Chapter 102: Abide in the Heart
Xinrou has been very distressed lately, and her roommates and classmates around her are experiencing a fresh relationship, and in order to fit into their lives, she should probably be like them at this time.....
It is said that it is not easy to meet a person in the vast sea of people, but it is too easy for them to meet, is this a difference in God?
In order to show that she is no worse than others, she desperately wants to find a boyfriend to prove it.
Malt was very sad that her grandmother was able to make such a choice, and her grandmother was betting her life with her own future, didn't she think that this bet might not win......
Although the last time I was wronged seems to be in the past, it is still difficult to let go of my heart, if there was no senior Mangni next to him to calmly analyze, maybe so many people present would think that they were thieves who stole mobile phones, even if they really jumped into the Yellow River at that time, they couldn't wash it away.
If the cause of this incident is not what they did on purpose, but only because they brought the black fisherman's hat, malt has been wearing a black fisherman's hat continuously for the past few days, like a child angry, in this way to prove his innocence, many things are done is done, and if you don't do it, you don't do it, and you don't know if you don't do it, and you're not afraid of ghosts knocking on the door~
Xinrou found a roughly suitable "object" on the school's confession wall.
Roughly suitable can be explained in this way: the family lives in a big city, meets the aesthetic needs of the style of dressing, and has a plan for the future.
To a large extent, this can drive Xinrou to stay in the city better, instead of returning to the small village after graduation.
She was fed up with that kind of life, and she couldn't go back anyway, not so much to be together with a purpose, but to drive herself to stay in this city better.
After chatting with friends for a few days, the boy chose to meet at a café near the school.
Xinrou happily went to the appointment, her eyes full of illusions about the future, everything could not be worse than before.
Push open the door of the café and come to a chic private room, perhaps this is the style that the boy wants.
There are a few teacups on the table, this is obviously a café, could it be that the boy means to drink tea here?
Xinrou waved at him, the boy nodded, and she sat down in the chair next to her.
"You're Xinrou?" The boy looked her up and down.
"Well, we've seen it on the confession wall before," Xinrou said.
For some reason, Xinrou was so satisfied when she saw the boy in front of her, especially looking at his eyes, it was like seeing hope for the future, but the boy didn't know this.
"Why did you suddenly notice me on the confession wall?" The boy was puzzled, and his eyes fell on the bag she had casually placed on the table.
"Because I think you're different from other people" is actually no different, it's just a simple statement, every boy who can stay in this city is mostly the same, as long as he can hope to stay in this city, all the efforts made for this are worth it, but they don't understand this, they were born in such a good and prosperous city, naturally they will not cherish it, nor will they experience the helplessness from a small city.
Living alone in a strange city, although it is the same air, but the feeling is completely different, Xinrou has made up her mind to stay in this city!
"Different?" The boy smiled, "I'd like to hear if there's anything different that catches your eye."
The boy's eyes looked up and down at Xinrou in front of him from time to time, his eyes were so clear, and the collagen on his face could be blown off, but why should he buy some pirated brands for these clothes and backpacks? Is it just because you can't afford it?
"From your profile picture, I can tell that you are a very sincere person, and I like to deal with sincere people," Xinrou said.
"Sincere people?" The boy sneered.
"I think so, too, but if someone is not honest with me, then how can I expect that what I say is sincere?" Just like these fake brands of clothes and bags, it's like a kind of vanity at work, if you can't afford to buy a real bag, then you should fight for it, instead of buying some fake brands that satisfy your vanity.
Xinrou could hear that something was wrong in her tone, and looked at him very seriously, as if looking at her own future, "What do you mean by this?" ”。
"What do you mean? It's like when I asked you to meet here, you were very honest and sincere, but you are different to me, you are not honest with me at all," he said, and it was not once or twice that such things were seen, and in the end he was able to conclude that it was all vanity.
"Do you think I'm not being honest with you?" Xinrou asked with a serious face, can't you be honest about your future?
When he heard the words of the girl in front of him, he stood up and pointed to the bag on the side, "Why are you carrying an imposter?" ”。
Counterfeit? Xinrou didn't understand, she never knew what a brand was, and these bags were just stalls that she bought at random in the township before, why did he get so angry because of this matter? Obviously, I had a lot of fun chatting on the friend chat interface.
