Chapter 54: Suspicious intentions, heart goodbye
I shook her off. The willow shadow standing beside me helped me to stand up. I feel very tired. I hate her. Hate her for having such thoughts. Hating her hurt the heart of the thirteenth brother. But I have more in mind. It's an indescribable feeling. I live in such a place. In such a battle, in such a game.
in this game. Fathers are not fathers and sons, not sons. Husbands and wives are not wives. They were calculating, resentful, and cursed. Or even simply kill a hundred. Everyone's mind turns a thousand times. You think you've seen it through. But if you don't think about it anymore. Just fell into the trap of the enemy. Come to think of it. I suddenly realized that there was something strange about today. I was silent and thought for a long time. Could it be ......
Liu Ying called me worriedly, "Master."
I shook my head and said, "I'm fine. Go back quickly. This woman. When dealing with it. It must be from the Thirteenth Master's Mansion."
"That's why." Kazekage asked me.
I hesitated. "I'm a little worried. It's a bit weird. Although the thirteenth brother does not defend against Zigu. So it's possible to have Zigu assassinate him. But. To the extent of Zigu. It's not very likely to succeed. In case of. They have other purposes."
Liu Ying asked, "Does the master mean that he is afraid of ......?"
I know he understands my concerns. said: "That's right. I'm just worried. Could it be just for temptation? I have not succeeded in assassinating me several times. He wouldn't have doubted it already. So just to be on the safe side. Let Liu Yan go and talk to the Thirteenth Master. Let the Thirteenth Master's henchmen carry people out of his mansion."
Butterfly Shadow asked, "Do you need us to do anything?"
"Nothing else. Just two points. First. When you go in. Make sure you don't want to be seen by anyone. Second. When the woman's body came out. It must be seen by the eighth master's spies." This should be able to cope with the past for the time being. It's just that I'm not dying. Sooner or later, something will happen.
"The subordinate understood. Rest assured, master. Don't overthink it. Please have a good rest these days. Things after that. It's going to be a drain on your body." Kazekage admonished uneasily.
The quack doctor also said, "That medicine will not kill you. But after all, it will also wear out the body. Pay attention to yourself."
I nodded. Butterfly Shadow said to the side, "Master, please go back and rest quickly. We'll wait until you go to sleep."
I'm lying in bed. Thinking about everything these days. I always feel like something is wrong. But I can't think of anything wrong. Finally I fell asleep groggily.
When I woke up the next day, it was almost noon. After freshening up. I looked at myself in the mirror. I've never seen myself so thin. with a pale complexion. It's like a female ghost.
Ate the apple. After drinking milk. I sat at my desk and flipped through Shakespeare's Macbeth that Mr. Toba Domin had found. Thinking about it. But how to have a suitable timing. Move this plan forward. Several assassinations. I'm still alive and well. It must have made the prince and the eighth master suspicious. Only I'm dead. The secret of the Secret Guard can be kept. My security. in order to be more secure.
But where is the timing? It's really sad. There was no timing. Isn't it possible for me to figure out how to create a timing on my own.
Thinking about these things. Unconsciously thought of the fourth master again. When the plan is implemented smoothly. He's going to be sad. I was half-asleep that day. I heard him say many, many things. He held me in his arms so gently. Secretly kiss me on the forehead while I'm asleep. But I will break his heart in this way.
Wait for him to know the truth. According to his temper. It's going to be. When the time comes. What should I do?
Shook his head. Now is not the time to think about that. That's all about that later. I don't really have a chance to live until the day he finds out the truth. Still a mystery.
It's really that day. No matter how angry he is. I also hope to never leave him again.
In the blink of an eye, it is the wax moon. Hiroshi's condition is finally getting better. The fourth master is still very busy. Although nothing big happened in the DPRK. But it's just a trifle. It's already made him have no time to doppelgänger. I still go to the Fourth Master's Mansion every day. One is not at ease with Hongshi. The second is that you can't see the fourth master in one day. I'm not sure I'm sure.
Thinking that it will be away for a long time. I feel like I can see each other more. Just see each other more. More memories. In order to make the long time after that better.
Entered the wax moon. It also means that the palace and the palace are busy with the New Year's affair again. On the fifth day of the twelfth month. The palace came to proclaim the decree. Lord Kangxi summoned me to the palace on the sixth day of the first month.
Thereupon. On the sixth day of the first lunar month. I wake up early. After bathing, I changed into a sky blue palace dress. After Lan Yue combed my hair. I wore the mutton fat jade jewelry given by the fourth master. I looked in the mirror. Before leaving, he inserted the white jade pearl hair comb given by the ninth master into his hair.
No horseback riding. I rode into the palace in a carriage. Because it's still early. has not yet retreated. I thought about it. Went to Cining Palace. It's been since I last entered the palace. It's been more than a month. Last time I entered the palace. Or for the sake of the plea. Let Hiroshi follow me for a few days.
And this time. I'm here to say goodbye.
As soon as the Queen Mother saw me. And there were tears in his eyes. Just like an old mama. She took my hand and sat down. He took me in his arms and said, "Good boy of the mourning family. How only a month. Skinny doesn't look good. You kid. Why don't you take yourself seriously?"
I snuggled in the arms of the Queen Mother and coquettishly said, "Imperial grandmother. Yu Bing is fine. It's just a little thinner. Gain weight soon. You don't have to worry."
"Can you not be worried? I haven't seen you for a month. You're skinny and out of shape. You're not going to eat?" The Queen Mother asked me anxiously.
I said sweetly, "Eat it. I really ate."
The old lady wiped her tears from her eyes and said, "Gege is like this. Don't talk about the Queen Mother. The slave and maid looked at it and felt distressed. Gege, what's wrong. Why are you emaciated like this?"
I just laugh and laugh. Didn't speak. Because in the face of these two old people who care about me. At this moment. I have nothing to say. I'm still hurting the people who care about me. But what else can I do? Will there be better results. Will it.
The Queen Mother put her arms around me. He whispered, "Kid. The mourners know. These three years. You've been through so much. The mourners also know. What are you suffering? But the kids. I hope you are healthy and happy. From the moment you open your mouth to mourn your grandmother. You are in the heart of the mourning family. It's the same as mourning the grandson of the family. Until now. Mourning family hurts you. It's better than hurting the old five."
"Imperial grandmother." I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry for you......