Chapter 66: The Same Means
Li Luo looked at the drunk Leng Yanshuo, and there was indescribable pain in his heart.
Her hand was held tightly by him, and if he moved his body slightly, he would clench it a little more, for fear that even she would leave.
"Leng Yan, you must be sad......"
During this time, all kinds of things came one after another, and Li Luo was a little skeptical about whether it was the right thing to keep Leng Yanshuo by his side.
It seems that everything started because of her, because of her uncertain mind, because of He Shengyu's crazy possessiveness towards her, because of He Shengyu's sudden hostility towards Leng Yanshuo, and the originally good brothers were in a mess because of her personal emotional problems.
Today, Leng Yanshuo asked her if she had never taken him to heart, she hesitated, and didn't dare to answer directly.
He Shengyu talked to her that day, disrupting the originally peaceful life.
It also disturbed her heart.
She always seems to hurt Leng Yanshuo intentionally or unintentionally, and she always can't control why Shengyu speaks, even if she didn't mean it that way.
She lied, and her unwavering heart disgusted herself.
If he left Leng Yanshuo at this moment, would he be better, at least He Shengyu would not trouble him again, and Chu Xiao would still live peacefully with everyone as before?
They're still them, she's still her.
Li Luo took all the misfortunes on himself, and he was depressed a lot.
If it weren't for her, Ina would still be the same Ina, Ina who surrounds Leng Yanshuo every day.
If one day, Ina also betrayed Leng Yanshuo like Chu Xiao, Murong Ran would be left by his side.
His friends, relatives, one by one, drifted apart because of her.
If it weren't for her, wouldn't Chu Xiao have been bewitched by the crazy and hypocritical He Shengyu?
Li Luo thought of countless excuses and results that could reassure her, and she didn't have the courage.
If she leaves Leng Yanshuo at this time, she will only drive another man crazy.
It is said that the red face is in trouble, but how can she be virtuous?
If she hadn't fallen in love with He Shengyu a few years ago, she still liked Leng Yanshuo in her heart, and when he came back, none of this would have happened, everyone was on the track they should have been, and they wouldn't deviate, but fate would make people.
It wasn't until this moment that Li Luo understood that fate was ill-fated.
Suddenly, I was depressed for a moment and I didn't know what to do......
The story is not long, it is not difficult to summarize, it is simple four words, and love is not allowed.
Leng Yanshuo loves Li Luo but can't get a complete sincerity from her, Li Luo loves He Shengyu but is unwilling.
Maybe her feelings for He Shengyu have long changed, maybe it is not love at all, and she mistakenly thinks it is love. In the future, she will finally understand that the stupidity was in vain, and she was just one person from beginning to end.
The three words He Shengyu have long disappeared without a trace in Li Luo's heart, she just doesn't know it, the boy under the peach blossom tree and the distressing man who is now mature have long been planted in the depths of her heart, and she still doesn't know it.
Li Luo looked at Leng Yanshuo's sleeping face for a long time, and when he fell asleep, the person in his dream became him.
Leng Yanshuo slowly opened his eyes, his forehead was covered with cold sweat, and he had nightmares again.
When he opened his eyes, Li Luo was in front of him, quiet and beautiful, he didn't know how long he could keep her, whether it would be like Chu Xiao, and she also left after a while.
He tilted his head sideways, his mouth still curling in the same way, his eyelashes covering the emotions in the depths of his eyes. The curvature seemed to freeze at the corners of his mouth, gradually stiffening.
It seemed as if something was about to slip out of the corner of his eye, but it didn't after all.
Leng Yanshuo closed his dry eyes and let go of his bloodless hand.
The hand is released, the blood returns, and she is reborn, just like his relationship with Li Luo, the tighter he grasps it, the faster it scatters, should she be set free?
He lifted the corner of the quilt and put it around Li Luo's waist, stood firm at the control table at the door of the room, raised the temperature of the air conditioner to 26 degrees, and then gently closed the door and left.
Sitting in the car, the canopy was opened, the seat back was tilted back, and the man lay in the driver's seat and looked at the sky without flying birds, leaving only a few faint traces of sadness.
The stars are shining, and the star belongs to him.
His stomach hurt again, and his face turned even paler in the moonlight.
Take out the injection medicine from the storage compartment in the hood, like a robot with no vital signs, inject life-sustaining liquid into the body, and follow the blood flow, to every organ in the body.
After each injection, he felt like he had a new lease of life.
Perhaps, Chu Xiao's matter just sounded a wake-up call for Leng Yanshuo, the more things and people he cared about, the faster he lost.
Li Luo, Murong Ran.
Will they all part ways with him eventually?
In the end, is it all in vain to do so much?
He's still a doll soaked in sewage. Even if it was once beautiful, it fell into the sludge and rolled around, and no matter how clean it was, it would be thrown away and forgotten.
In such intricate emotions, I never have the strength to fight for it.
Chu Xiao's matter finally became a thorn in Leng Yanshuo's heart, which could not be pulled out or kept.
The repeated stinging pain reminded him that what he was asking for was the future.
Nights always fade away quickly.
Every time the sun rises, it is so dazzling.
Chu Xiao woke up in pain, he felt the blood throbbing like crazy in his temples, and his head was pressing like something, about to burst.
He felt that he had fallen into an abyss, that the darkness was pressing down on him like a mountain, that the sea was drowning him, that he could not speak, that he could not breathe, that there was no pain in the world that could be compared with the pain he felt at the moment.
Sweat soaked through his clothes, and he was wet and cold.
