just glanced at it in a hurry, and after that, Nan Nan completely turned her head and walked towards the glass door at the exit. She was carrying the bits and pieces of these things in one hand, and it was so heavy that her left arm had to hang down. Even the left shoulder was tilted and carried down. Fortunately, there is nothing in the right hand. The bouquet of yellow roses, although not as heavy as the canvas bag, can maintain some body balance. It's not like it's going to make the whole body fall to one side, at the very least, it still looks like it's still in a stable state on a scale. However, the weight of this is only clearest in Nan Nan's heart.

In this way, Nan Nan's left and right hands were not free, and the pace towards the glass door may have been slightly slower because of this. At the same time, Nan Nan not only felt that these things in her hands were heavy, but also her heart. It was heavy, like a huge stone tied to her heart, crushed, and she couldn't breathe at all. This also implicates Nan Nan's steps are becoming more and more weak, as if every step he moves has to use up his whole body strength. It is extremely heavy, extremely heavy, it is a kind of hardship in the body, and it is a kind of torture in the heart.

In the end, Nan Nan's brain suddenly felt a piece of drowsiness, dizzy, it was simply dizzy, and what she saw in front of her turned into a piece of white flowers in an instant. Dazed, the white of that piece was boundless, and even a rough outline could not be reflected in Nan Nan's mind. It's vague, it's not clear, it's just white and it's flustering, and you have to be numb. After all, where exactly it came from and why it appeared, it is unknown and confusing. Perhaps, it is still the impatience in the bottom of my heart, a kind of unprovoked, but particularly firm intuition.

Nan Nan finally walked out of the flower shop, and was no longer in front of Gu Yun's eyes, she left completely. At the very least, Nan Nan will never see her again. However, Nan Nan was still stunned, and she didn't know how she got to the glass door, and how she opened the door and walked out. Nan Nan didn't seem to have any impression of this, as if she hadn't made these movements at all, unconscious, confused, as if she was in a weird, indulgent dream. It was only vaguely that she seemed to hear the crisp, ringing wind chimes. However, this is also what Nan Nan can hear when he walks out of the flower shop and closes the glass door. The sound of the wind chimes drilled into Nan Nan's ears and eyes, and it was also ethereal, and some of them could not be heard clearly. It's as if it has floated from far away, far away, like another world on the other side. As if it had penetrated through a slit in the barrier, it turned into one after another of empty white smoke, wafting and seeming, giving people a sense of incomprehension.

However, the voice only lingered in Nan Nan's mind for a moment, and she closed the glass door very quickly. "Click" was the sound of the door finally closing, but it came into Nan Nan's ears very clearly. It is now that Nan Nan is sober, and her consciousness has returned to a clear state.

Suddenly, Nan Nan inexplicably felt the freshness of being alive, as if she couldn't be counted as alive in the store. Nan Nan looked at everything in front of her, it was still empty, and there was still not a single car or pedestrian on the road. There was nothing, lonely, cold, but now, she was enjoying everything in front of her. In his own eyes, it is bright, so bright that everything in front of him seems to be transformed into a kind of hope, a symbol of living life. Nan Nan unconsciously breathed heavily, greedily, inhaling every breath of transparent gas. Maybe it's mixed with some bacteria and dust, which enter Nannan's lungs along with oxygen. Inexplicably, she tasted a sweet taste in the air, fresh, faint, and endless.

Nan Nan couldn't help but squint her eyes, she was enjoying everything outside the flower shop. It's just the effort to buy a rosemary, and she can't even reach it for half an hour, but she feels like she has spent half a century as long, as if she feels the mixed flavors of life. It was like a dimly lit little room, cramped, with no much light, only a red candle that burned to the bottom was still faltering, emitting its only meager brightness. Even the smell in it is not good, greasy and greasy and exudes a little rotten smell, but it is not the rot of animals, but similar to a priceless agarwood erosion. It's very secretive, like a different world, inexplicable, but it seems to be as reasonable as it is destined, and it can't be avoided. It's like a dream, a bizarre, unrealistic, unreal dream. It's not a good dream, but it's not a nightmare.

Anyway, Nan Nan finally left the flower shop. Heartfelt, wholehearted, from head to toe, Nan Nan felt a burst of relaxation and lightness. It's as if I've come back to life again, and I'm back in this real world. She was still breathing as hard as she could. Exhale, breathe, very hard, very precious. It is also like the fish that was caught on the shore and was about to die, and returned to the water, cherishing every mouthful of water in this water for survival. Nannan's feeling in this air is not much different from this fish that has regained flowing water and survived.

Nan Nan herself is also very strange, she actually has such a feeling, it seems that she should not appear, but she just let herself have such a strange and awkward contrast. It's like she's cut herself off from the florist, she's back in this real world of her own, a noisy, indifferent, and quite resistant world. But it is precisely because of this that Nan Nan will feel that all this is so real, and it is sharper than cold. But that's how Nan Nan was able to get sober up. She could feel that her body was still alive, her pulse was still beating, her blood was still flowing, her breathing was still working, and her heart was still beating. This is Nannan's deepest feeling, and she is glad that she has returned to this environment of fear and resistance. It is rare that Nan Nan actually feels a kind of joy, a longing for this world, and a kind of excitement for the existence of herself in this world. It's as if he had lost and regained something he once hated, but it was necessary. No matter what, I still feel down-to-earth and relaxed in my heart.

That is, after Nan Nan completely left the flower shop, she had such a clear feeling, and Nan Nan could not have a clear feeling in the flower shop. However, as soon as she leaves, she is isolated. In other words, it is not just the flower shop that left, in fact, Gu Yun and Gu Ming, what separates them is a diffused atmosphere that is entangled with each other. Including themselves, whether it is Gu Yun or Gu Ming, the breath they emit is extremely mysterious.

But at that time, I didn't feel that in the flower shop, in a closed environment surrounded by white walls. Nan Nan was not aware of any strange existence at all, and she seemed to be unconsciously integrated with it in this tight environment. What Nan Nan felt was not very exact, that is, an atmosphere exuded by the two sisters and brothers. Perhaps, it was just an unintentional move, that is, even these two people were not aware of it. However, it was wrapped in a trance like this, lingering.

By now, Nan Nan was more or less awake, and she shivered unconsciously. It's the feeling that everything that just happened is unreal, unreal, and happening in another illusory, weird world. Nan Nan felt a palpitation, it was for this flower shop, for Gu Ming, and for Gu Yun. She wanted to escape, completely escape from here, escape from Gu Yun, escape from Gu Ming. Thoroughly, Nan Nan's heart felt a burst of panic and uneasiness, and somehow, Nan Nan felt that these two people were also extremely dangerous existences. It was terrible, and it was something she resisted so much.

Even if it is to recall Gu Yun's closeness to himself and his kindness to himself. Nan Nan suddenly also had a special feeling of resistance, which was creepy and cold. She intuitively thinks that especially in this real world, the world she has always lived in, the world she is familiar with. Nan Nan became extremely sensitive again, and she felt it keenly.

Gu Yun has such an undisguised and boneless friendship for himself. Absolutely, it must be something that you can't bear, and there will still be some harm. Moreover, not only that, but also Gu Ming's love for Bai Jasmine was implicated. These two feelings are faced with different people, and the giver is also a different person. However, Nan Nan decided that the two would one day become entangled and completely bring about some disasters. And yes, it can't be stopped, it's like a track that has been launched, and it will never stop there until it reaches its destination.