Volume II: Chapter 59: Orphans

White Jasmine's lips first squirmed twice, then Fu'er closed her mouth again, and then she pursed her lips again, as if she was struggling with something. Finally, she finally spoke, "She doesn't recognize me, even if you can rest assured, she doesn't know that these two pots of tea are from my hands." With that, she raised her head, and the white jasmine's eyes were slightly red, and there was a mist in them, which anyone could not help but feel pity. She is so beautiful, and the appearance of a country that wants to cry and cry is even more pitiful, and her demeanor is even more beautiful. Writing this time, Nan Nan was not moved by it, she was used to seeing falsehood, and she had also suffered from the pretentious attitude of others, she knew at a glance whether it was true or false. Despite the humility of Bai Jasmine's expression and voice, Nan Nan no longer believed it. When Bai Jasmine mentioned He Qin, the dullness in her eyes was slightly better, and there was no sense of guilt. Nan Nan saw that Bai Jasmine wanted to play the posture of a poor person who wanted to make up for her mistakes as much as possible, but what she said was full of loopholes, and there must be more hidden secrets buried in it.

Therefore, Nan Nan did not answer, and she did not take these two pots of tea, He Qin is extremely important to her mother, because of the place, Nan Nan is bound to cherish and protect her. She still stared at Bai Jasmine and didn't say a word, and only in this way could she force Bai Jasmine to tell the truth. But before that, Nan Nan knew that she must not go away, the relationship between the two of them was confusing, if she didn't figure it out, Nan Nan didn't know if this would cause a harm to He Qin or have a potential impact. Then, at some point, it exploded completely. If it comes to that time, Nan Nan is afraid that she will regret it. So at this moment, she didn't dare to be a little sloppy, she looked at Bai Jasmine carefully, and refused to let go of her little change in expression and the change of her eyes, for fear of missing it.

Bai Jasmine saw Nan Nan's ruthless and suspicious look, and naturally knew that she couldn't fool her, which was unexpected by Bai Jasmine, and a trace of surprise flashed in her eyes. But after thinking about it, it seemed to be reasonable, so the only little shock was fleeting. Bai Jasmine shrugged her shoulders, blinked her eyes a few times, the moisture in her eyes was gone, she tilted her head slightly, looked at Nan Nan from head to toe, and looked calm, "Sometimes, I think you are very similar to me." In fact, it should be said that I am like myself in the past, sensitive, and has a sharp attitude towards people's emotional changes. Although it's easy to see what's going on in someone's mind. At this point, Bai Jasmine paused, her eyes were full of hatred, and she didn't hide it at all, but the corner of her right mouth was slightly upturned, and it was a disdainful and mocking sneer, but the wine vortex contained injuries, "But it's painful, isn't it?" White Jasmine continued, but when she raised the rhetoric, she looked at Nan Nan a little deeply, and a faint smile appeared on her lips.

Nan Nan listened to Bai Jasmine's words, and she was every word. Nan Nan's heart was like someone pinched hard, it was very painful, very heavy, and she was so oppressed that she couldn't breathe, which was more uncomfortable than being cut with a knife. There is also Bai Jasmine's eyes, which are very cold, her eyes are dull and deep, and the two black beads have no color and no light, which makes people's hearts chill. Nan Nan was stared at by Bai Jasmine and felt cold, she broke it with a word, and poked at the softest place in Nan Nan's heart, the most reluctant to uncover, to be seen, and touched. She clenched her fists, her nails piercing her palms, and the slightest pain digging into her skin. She couldn't stop trembling slightly, the corners of her eyes opened widely, and without blinking, soon a burst of soreness came, Nan Nan knew that her eyes were bloodshot, but she didn't care, she just pursed her lips and bit them with her teeth. Nan Nan's heart was mixed, the scar she had been exposed was still bleeding, she was in pain, there was also a sense of shame that she had been insulted, and there was a deep sense of anger.

Because of such sensitivity, you can only have to observe words and emotions all the time, and you are suspicious of other people's eyes every second

God, what does an expression and an action mean? I don't want to do this, but I still can't help but live like this, am I right?" Bai Jasmine spoke very slowly, but her tone was flat, but her eyes became sharper and sharper, like arrows one after another, piercing straight into Nan Nan's heart, and the feeling of ten thousand arrows piercing her heart was nothing more than that. White Jasmine lifted her right hand onto the table, her palm spread on the table, leaning forward, leaning on the support of her right hand, leaning to the same side. The hair in the same direction also slid down obediently due to the effect of gravity, hanging in the air, and the face of the white jasmine was half-light and half-dark. But even so, she still had a delicate face, hidden under her black hair, which added to the flavor of a noble and bright flower that was about to rot.

