"The strangeness in Malt's mind: I am a person, and what I don't like the most is to say goodbye.

So, of all the goodbyes, I'm looking forward to seeing you tomorrow."

But it's strange that this letter was actually sent from abroad, hasn't my grandmother already returned to her hometown?

Could it be that someone pretended to be a grandmother and deliberately made a prank?

However, this idea was quickly rejected by Malt, and my grandmother was a very fond of writing letters, and when she was young, she received a large box of letters, which were indeed grandmother's notes.

I can't understand what my grandmother never received a call from Malt, but she wrote a letter at this time, what was written on this letter...

It can be read from the text, which carries her full of love.....

"Dear little candy,

I wonder how you are now? This letter was written the night before I left you, and I was supposed to pass it on to you on the day I left, but in the end I forgot everything.

Until today, I dug out this letter and remembered what happened before, like your dad asked for the address of your school, hoping that you would receive this letter.

When you were young, you were an introverted child who didn't want to confide in others, and the children around you said that you didn't fit in and didn't want to play with you, but as a grandmother, I know very well that you are not what they say, you are like a sweet little candy, but you haven't let yourself go yet.

I'm glad I was able to be by your side, you added so much fun to my retirement, and I'm always so proud to talk to them about you.

You must want to know why I suddenly made this decision at that time, don't be sad because of this, my grandmother is just trying to get back the memories of the past.

But as I get older, I feel that everything around me is extremely unfamiliar, and even one thing that sometimes I think of will suddenly forget, even your little candy will be forgotten one day.

I didn't pay attention to the so-called serious diseases and diagnosis and treatment methods of those doctors, I knew that some things were irreparable, not to mention leaving one day earlier and one day later, after all, I would have to leave, and I could bring a little more memories of the past, maybe I would be happier.

It is precisely because of this that we have to get back our good memories, and forget that no one can forget your little candy, you are grandma's favorite little candy.

No matter what the future holds, Grandma believes that you must face it with a smile, just like when you were a child.

I don't know how many memories I will have to forget after this letter is sent, but don't worry, my grandmother will do everything she can to preserve all the memories.

Please don't worry about it, don't we always keep each other in mind, even if it really answers the words of those doctors, I will always be by your side and accompany you through every difficult moment.

I love your grandmother the most".

Malt suddenly realized that her grandmother's sudden departure was due to a diagnosis of illness.....

What my grandmother said in the letter, everything was so indifferent, she didn't take life and death very seriously, and every word between the lines expressed her love.

But why should this be? It's clear that everything has just begun, and everything my grandmother said will be fine.

That's what this sentence means..... It turned out that my grandmother wanted to leave for a long time, but she didn't choose to leave until the end of the college entrance examination, and if she could have received treatment earlier, it might not have led to this.

Malt immediately called her father, she knew this very well in her heart, and her father was also hiding it.

"Dad, what kind of disease does grandma have? Why did you just tell me now? Is it just to go back to the countryside so that I don't see this disease? Malt asked.

"Don't be so emotional first, it seems that you know everything, this is a decision made by your grandmother, we can't do anything if we want to interfere, she said that she wants to leave after your college entrance examination, and we have to respect her opinion......"

"What the hell is Grandma?".

The voice on the phone was silent for a long time.

"Alzheimer's disease, doctors say, is a progressive degenerative disease of the nervous system with insidious onset. The disease can lead to generalized dementia such as memory impairment, aphasia, apraxia, agnosia, impairment of visuospatial skills, executive dysfunction, and personality and behavioural changes, which is commonly known as Alzheimer's."

When Mai Ma heard these words, his whole person lost his charm, and these words were like a wall, surrounding him, constantly squeezing, the space became smaller and smaller, and he was a little out of breath.......

"But why did you choose to tell me until now, did you really want to wait until my grandmother actually left to tell me this result? It's really not fair to me! It's not fair! A line of tears quickly flowed down the corners of her eyes, no wonder in high school, grandma always had some strange behavior, but when asked, grandma would always use some jokes to cover up the past.

"Grandma did this for you, you were in the college entrance examination at that time, everyone knew that you wanted to apply for this school the most, if you told you the news, you would definitely not be engrossed in preparing for the college entrance examination, this is what your grandmother meant."

Grandma is always like this, she stands on her side unconditionally in everything, even if she already knows that she is sick, but she still insists that nothing has happened.....

