Volume II: Chapter 117: Premonition of Calamity
I don't know how long it has been, anyway, the passage of time is always silent and unconscious. It's elusive, it's changing, maybe it's slow, maybe it's fast. In fact, it is set in stone, but it is caused by people's state of mind. Nan Nan felt that a long time had passed, "tick", "tick", this was the sound she heard time flowing through her ears, clear and unambiguous. It was so slow that Nan Nan even had a situation where she had reached the point of being old, and she looked at Gu Ming, as if the two of them had come from a far border. The passage of time is like yellow sand all over the ground, and when it is blown, it rolls up dust, and dark yellow smoke lingers in the air. Far, far away, for a long, long time, the distant look between the two suddenly turned into a momentary old, but deep gaze. For some reason, the inexplicable state of mind still implies that uneasiness.
In the end, I forgot who made the first move, whether it was Nan Nan or Gu Ming, it was already blurred. Or, neither of them actually moved, still standing, but it was just an illusion in a trance. Or, at the same time, both of them tacitly moved a small step each. Even if it is, this absurd confrontation is abandoned. All in all, in the end, the two of them finally got closer, face to face, and were a few steps away from each other.
It's amazing, in the end, it was Nan Nan who approached first, it was she who stood on the sidewalk where Gu Ming was, and it was she who took the first step and walked towards Gu Ming. It seems that from beginning to end, Gu Ming has not moved, and he doesn't even seem to have this kind of thought. Gu Ming seems to be a very determined style, and he is sure that everything is on his side. He seems to have been born with such a leadership ability, demagoguery, terrifying, and turbulent. Whether it's Nan Nan or Gu Yun, he seems to always be the role of a commander who is high. Yu Nannan, it seems to be okay, it's more of that panic, perhaps, that's why. But for Gu Yun, I don't know, it seems that there are always other distorted things, relative to each other, secretive.
Nan Nan didn't remember how she suddenly walked to Gu Ming's side, she seemed to have received some kind of hint, and she involuntarily left. It's just the difficulty of time, the persecution, and the choice of oneself. Moreover, Nan Nan was sure that Gu Ming would never take the initiative to approach. is also to end all this as soon as possible, driven by the complex torment in my heart, my behavior and actions are also perceived. Perhaps, the slowest is still the reaction of the mind, which always seems to be the last to be noticed, unable to compare with the speed of the body's behavior, unable to keep up with the perception ability of the heart, and will always be slower.
Anyway, Nan Nan still walked to Gu Ming's side. Crossing the road, I didn't pay much attention to the traffic in my daze. is still staring at Gu Ming, as if there is only one person like him in his eyes. It is also thanks to the quiet and unoccupied, no vehicles. Otherwise, Nan Nan would have to be cold and would really go to another world. She walked towards Gu Ming and stared, as if there was no one around, she didn't even forget where she was and where she was walking. Confused, confused, and his body and consciousness were only limited to Gu Ming. She walked slowly, step by step, step by step, not in a hurry. But it is profound and extraordinary, as if walking on a single-plank bridge, heavy, steady, and careful. The only difference is that under the bridge is the turbulent river, and on the opposite side of Nannan is the presence of Gu Ming. But all the same, exuding an air of danger.
And Gu Ming has always been staring at Nan Nan, and she didn't miss it or miss it. Including watching her walk on the road, and not watching the traffic coming and going. Even at this time, Gu Ming didn't open her mouth to remind Nan Nan of anything, as if it was none of her business, so it was just that. He just watched Nan Nan get closer and closer, but he was just indifferent, his eyes were always unwavering, and there was no other emotional color. The only thing was sudden, looking at Nannan, a little light in his eyes jumped suddenly. The outer flame that emanated was like a candle flame, a small one, but it was swaying, slightly shaking the extremely thrilling light. It is a flame of jealousy, contempt, inadmissibility, and even hatred. It's scary and terrifying, but it only flickered for a moment, and then it was suppressed and hidden. Naturally, Nan Nan didn't see it, she just felt that Gu Ming's body seemed to exude an aura that was threatening to her. But before Nan Nan could understand it carefully, she disappeared immediately, so she gave up. In the bottom of my heart, I silently kept an eye on it, warned, and beware.
