Xinrou doesn't know where the road will go in the future, but now she can feel the warmth of the moment, and all this is enough.

"Thank you for appreciating me so much and giving me a job opportunity, I will definitely repay you by doing a good job in the future," Xinrou said.

The boss and a man behind him laughed silently, and they knew exactly what they were laughing at.

This kind of thing has happened many times, even if the man behind him is unwilling to cooperate many times, but he also has to live, and he has to receive a salary from the boss, many things he can't violate, but I don't know when this girl will be able to wake up....

After Xinrou went back, she kept imagining every road in the future on the road, thinking that she would be able to completely detach herself from her previous life in the future, and there was an incomparable ease in happiness.

If they had been firmly chosen, perhaps there would not be such a question in their minds now, but it is only their choice to say more, and that choice will not be in the hands of a nine-year-old girl in any case.

Every time Xinrou thinks of this, she always has a very painful feeling in her heart, when will she be able to have a life of her own, for herself, not just for others.

But there doesn't seem to be any answer to this question, and since that day, many things have quietly changed.

The love of his parents continues to decrease, and he may also wonder if he got his mother's love before, but the road ahead can only be walked alone, and it has been doomed since he was nine years old.

But those peers around me don't understand this kind of thinking, maybe they think it's ridiculous! It is because of this ridiculous idea that I have persevered to this day.

"If I could, I wish I hadn't seen what happened that day, or that I chose not to go back that day," Xinrou always said to herself.

But the rest of my life will be different from before, with my own job and a very exciting future, everything here is worth looking forward to, and I can't go back no matter what.

This is an extremely unfamiliar environment for him, a time to adapt, but there is no time to buffer himself, he must be forced to enter this mode, and there is no way to quit.

The call came, and it was theirs again.

"How's it going? You don't know how conspicuous the daughter of the village chief's family has been in the past few days, we can't just let people compare, when will the money for this month come back, your mother's illness was delayed because of money, do you really want to be the culprit of your mother's illness?"

Crime boss? Is this the word loved ones should use? Xinrou has an indescribable taste, but I'm used to it, it's always been like this before, and it seems that nothing has changed....

If life could be a little simpler, maybe there wouldn't be so many things to think about.

"I'm already looking for it, I'll figure out how to deal with money," Xinrou said.

Perhaps it is precisely because of the fact that there is still a trace of gratitude to his relatives in his heart, after all, when that incident did not happen before the age of nine, everything was so happy.

But since that day, it seems that the surroundings have changed, and I have come to a strange environment and a strange family, and that familiar feeling has disappeared, disappearing without a trace, as if I can't find the shadow of before.

But in her memory, there was indeed a happy time.

"Let me tell you, the village chief's daughter has driven back and forth with us several times, I guess she showed me her name, we are the only two of you who have walked out here, you must not let her compare, our whole family is a face-saving person"

Face to face, what they know is their face, why can't they turn back? Think about your hard work?

Alas, but it doesn't seem to be extravagant for them at all, happy is happy, and unhappy won't show it, they will only say who you show all day long, yes, no one likes to ask the reason, everyone likes to see the outcome of things, which is ridiculous.

"How's her sick?"

Xinrou didn't use her mother's name, maybe she was already disappointed in this person in her heart, but family affection is often so complicated that the bones are broken and the tendons are connected.

How can many things be easily answered, if life can really make its own choices, then it is estimated that no one will choose this path, right?

It's ridiculous to say, although I care about the condition of some people at this time, but I always show a look of indifference, I don't use this way to vent myself, for their already dissatisfied emotions, but obviously this way is wrong, because everyone's focus is not here, so it's useless to say more.

No matter how much a little girl cries and makes trouble, in the end it is not to stop, there is a person who just doesn't like the process of comforting others, so he is directly waiting for this result, but he doesn't know what kind of process it takes to get this result in this process.

"His illness has never been good, is it possible that you still hope that he can get better and spend less money on you? Our family can only count on you now, and now at this moment, do you still want to shirk it? You're part of our family! Growing up in our family since childhood, you have walked out of the city and rushed to the big life, but we can only stay in this small village for the rest of our lives, and we can't go anywhere."