Taking off the clothes that he hadn't changed yesterday, Chu Xiao staggered into the bathroom, suppressing the restlessness and pain in his body, and the hot water poured down from the top of his head, distracting his torn nerves.
In a trance, he seemed to see a reed bush, and the aurora filled the sky, which was very beautiful.
Walking out of the bathroom, the mobile phone rang suddenly, it was a message from Leng Yanshuo, there was only one sentence on it, at that moment Chu Xiao understood, there was nothing to hide from him, and it was finally the day to confess?
He changed his usual casual dress, changed into a suit, grabbed a meticulous hairstyle, and stood in front of the mirror, he was so thin.
His face was pale and gray.
The message from Leng Yanshuo was an address, and he was waiting for their brothers to talk without concern.
According to the address, I came to a park, which was quiet on weekdays, and only a few elderly people were pacing in it.
Chu Xiao looked for Leng Yanshuo for a long time, and finally found the tall figure next to an artificial lake.
"Leng Yan."
Thousands of words can't match these two words.
All grievances and unwillingness to be released at this moment.
Leng Yanshuo was still wearing yesterday's clothes, his hair was a little messy, and the stubble was wantonly leaving cyan marks on his chin.
He rarely cares about his image like this, and it is estimated that he already knew it the moment he saw He Shengyu yesterday.
Leng Yanshuo looked at Chu Xiao, who had changed his dressing style, a little surprised, was this planning to say goodbye to the past completely?
"I wear loose and loose clothes on weekdays, but I can't see that you have lost so much weight." Leng Yanshuo's tone was faint and meaningful, and he glanced at him meaningfully, then turned his head to look at the calm lake.
"If you don't have enough food and clothing, you will naturally lose weight." Chu Xiao habitually stood behind Leng Yanshuo, just like He Shengyu said, he was like a pug beside Leng Yanshuo, he could only stand behind him.
"Is He Shengyu good to you? What did you give you to make you so obsessed? ”
Sure enough, I knew.
"He? No, it's still like that, how can you take care of me if you only take care of your own interests? ”
"What about you, I wonder what you think? Are you sure you want to be on the opposite side of me? ”
"Leng Yan, I never wanted to stand on the opposite side of you, I'm just Chu Xiao."
Chu Xiao's voice trembled a little, the weather was still hot, but he could only feel cold.
"Then why did you see He Shengyu many times in private without informing me?"
The word he used was notification.
Instead of informing.
After knowing that Chu Xiao had done these things, the brotherhood between them had long been broken.
"You called me here just to ask if there are any of these?"
"Chu Xiao, I just didn't expect that it would be you who betrayed me."
"Betrayal? Is this a betrayal? Privately met your enemy, the brother who never was. He was also my former brother. ”
Chu Xiao walked up to Leng Yanshuo and confronted him face to face at the same height.
"So what? You chose your former brother!? ”
"Leng Yan, from beginning to end, I have only chosen you. He Shengyu is right, I am just a dog by your side, loyal. ”
This sentence stung Leng Yanshuo.
"I have never regarded you as a dog by my side, and neither has Murong, you are the brother I made with my heart, the brother who has died."
"Leng Yan, a lot of things have happened recently, let's treat it as if we haven't known each other, you just treat it as if there has never been a person like Chu Xiao in your life, let me fend for myself."
After Chu Xiao finished speaking, he turned around and left, Leng Yanshuo grabbed his elbow, pulled him back vigorously, and punched him in the face.
Suddenly, blood gushed out from Chu Xiao's nostrils, staggered, fell to the ground, and stood up for a long time.
Raised his hand to wipe the blood between his nose, and laughed bitterly, Chu Xiao fell down like a kite, and Leng Yanshuo immediately helped him who was swaying.
He didn't use all his strength just now, why was Chu Xiao so weak?
"Chu Xiao, what happened to you? In the past, you would have asked me to help you solve it no matter what! And now? Desperate to find He Shengyu, what can he promise you? ”
Leng Yanshuo seemed to roar out, he was extremely angry, Chu Xiao would never be so slow before.
"He can give me what I want!"
"What do you want? Can't I give it to you? What do you want that I haven't satisfied? ”
"Poison! Do you give drugs??? ”
Time seemed to freeze and stop here, Leng Yan Shuo was shocked, his mature and steady face turned blue-gray in an instant, and his eyes were wide in horror.
If so, everything works. He Shengyu sells drugs, he can naturally meet Chu Xiao's needs.
"Look, I'll be done with this when you know it. Look at your eyes full of disappointment, you can't tolerate this kind of thing. Chu Xiao sat decadently on the bench by the lake, the whole person curled up, hunched back, and the bulge of his spine protruded from his shirt.
Leng Yanshuo looked at him, opened his mouth, and the words were blocked in his throat for a long time.
Approaching his side, his hand on his back, the thin back was like a fossil in Leng Yanshuo's hands.
"When? How long has it been? ”
"About three months, it's too late to find out."
"I didn't even know it." Leng Yanshuo's expression was a little painful, he never expected such a result.
"What if you know?" Chu Xiao replied to him meaninglessly.
"He Shengyu used the same means on you, it's good." Leng Yanshuo's expression gradually became cold and tough, and his eyes were stained with a touch of gloom, and the killing intent was even more obvious.
"Chu Xiao, even if I try my best, I will help you heal and get this breath back for you."
"It's not worth it, Leng Yan, I've already compromised and given up, forget it."
"No way. Even if it's tied up, I'm going to help you quit. ”