But these, only make Nan Nan shudder, because even so, she still can't help but be overwhelmed by the beauty of white jasmine, which is her unique charm, just like the flower from the other side of the underworld, knowing the danger, but with a divine brilliance, people can't help but yearn for it, just to get closer to it, but also regardless of the thousands of pains. Nan Nan's heart palpitated, every word Bai Jasmine said was deep, heavy piercing on the tip of her heart, Bai Jasmine sprinkled salt on her wound, and peeled off the mutilated wound fiercely, so that it bled and could not scab. If Nan Nan was angry above all else at first, but now, it has turned into nothing, she can only feel pain, this pain from the deepest part of her heart climbed out, grabbed Nan Nan's heart, her heart hurt, her skin and flesh hurt very much, and her whole body suddenly began to ache, that is, even the flow of every drop of blood can bring pain. Gradually, the pain became numb and unconscious. Nan Nan only felt that her whole body was stiff and cold, as if she was placed in a cellar, every air was condensed, and they oppressed, pressed Nan Nan, so that she had no respite. She felt her heart, her body, descending infinitely, as if it were about to fall into the depths of the sea.

Nan Nan looked at Bai Jasmine, her expression was safe, but her intuition told her that Bai Jasmine was also as uncomfortable as her, and while attacking and hurting others, she would not reflect it on herself. Nan Nan tried to calm herself, and she breathed as deeply as she could, but her body fell together, but slowly, like the last few breaths of a dying man's death. Nan Nan let go of her biting lip and finally blinked, but she didn't notice that a warm liquid slipped from the corner of her eye, wetting her skin. Nan Nan wanted to open her mouth to say something, but her lips trembled, and her throat smelled like patina like a mouthful of blood, which made her unable to make a sound.

In the end, Nan Nan clenched her fists even harder, and each of her nails dug deep into the flesh of her hand, as if it was about to pierce her skin. Nan Nan opened and closed her mouth, closed and opened, and after several attempts, she finally said a sentence in a trembling voice: "But you said, I am very similar to you." What about you? Is it painful?" Nan Nan's voice trembled, a tone like a gossamer, her voice was very small, and it was so good that it could barely be heard. Nan Nan knew that since this was a question that she couldn't respond to, it was very likely that it would be the same for Bai Jasmine. The buried wound cannot be faced calmly, only when everything is forgotten and let it go with the wind, then can we truly look at it, accept it, and integrate it into one. Nan Nan has no way to do it at the moment, but she is sure that Bai Jasmine has not been able to truly let go, otherwise, she would not have hurt Nan Nan every word, which is obviously a lose-lose approach. But at the same time, this also deepened the suspicion in Nan Nan's heart, Bai Jasmine knew that it would form an endgame of fish death, but she still did it. It can be seen that her purpose is not simple, it is unintentional, but Nan Nan believes that He Qin really does not recognize Bai Jasmine. Because there's absolutely no need for her to lie about it. Since Bai Jasmine has already noticed Nannan's sensitivity and suspicion, there is no need to hide it, this has no effect at all.

Sure enough, Bai Jasmine listened to Nan Nan's rhetorical question, the corners of her mouth twitched slightly, and her eyelids spasmed. There was a slight glint in Bai Jasmine's eyes, which would come when she was in danger and hit hard. She slowly fell back to her body, but Bai Jasmine's hand was still in that place, and she didn't move away, but it was no longer five fingers supporting the table, but it was placed, and it was also slightly clenched into the shape of a fist.

For a long time, neither of them spoke, and they were speechless. They both looked at each other in silence, and their eyes were deep. But inexplicably, there is a sense of borrowing from each other. The silent air dispersed, and what haunted the two of them was a close and distant connection. For a moment, Nan Nan couldn't recognize Bai Jasmine in this suddenness, she actually saw her own shadow from the other side, just like Bai Jasmine said, a prophecy.

In the end, it was Bai Jasmine who opened her mouth first, after all, she was in charge of Nannan, and both of them knew very well, "I am an orphan, and I was taken away in a welfare home until I was a teenager." White Jasmine's tone was relaxed, trying to show a sense of indifference as much as possible, like the look of indifference she was used to. However, the bitterness in her tone could not be concealed, her eyes were indifferent, but they were full of pain. White Jasmine laughed at herself, and even let out a small laugh.