But Xinrou didn't plan to explain anything about this, it turned out that the backpack that had been carried for so long had always been an impostor, but is it so important whether it is real or fake, isn't it all used to carry?
"And the clothes on your body, obviously that logo is made by a big brand, but it is casually printed with its traces, do you usually just wear these imposters?" Even if it's very speculative in the friend's chat box, if you really take such a girlfriend out, I'm afraid you'll be laughed out of your buddies.
Xinrou looked down at her clothes, and it turned out that the letters on them had this meaning.....
"Since we've talked to this point, I don't think there's anything to say between us, let's just treat it like we've never known each other, and don't talk anymore" The boy turned the teacup he had just drunk upside down, picked up his coat and walked towards the door of the café.
Xinrou was the only one left in this compartment, facing it all alone.
It turns out that they don't recognize those stalls, but now their identity is just like this clothes, they are stalls, so there is no value in wearing them on people?
Xinrou almost cried, originally thought that as long as she never mentioned the things in the small village again, no one would know, but now it seems that things are not as simple as they seem, they can only conclude through a piece of clothing and a backpack, is this the most essential difference?
She didn't mean to wear that imposter, but before that, she really didn't know the brand, she just bought some clothes to wear in the stall in her hometown, and she didn't pay so much attention to it, but she didn't expect him to be so angry, chatted for so many days, and finally ended in failure.....
Is this how it should be? Life is so big, why can't it be changed?
Xinrou wants to seize the opportunity to stay in the city, not to be able to return to the remote village, even if there is only a glimmer of hope, she is willing to try.
After returning to the dormitory, the whole person looked depressed, and even the books he had to read every night were completely uninterested at the moment.
Malt saw that today's Xinrou was very different from the past, so she walked over with concern and asked, "Xinrou, what's wrong with you?" Emotions are very wrong! ”。
Xinrou was made to cry by this sudden concern, but fortunately there were only two of them in the dormitory, otherwise I really didn't know how to explain it for a while.
"What the hell is going on? Did someone bully you? I remember you said today that you were going to meet a guy on the confession wall, how did it turn out? Malt asked.
Xinrou sat up and picked up the backpack next to her, "Malt, do you know what the letters on this backpack mean?" ”。
Malt looked at it, "This is ZX (an internationally renowned fashion brand), but ..... It looks a little weird."
"I've been carrying this backpack for so long, haven't you noticed this logo before?".
"I didn't look closely".
"You know what? Today the boy said to me, the things I used are all impostors, all things that can't be put on the table, he decisively humiliated me, and finally left very angrily, I didn't know why he was so angry at first, and then I went to check this information on the Internet, and I finally understood" Xinrou said with a serious face.
"Xinrou, this doesn't mean anything, it's just a brand, are you crying so sadly, is it just because of this incident?".
"No, I cry because I think I'm so small, in this world, I can't be like you, I also wish I knew all these so-called well-known brands, but it turns out that I can't, I can't do anything, I'm just a person who buys land."
"You must not think like that, it's just a piece of clothing, why should you care so much".
"No, I don't care about clothes, I care about my incompetence, I care about my naivety and ignorance".
"No, you shouldn't think like this about this, if that guy is very angry with you because of this matter, it means that he and you are not suitable, he didn't take your emotions into account at this moment, but expanded her own emotions, you don't need to entangle with this kind of person at all!"
"Actually, there's nothing wrong with him, it's all my fault, it's because I don't know anything, that's why I've embarrassed myself so much."
Malt didn't know how to explain, I didn't expect that one day Xinrou would become like this, maybe her current life is too different from her previous life, and she is a little uncomfortable.
"Actually.... It's just a piece of clothing, as the so-called ignorant is not guilty, if you want, I can help you get to know these brands, so that there will be no such thing in the future" Malt said with a worried face.
"Will you help me?" There was a lot of expectation in Xinrou's eyes, but there was still a trace of hesitation, what was she hesitating.....
"Of course I'm willing to help you, not only are we roommates, but we're also best friends! If there's anything you need my help with, I'm here to help," Malt said with a smile.
Xinrou really envied their life, but the family in the small village didn't know that their daughter would be looked down upon because she was wearing a stall.
They also never think about it, it has always been ....