Chapter 1203 - Singing in return

The presence of the child makes the dean conflicted and divided, and he always explores questions related to death, but rarely thinks about what life is.

No matter where a person goes, he is heading towards death, so the dean thought that by measuring the length of death, he can figure out the meaning of life.

The special environment made him a monster, and the curse had penetrated into every nerve and vein of him, but even so, when he faced his own child, his ugly heart full of scars still beat violently.

Whenever he sees his child, two voices always appear in his head.

A voice told him that the child was a gift from death.

Another voice is saying that children are the continuation of life.

The dean couldn't convince himself, and the quarrel in his head was getting louder and louder, which had seriously affected his disguise.

Having tasted the sweetness of being dressed in human skin, the dean no longer wanted to be seen as a monster, and he tried his best to hide his illness, and as a result, he became more and more divided.

He couldn't reconcile, not just about his own children, no matter what he thought, opposing thoughts began to appear in his mind.

For example, on the question of how to treat himself, a voice told him that he should be treated, admitting that he was a patient and a monster in other people's mouths.

Another voice is urging him to kill his own children and get to the root of the differences.

The dean's behavior became more and more erratic, he wore a white coat during the day to treat the painful and desperate, and when he returned home at night, he would change into a hospital gown and lock himself in the room and talk to the mirror.

Gradually, his wife discovers the anomaly, and that's when the most paradoxical point appears.

The human voice in his head told him that the best way to deal with it now was to confess to his family, admit that he was sick, and actively pursue treatment, and the potential price of doing so was to destroy his current home.

He knew his wife well, and he knew that she liked the doctor who was personable, extremely well-known in the industry, and had a great future. Once you admit that you are sick, your career and family may all be ruined.

Another voice in the dean's head kept tempting him, telling him not to care about the monsters, this was a sick world, he just had to hide himself like before. If humanity confuses and pains him, then it is better to extinguish the last vestiges of humanity.

If you want to be a man, you can lose everything you get now.

Continue to be a monster, but you can have happiness and joy.

The Dean didn't make a choice, and his soul became more and more opposed, until one day, the seed of the curse took root and sprouted a black flower in his heart.

That night he had a dream in which he was lying on the bed in a hospital gown, and in front of the bedroom mirror stood a self in a white lab coat.

The same face, one is a patient and the other is a doctor.

The dean in the hospital gown represents what remains of humanity and reason, while the dean standing in front of the mirror is completely consumed by curse and malice.

Good and evil have nothing to do with strength or weakness, and in the dream, the patient who represents humanity is being treated by a doctor full of malice and curses.

The most tragic thing is that as humanity is "cured" little by little, malice will completely take over the body of the dean.

The dean kept repeating and dreaming the same dream.

The spiritual split became more and more serious, and slowly, his soul was torn in half.

The dean began to be unable to distinguish between dreams and reality, he didn't know if he was lying in a real bed or in a dream now, anyway, he could always see himself in a white coat full of malice.

Gradually, he began to wonder if there was an extra self in reality?

From mind, to consciousness, to soul and body, the dean found himself split into two people.

Both of these people are him, but they are complete opposites.

One is evil and the other is good; One has committed a heinous crime, and the other is constantly punishing himself with guilt; A man who is full of despair and thinks that he is the god of this sick world, a person who longs for happiness and wants to be ordinary.

The dean of the white coat, who represents the curse, imprisons the dean of the hospital gown that represents humanity in a nightmare, and instead of destroying his own humanity, he completely strips it away.

The dean in the white coat, who was only left with negative emotions and malice, completely turned into a monster in human skin.

The evil thoughts in the body were no longer restrained, and the cursed flower bloomed in the bottom of the heart, wafting out a black mist.

Dean Bai Coat didn't know what the black fog represented, and it was the first time he had seen the black fog full of despair and death in the human world.

Without the restraints of humanity, Dean Bai Coat's usual behavior is completely flawless, he is a demon disguised as an adult.

He is clearly made of malice and curses, but he has made himself the embodiment of humanity and reason.

Patients who don't know the truth think he's a benevolent doctor, colleagues think he's a good leader, and wives think he's the perfect husband.

Dean White Coat will only remove his disguise in front of his newborn child, and the appearance of life is the root cause of the Dean's split, and Dean White Coat, who is completely composed of curses, is also full of curiosity about children.

He began to "treat" and "experiment" his own child, and his own son became his first real patient.

In the course of repeated attempts, the Dean discovers the existence of the Black Mist, which is born in the depths of the nightmare and drifts through the human heart, and its essence is the memory that people are least willing to face, made up of forgotten pain and despair.

The discovery of the black mist made Dean White Coat ecstatic, and he felt that he had touched the real world.

He thought that this was the unique ability of the Cursed Seed, and that only he could see the black mist and become a bridge to it.

