixun left the imperial mausoleum...... It took me three years to keep Yuexi intact, and for three years, I didn't say a word, and I looked at her lying there, and I said to myself: "If she goes back like this, then I will go too!" Even if I live forever, even if I can be reborn from the fire, so what, there will be a way to kill myself! ”
When Yuexi woke up, it was also a coincidence, Chu Qiangqing received the favor of others and needed to cultivate his life and change his luck.
The method of cultivating life and changing fortune was left to Yuexi by Gongzi Changxun, in order for her to accompany me forever.
I never believed in fate...... Because I'm not human...... Because of the coincidence, after Yuexi woke up, I said coldly to Chu Qiangqing: "Your Highness has woken up, if you don't have the method of cultivating your life and changing your luck, Your Highness will count it!" ”
Chu Qiangqing smiled at the corner of his mouth, and said respectfully: "Everything is up to His Highness, Qiang Qing will never dare to make a mistake!" ”
The first thing Yuexi said when she woke up was that she had reminded me and asked me, "Shadow, is the outside world very prosperous?" Do you forget the way back because of the prosperity outside? ”
"No!" I looked at her for a while, looked at her bright red dress, and said to her, "No...... Prosperity will eventually turn into a sea of vicissitudes and return to nothingness..."
Yuexi smiled at me: "Then you go and pick desert roses for me, it just so happens that I went to Fengcheng to see Qiang Qing, I haven't seen him for many years!" ”
"Good!"
I sent her directly from Duan Siya, and the end of her son is unreliable, Chu Qiangqing, the child I brought up, naturally understands her character.
After Yuexi woke up, he didn't mention Zhong Zixun, probably who forgot him, and the inconsequential jumping beam ugly forgot about it......
There are thousands of ways to punish a person, especially this Zhong Zixi, I found the desert rose, and when I came back, I happened to hear Zhong Zixuan, who jumped off the beam, and made a loud noise, he loved Yuexi...... was questioning Chu Qiangqing, why couldn't he love Yuexi......
What a joke, Yuexi is his ancestor, the Chu family, and the whole family can call her an ancestor!
Blood is a person's imprisonment and an unbridgeable gap.
Somehow, I heard that Son loved her...... The fire ignited all of a sudden, jumping off the beam ugly, beating under the eyelids, killing is ......
Yuexi stopped me, he was the emperor's order, and after he was killed, no one could fill him......
In this situation, the emperor's life is the most difficult to repair and change his fortune......
I put the desert rose in Yuexi's hand, but Yuexi throbbed a little because of his words, and she wanted to know what love was......
I have been with her for so many years, I can feel the subtle changes in her heart, and I can't kill her in the end, but ...... Can make him eat and forget......
Let him forget Yuexi, this person is dying and struggling, constantly sowing seeds in Yuexi's heart, he: "Yuexi, you don't understand love at all, what's the use of you living for a thousand years?" You are like a frog at the bottom of a well, you don't even know how to love someone, and if you listen to other people's stories every day, you won't be envious! ”
My face became more and more blue, Yuexi's words made me excited, she said: "As long as you go anywhere with the shadow, your mother can follow the shadow, and the rest of the people don't matter!" ”
It turned out that the woman had talked to her like this......
Her mother...... It is the queen of the princess Changxundi...... A soul belonging to another time and space, I came to this world because Gongzi Changxun reversed time and space for her......
In the end, he is a person who has lived for a thousand years, Yuexi is ruthless, and he spares no effort to directly let him eat and forget, and completely forget her......
The end of the year that has served Yuexi all his life died in front of Yuexi, and a person can even ignore his parents for ****......
Zhong Zixun was sent to Xiliang, and Yuexi disturbed a pool of spring water, lest it be chaotic, so he changed its name to Final Chaos.
He is the emperor's order, and his emperor's calamity is in Xiliang...... Just send it directly to Xiliang.
Xiliang was softly divided, and the empire was decaying, so it could only be replaced by a new one, and a group of Chu family members whose interests were inflated could be executed...... Eventually, the family became emperors and established Xiliang.
In the end, Yue Zixun affected Yuexi, who returned to the imperial tomb and asked me with her chin propped up: "Shadow, are we together because we love each other?" ”
I paused my hand for boiling medicine, and raised my eyes to look at her: "How can you ask such a question?" ”
Yuexi snapped her fingers and got up: "My mother and father are like this, you see, they sleep together and are intimate...... You are the same way you are to me, is it called love when we are like this? Love each other? ”
The cold imperial mausoleum became hot for a moment, and I said quietly: "The two of us are guarding each other, not love, everyone else loves to miss each other every day!" ”
I'm not human, and I can't give her anything else except to accompany her...... I don't know how to love someone to make her happy?
Disappointment flashed in Yuexi's eyes, and her black and brown eyes instantly dimmed, and she said with grievances: "It turns out that Ying doesn't know what love is, and I don't know either...... It seems that the end of Zixun is right, the two of us have lived for a thousand years, and we don't even know what love is, which is also sad! ”
The black medicinal juice exuded a bitter taste, and I took the spoon and gently stirred the medicine, "What kind of person does Yuexi think she will fall in love with?" ”
Yuexi's eyes rolled, and after thinking for a while, she pointed at me and said, "It should be someone like Shadow." ”
A drop of the liquid spilled on the back of my hand, and I didn't feel a trace of burning, and asked her, "Why?" ”
She smiled: "Because Ying is unconditionally good to me!" ”
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