Chapter 44: Waiting for a Queen
A person's self-confidence is not determined by material things, but by a strong heart. You study hard, work hard to achieve your dreams, and don't care about anything else. And I will always be behind you to support you and never give up on you, so you don't give up on yourself either, you know? ”
Lin Ru didn't understand why she said this, but it didn't prevent her from being moved.
"Hmm!" Lin Ru's heart was full of warmth and passion, "Sister, I will work hard, I will not let you down!" ”
"That's good." Lin Zhi took out a newly bought white flip phone and handed it to her, "This is for you, take it and use it." And this bank card, you also take it, I will deposit a sum of money for you regularly, you can use it however you want, don't treat yourself badly. ”
"Sister, I can't ask for this money!" Lin Ru hurriedly refused, "It's enough for you to buy me these......"
"Take it! I'm not saying that I'll take care of everything for you in the future, until the day you can rely on yourself. Don't be polite to me, we are a family, and we should not distinguish each other. ”
"Sister, thank you......" Lin Ru finally shed tears this time, and she cried uncontrollably.
From childhood to adulthood, she hopes that she can live a good life, not because she dislikes her family's poverty, but because poverty is really hard.
She also naively fantasized that there would be a Prince Charming to save her, and she would be the Cinderella.
But she didn't wait for Prince Charming, but for a queen. At this moment, it seems that she doesn't need any Prince Charming.
"Tonight's party, go and participate, but don't forget to promise me that you must not give up on yourself and work hard to realize your dreams." Lin Zhi said to her solemnly again.
"Well, I promise you, I will!" Lin Ru nodded and assured, and Lin Zhi was satisfied and relieved.
In this life, her cousin finally doesn't have to go astray because of poverty and inferiority.
In her previous life, Lin Ru distorted her personality because she was too inferior. Originally, she had a gentle and simple personality, but later met a gangster, and then she changed.
She became sharp and unrestrained, spending her days in bars or smoky places, wearing strong smoky makeup, and calling many people brothers, as if this was the only way to prove her worth and presence.
But her nature is not like this, so after the fall, she became more and more inferior, and the more inferior she was, the more she indulged herself.
Slowly, she had no intention of studying, dropped out of school before graduating, and then kept fooling around in society.
Without the ability, she can only do some low-level work, and her emotions are in a mess, and her youth and life are slowly wading.
Before she was 25 years old, her figure was seriously out of shape, and she seemed to have changed her appearance, becoming much more vulgar and ugly.
It is clear that she is very good-looking, and it is clear that as long as she works hard, she can have a stable and bright life. But she didn't see hope, so she gave up early.
And a person's golden struggle period is so short, and if you miss the youth that should be struggled the most, the more you go to the back, the more difficult it will be to turn over.
After the age of 25, Lin Ru's life is not as good as a year, and she even made a scumbag. The man had been abusing her for a long time, and Lin Ru, who was in agony, chose to commit suicide.
It was also after she committed suicide that Lin Zhi saw the suicide note she wrote, and only then did she know how hard she had lived, and only then did she know that she had been treated violently.