Nan Nan walked in front of Gu Ming, leaving a safe distance and separating each other, as if setting up a thick barrier in the air. She looked up, still looking at Gu Ming, Gu Ming lowered her head, still like this. The two made eye contact, collided, did not erase the spark, and were not intense. On the contrary, it was indifferent, but it was cold and dangerous, and the eyes were blended, and it was a silent look and confrontation. Inexplicably, as if, as it should be, there is no reason for it. Gu Ming's eyes were flat, like a pool of lake water, very light, maybe also thorough. However, it is also deep, almost bottomless, unfathomable. It seems that as soon as you fall into it, you will be unable to escape, drowning forever, and you will continue to sink and sink. Until, close to death. It was a seemingly calm but impliedly turbulent lake, eerie, like a beautiful poisonous mushroom.
Nan Nan looked directly at Gu Ming, the panic in her heart had reached its peak, inexplicably, but she became calm. She looked calm, at ease, and expressionless. However, she couldn't know exactly what her eyes were revealing in her eyes. After all, she was in a panic in the deepest part of her heart, and she couldn't guarantee that her eyes would be able to bury the truth. No matter how well you disguise it, your eyes will involuntarily reveal the most genuine mental activity in your heart. Even if it's only for a moment, it's always like this, you can't suppress it, you can't hold it down.
is such uncertainty, Nan Nan missed timidity, she involuntarily looked away, her eyes were a little erratic. It is strange that such a person who is as thin as a bamboo pole, with unkempt hair, unshaven beard, disheveled clothes, and even a pair of shoes on his feet. Not to mention his haggard look, pale face, and sick appearance, but it will make Nan Nan feel so uneasy. Moreover, it was clear that it was not yet noticeable in the flower shop, but now, it is extremely clear. When did it start, Nan Nan couldn't help but think about it. It seems that when Gu Ming and Bai Jasmine stood together, they exuded this dangerous aura. It seems that Nan Nan was targeted by him. I don't know what Bai Jasmine said to her, Nan Nan is a little sure that it is about herself. But she didn't understand why Gu Ming became so panicked in Nannan's heart, it seemed to be related to what Bai Jasmine said. Also, that bow is more or less implicated. In the dark, these three people seem to be inexplicably entangled together.
In the end, Nan Nan couldn't bear the depression in her heart, she lost the qualification to confront Gu Ming, and she was deflated all of a sudden. was able to feel the silence around her, and this silence made Nan Nan's heart even more flustered, and she had to open her mouth first. Otherwise, she was afraid that she had been immersed in such silence all this time, and the silence was simply terrifying.
"Well, you go back. It was Gu Yun who said it. Nan Nan said, her tone was too stiff, which even she could feel. She didn't know how to talk to Gu Ming at all, as if it was extremely difficult to say a word so simply. The words spoken are also such a hard style, stiff, even the volume is extremely small. But Nan Nan just felt that her voice had been hovering in the air, lingering, and lasting for a long time. It made her feel embarrassed, and the unknown sense of embarrassment made her feel like she wanted to go underground. Moreover, this sentence was mixed with Gu Yun, and she didn't know how to speak for a while, and it was even more difficult to speak. I always feel that it is extremely unnatural to say Gu Yun's name from my mouth.
It's just that Nan Nan herself can't hear this sentence from herself, stiff, like a child who has just learned to speak. But it's not crisp, soft and glutinous, somehow, it's just uncontrollable with a slight sense of coldness and isolation. It seems to be deliberate, but it is not clear whether it is Gu Yun or Gu Ming who is to be isolated. Perhaps, it's actually a bit of both. Anyway, it's all a kind of existence that makes Nan Nan feel uneasy, but it's a different object. It is as if the calamity they are about to bring is also inconsistent. Gu Yun may be okay, it won't hurt him too much, but Gu Ming may not be. Nan Nan intuitively thought that one day in the future, Gu Ming would definitely become the culprit who brought unprecedented pain to herself. If not, then he must be an existence that has played a role in fueling the troubles.
This intuition is very clear, clear, lurking in the bottom of Nan Nan's heart, waiting for his final outburst.