But they don't know what it's like to live in this big city, they run into walls everywhere, they are rejected everywhere, they have unpleasant things with people everywhere, they don't ask about them, they don't care about them, they only care about whether they can send them money when the time comes, and since when has a family affection been transformed into such a strange feeling?

"I can only do my best, my strength is not so strong, and I am powerless to do many things" Xinrou did everything she should do, but the family was still not satisfied, this was not because the family had high expectations for herself, she knew deeply in her heart that this was just a means for them to want money.

It seems that no one has ever seen such a treatment of their children, to be honest, as their daughter, Xinrou is afraid every day.

I'm afraid that one day, suddenly my name is missing from the household registration book, and I will become a person who is not within the scope of the census.

"What's the matter? You have to do it, after all, you have walked out of us and come to such a big city, as long as you work hard, you will definitely be able to come back to glorify your ancestors, you are the only one in our family, you have worked so hard to cultivate you before, and now it is time for you to repay."

What they say is easy, cultivation is just casual chatting? In a threatening way?

"There's so much I can do, don't put all my hopes on this"

It's just a little girl who has just come out of the countryside, and she has just come to this big city, and she is so unfamiliar with all the surrounding environment, so strange that she is at a loss for many things.

And what ways and reasons can we help those people?

"Now that your mother's condition is getting worse and worse, if you don't get the money to come back for treatment sooner, are you willing to be the culprit for your mother's departure?"

Again, why put all the fault on yourself? Even though he didn't do anything, he became a sinner in the whole world.

Maybe sometimes it's just so wonderful that you didn't do anything in the first place? But he was framed by others, if he was a stranger he didn't know, this is his immediate family, do you want to be so decisive?

"Is there anything else?"

"Of course there is something, the major affairs of our family depend on you alone, you have to be at this time, if you don't care, our whole family will starve to death, is it possible that you really miss your family? I know you wouldn't be so ruthless, anyway? You'll do it, right? ”

Maybe at this time, she still became a little soft-hearted, Xinrou had already mustered up the courage to draw a line with her previous life, but she found that life was not as simple as she imagined, and it was even more difficult than she imagined, and she was so difficult that she was overwhelmed.

"I will send money to my family according to my own efforts, there is no need to rely on other people's paths" After all, there are no children with umbrellas, they can only run hard, and an unprepared person can only set off step by step.

Because sometimes I am really at a loss, and I always become very sluggish when facing all the senior brothers, Xinrou wants to change her inner thoughts countless times, but I find that there are still some difficulties, and this difficulty will not make me more combative, but is constantly frustrated......

"What do you mean? I don't quite understand, you are the daughter of our family, you look at how thoughtful and caring other people's daughters are, why can't we enjoy that kind of treatment? ”

Someone else's daughter? Have you been attending various cram schools for a long time? What exactly is the cost of a tuition school? Does that kind of cram school reduce the fear of the future?

"If you think other people's daughters are very thoughtful, you can ask their parents how they do it?" After Xinrou finished speaking, she hung up the phone.

Parents are not fully prepared for the responsibilities and responsibilities of a parent, but they want a daughter to fulfill their obligations, I have to say that some people really do not have any development potential, especially in this aspect.

If you want to become more powerful, then you should open the door to a new world, rather than inherently guarding this territory of your own.

What do you mean by that? Has our family treated you badly for so many years? ”

Disadvantage? What is Mistreatment? Will they finally be able to realize this? Or is it just casual talk? If I had been firmly chosen at that time, maybe my heart would have been much stronger, and I don't have anything to rely on behind me now, not even my friends.

"You should ask yourself about this, I have some other things to do at school, so I won't tell you yet" Xinrou finally hung up the phone.

Originally, the mood was smooth, but the clouds were made in an instant, and it turned out that someone could really spoil a person's mood in an instant as if they had magic.

"Old woman, do you think the two of us have treated that little girl badly?"

"I don't think so, everything I can give, what does she want?"