"In the end, it's all my fault, if I had applied for a school casually, maybe my grandmother wouldn't have been like this" Malt was full of self-blame in her heart, that was her dearest and favorite grandmother since she was a child, and one day because she would make such a big sacrifice, how could she be happy in her heart.....

"No.... You can't be blamed for that."

"So what is my grandmother's status now? Will it wait until I go back to see her? Don't even remember? Can she really take care of herself when she goes to the country alone".

"Actually, your grandmother didn't go to the country..... After you left, I sent her to the best medical specialists abroad for treatment, and you can rest assured that everything is fine with my grandmother now and everything is remembered".

And did not go to the country..... It turns out that for so long, the family has been deceiving themselves, grandma, father, and mother are all jointly deceiving themselves, just so that they don't know the news, but how can they accept this......

"Can the best medical experts abroad take good care of my grandmother?"

"Don't worry, I will handle everything very well, and I will never let my grandmother leave like this."

"But why did my grandmother tell me in the letter that she had returned to her hometown and remembered everything that had happened to us?"

In fact, in her impression, as long as the surrounding decoration is the same as her hometown, ......"

After a long silence, the call ended.

Malt sat alone on a chair on the side of the road, her eyes were empty, as if the whole person was going to lose her soul in the next second.

"It turns out that my grandmother has made so many sacrifices for me, but I don't know anything, I am so useless."

Grandma has never left her since she was a child, but why did God let her grandmother suffer from such a strange disease? Why did you leave like this? Why does she now go abroad for treatment when she still thinks she is in the countryside.......

None of this is fair to her.

If you can make a deal with God, you are willing to use your life to save your grandmother's illness.

Looking at the letter in my hand, my thoughts for my grandmother became even heavier.

But as long as grandma can live safely, maybe there is still hope for everything, no matter what, we must make efforts now, so that grandma can see the day she succeeds, stand in front of grandma and tell her that her little candy will not back down, no matter what difficulties she encounters, she will move forward bravely.

"Dad, no matter what the situation is with grandma, please let me know as soon as possible, I don't want to know nothing" Malt sent a text message to his dad.

"Okay, don't live up to your grandmother's expectations," Dad replied.

Malt's tears kept flowing down his cheeks, it turned out that this incident had happened for so long, and it was really uncomfortable to know the truth until now.......

Don't think about cherishing when you're about to lose, people tend to make this mistake because we never know which will come first, tomorrow or the unexpected.

For her grandmother's expectations, Malt has never forgotten, since her grandmother has chosen to express her heavy love in this way, then this heavy love, there must be a response, maybe from now on life should be a different way.

If you want to cherish it, you must be brave enough to express your heart, and if you don't have this opportunity in this life, you will regret it.

In order to find a way to save himself, Bai Ji has been waiting for her appearance on the basketball court.

Is this attitude that manifests itself in emotions really liked? But I have to try it anyway, after all, I'm used to being rejected so many times, and I don't know if she'll come and when she'll come, so I'll just sit there and wait.

Relying on an obsession in the heart, waiting is just a kind of thinking.

Mang Ni put down the keyboard in his hand, and there was a person in his mind, but that principle was once again in opposition to his mind, and the forces of these two confrontations made him extremely painful, and his feelings might never be saved, he thought.

He has already been injured once, and he has become accustomed to wrapping himself forever, not showing his true emotions to outsiders, but after meeting her, he still feels heartache, this heartache is the heartache of fighting with his inner self, admitting that he likes it in front of others is a very simple thing, but here he has become an extremely difficult thing, and he has no way to convince himself to accept the hurt he has suffered before.

After all, there is no way to guarantee that the damage suffered before will not be able to strike again, and there is a kind of pain that cannot see the sword of the hidden, but touches the heart.

The invisible sword pierced the heart and blurred the flesh and blood, everything seemed unnoticeable on the surface, but the heart could not be calm, she was indeed different from others, but did she also have the invisible sword?

Perhaps it is better to gather all the ice blocks together to form an iceberg that is so strong that no one can approach it is the best protection measure, and the flesh and blood of the mind will be frozen forever in the iceberg, no one can get close, and no one can see the pain.

Whether it is said that the iceberg is ruthless or selfless, the iceberg will not leave even if it is there, and there is no blurred state of flesh and blood on the outside.

Even if it has been like this without any change, it is like presenting that flesh-and-blood heart in front of others again......