Chapter 223: Dialogue (3)
But what does true love look like, and can the love that belongs to Wang Er still be found?
It's not that love is hard to find, it's that she can't overcome the fear in her heart, so that she can't seem to say what she's afraid of....
Wang Er is actually very envious of love, and envies the sweetness that others can make in love, but when many things are put on herself, she can't accept it.
It's not because I haven't loved, but because there will suddenly be a feeling in my heart that will make people feel disgusting, and I want to run away from this relationship immediately and end it immediately.
When encountering this kind of thing, I often choose to run away, because I don't know how to solve it, in fact, this kind of life is quite tiring......
But it always goes on and on, and when I see others fall into sweetness again, I will be extremely envious, but when that sweetness is implemented on myself, only that short moment is happy, and then I want to run away again.
Strange to say, there seems to be no way to save it, and it has been like this several times.
It's always sweet at first, and it ends up breaking up.
Wang Er is a little afraid of love, but also afraid of the feeling in his heart, sometimes the timing is ambiguous, but the feeling in his heart comes to his heart, all the scenes are destroyed, and then nothing exists.
"Malt, I actually envy you, I hope to have a stable relationship" But I don't know when that feeling will come up again.....
In other words, who wouldn't want to have a sweetness that lasts, but some feelings are an irresistible aversion when they come up.
"Are you really envious?" Is it enviable even in the current situation? The parties don't know how to solve it, and the people next to them are still envious, but it's really strange.
I have to say, life is really weird.
Some people envy the life that others are living, but the person concerned does not think so, and the person concerned is also imagining whether he will live better than before if this little contradiction does not appear......
"Of course, I think your life is what I want, but you know that I can't break through the boundaries of my heart, so I can't convince myself until now, maybe I can do what you do, it is estimated that it will be a few decades away" Wang Er sighed helplessly.
Manli smiled from the side, "What are you talking about?" After a few decades, you are about to become an old lady, can you still enjoy such sweet happiness? If you go out to the dessert shop to have a cake together, you have to think about whether it will damage your teeth, and then the real happiness will not be as easy to get as it is now."
It's also said that when you become an old lady in the future, you really have to take care of the problem of health, and it is estimated that when you walk on the road, you will hold a thermos cup and run wolfberry!
"Okay, okay, it's not that exaggerated, but at least not now," Wang Er said.
Malt held the mobile phone and stared at the mobile phone screen, but after so long, she didn't see Senior Mangni call her back, could it be that she was still calling after so long? Or have you hung up the phone but forgotten that you just called?
Please, your real girlfriend is still waiting for you here, what is more important than this.
Since you want to save face, then I reluctantly take the initiative to apologize to you, but at least you have to give me a chance, I haven't answered the phone, what do you mean? Do you want to stop listening to explanations?
If it goes on like this, it's really going too far.
"Malt, we met a handsome guy when we went out today, I was going to introduce it to Manli, but Manli was shy at that time, and there was really nothing she could do," Wang Er said.
Hearing this, Manli's originally fair face instantly turned red, and she pestled her with her hand, "Oh, why do you say anything?" ”
"Let's just talk about it, Malt is not an outsider, that little brother is really handsome, at first glance it is her dish, but at this time it has become reserved again, if she hadn't stopped me, I would have passed" Wang Er always talked about other people's emotional problems, always so generous and frank, but when it came to himself, he was at a loss.
"Really? When you meet a handsome guy, why don't you go up? When the time comes, Brother Sheng will become someone else's meal, and you will cry," Mai turned her head to look at Manli.
Manli looks aggrieved, she is always very shy in the face of feelings, she likes it and says she doesn't like it, and she wants to say she doesn't want it.
"It's hard to get close to that kind of handsome guy at first glance, and I used to just add trouble to myself, so forget it, right?"
"Why? Why do you think that? I haven't tried it yet, so why give myself this mental hint in the first place? ”
"Because we don't fit in appearance, I don't think there's any hope"
"Why is there no hope again? Look at me, although I have some small contradictions now, but haven't I also successfully captured the heart of the male god, with my experience, what are you afraid of? ”
Malt uses her own personal experience to tell this story of blood and tears.
"But... I don't know why, as long as I have to have a good face in front of boys, I can't do many things and many words, so I envy you to do whatever you want, and I always worry too much."
Manli can clearly understand her weakness in her relationship, but it is too difficult to solve it, and there is no way to solve it.
"Now that you know where the root of the problem is? Why do you still feel fear? Know where the root of the problem is, you should solve it, since you don't know what to say, then you just talk casually, anyway, at the beginning you think that this relationship will not have any hope, then you just chat casually, anyway, there will be no loss! Malt said.
Sometimes most of the love depends on the dead skin and face, at this time, if you want to save face, there will be no possibility between two people, if you are together, you can pay attention to your own thoughts, but if you haven't caught up, you are not qualified to do this kind of meaningless thoughts.
"But... But until now I still can't overcome my inner fear, I'm always nervous in front of boys and don't know what to say, and I want to talk to boys as fluently as you do..."It's as if this kind of thing is innate, and you can't have it if you want it.
"You should still try to take the first step bravely, as long as you are brave enough to do it, many things can be solved, because if you don't try, there will be no possibility and opportunity"
At this time, Malt received a text message on his mobile phone, which was sent by him.
Malt thought to herself: This brother is still a little hearty, if he doesn't send a message to himself today, it will be possible.... Then you may be dead again!
"I was just talking about something, I can't answer your call, I'll pick you up in 20 minutes"
20 minutes? Malt was a little panicked, after all, today is a vegan makeup!
Suddenly, he became impatient, and put the things in his hand in front of the dresser, "No, no, I don't have time to talk to you anymore, 20 minutes later, Senior Mangni has an appointment to meet me, I'm just putting on a base makeup today, who thinks I can meet, hurry up and make up for it"
The roommate on the side looked at Malt's busy appearance, and couldn't bear to shake his head, "It seems that there is not only sweetness in love" People often envy in sweetness, but they are glad in non-sweetness......
After a few minutes, he hurriedly touched up his makeup, "Can you help me take a look?" Malt asked, looking at a few roommates next to her.
"Yes, plus the street lights are dim at night, I can't see anything at all"
Mai stood in front of the mirror and nodded in satisfaction.
"Remember to come back early, don't bring any supper, I've been losing weight recently," said roommate Wang Er and fell on the bed.
Supper, the two of them don't quarrel today, even if it's good, what kind of bicycle do you need?
Anyway, when you see Senior Mangni for a while, do you want to bow sincerely and apologize first, it's over, and the subtext in my heart is that I am wrong.
Even if he didn't answer the phone, but the text message he just sent was enough to forgive him, is this the privilege of a handsome guy? Alas, or the exclusive right to be liked.
Malt is constantly making up for the scene that will happen for a while on the road, if he is really angry, then how should he coax it.
Although I didn't have any experience in coaxing people before, I had never eaten pork, so I had always seen a pig run.
It seems that if a girl is coquettish, it will make the boy feel that he will not be angry, but on weekdays, he thinks of himself as a female man, so he can be more restrained in front of him, and this suddenly becomes gentle, will it look unnatural?
Alas, is there anyone who can tell himself how a female man sells cuteness, and he can't hold up a piece of iron in front of him to offer courtesy!
Dizzy and hot, walking on the road is almost fluttering.
A few couples passing by are kissing without others, which Malt can not envy, not so much that they will feel uncomfortable when they do these actions at the door, and they feel that these actions are a more private part of love, or a little unacceptable, but this is not a relatively conservative idea!
Many people will classify this idea as conservative, but sometimes it is necessary to divide the occasion, after all, there are not only couples in the school, but also some poor single dogs, passing by, they are just to return to the dormitory, there is no need to eat so much dog food, and it is also for their physical and mental health.
Malt found a unique reason for this idea of its own.
After looking at my watch, there were still three minutes to get to the appointed time, which was considered to be early in time.
When he came to the tree where he liked to stand the most on weekdays, I have to say that the reflection of that tree at night was quite scary.
As a few couples passing by, Ten made some intimate movements, similar to two people, shaking hands one after the other like a crab walking, to be honest, this malt is true, some can't understand.
Crab? Please, leave some life for the single dog!