But in the follow-up experiment, he put his child into the black mist, and the ignorant life like a white paper became hideous and distorted under the invasion of the black mist, and the nascent heart was also planted with the seed of curse, and it began to float out of the black mist.

At this time, the dean slowly realized that everyone has more or less the existence of black fog in their hearts, and as long as they are done properly, everyone can become a bridge to the black fog.

Dean of the White Coat begins to collect black fog in the dark, enjoying the process of spreading doom and despair, and experiencing the joy of being seen as a savior.

He is the one who causes the pain, he is the one who relieves the pain, and he is still the one who sends the patient to a dead end.

This life lasted for a long time, until his child slowly grew up and became a deformed monster.

The child who didn't know how to hide almost exposed the dean's secret, and in order to continue hiding in the shadows, the dean killed his own child with his own hands, but before killing the child, he sent his son's consciousness into the black fog in his heart.

He had always wondered what the source of the black fog looked like?

Using the monsters he had cultivated, the dean saw a sea of black fog in the depths of the nightmare.

All the despair of the world has come together, they are forgotten, but they will never disappear.

The sea of fog is full of monsters that only appear in nightmares, and in addition, there are also lost people.

The dean became more and more interested in this world, and he felt that he was born here, and he was desperate.

He was no longer satisfied with entering the sea of fog with the will of a child, and began to try to use different patients to enter the sea of fog through the bridge in their hearts.

About a year later, he met a patient from Hanjiang.

The young man named Chen Xiao was hit by a car while saving people and fell into a severe coma.

The man who was rescued by Chen Xiao was surnamed Luo, and his family was in business, so in order to save Chen Xiao, he spent a lot of money to invite many doctors, and among those doctors was the dean.

Dean Bai Dafu wanted to enter the black mist through Chen Xiao's heart, but when he succeeded, he was very surprised to find that the patient was standing at the edge of the black mist world.

On one side of him was a thick black fog of despair, and on the other side was a city made of flesh and blood.

If the Black Mist is pure despair and pain, then the Blood City is the only hope in the Black Mist World that cannot be called hope.

When a desperate memory is forgotten, the despair and pain in it turn into black mist, and the remaining trace of longing and struggle merges into the Blood City.

The black mist was full of hideous and terrifying monsters, and the Blood City was full of people covered in bruises.

The dean felt that this patient was very special, and that there must be some kind of secret hidden in him.

He found Chen Xiao, and after making various attempts, he found that only his own consciousness could leave smoothly, and he could not take Chen Xiao away.

After thinking about it for a long time, Dean Bai Da felt that the reason might be in the dean of the hospital gown.

He was the first to split the opposing consciousness, and the White Coat Dean entered the edge of the Blood City, but the Hospital Gown Dean was imprisoned in another place, and there was a constant connection between the two.

Dean Bai Da Coat told Chen Xiao about his treatment plan, and in order to split the opposing consciousness, Chen Xiao endured unimaginable torture in the blood city and the black fog.

In the end, this young patient's consciousness was separated, and the side that retained his humanity was called Chen Xiao, and the side that was bound by the blood city and full of negative emotions named himself Chen Xiao.

At the moment of consciousness separation, Dean Bai Da Coat took Chen Xiao away from the Blood City, and Chen Xiao, who could not be controlled, was cruel and tyrannical and left in the Blood City.

After returning to reality, the dean became extremely interested in Chen Xiao, and he was curious about why Chen Xiao's heart was connected to the edge of the Blood City.

He was secretly observing, recording everything, and no one knew that he was a demon in human clothing.

A few years later, Chen Xiao's child was born.

This child has a pair of blood-red pupils, and he seems to be able to see through people's hearts and see many things that adults can't.

Other children love to cry, but he is always laughing, as if there is nothing in the world that can make him sad.

Chen Xiao knew why his children were so different, and he had paid too much price to escape from the Blood City, including being hit by countless negative emotions and experiencing unimaginable despair in the world.

Looking at the newborn in his arms and his face with an innocent smile, Chen Xiao gave his child a name with a special meaning - Chen Ge.

The world kisses me with pain, but I repay it with a song.

As he grew older, Chen Ge showed more and more abnormalities, he would enter the world of black fog in his sleep, and return to reality when he woke up.

He saw all kinds of people and a thousand strange ghosts.

I don't know if it's because of the bloodline or his father, even if Chen Ge's consciousness is not separated, he can freely walk through the black fog, the blood city, and reality, and all of this is seen by the dean.

Dean Bai Dafu has a special medical record file, he lists Chen Ge as the No. 1 patient, Chen Xiao in the Blood City as the No. 2 patient, and Chen Xiao in reality as the No. 3 patient.

Hidden in human skin for decades and still undiscovered, the dean's ambition is growing more and more, and he wants to cure this sick world.

He began to contact Chen Ge behind Chen Ge's parents' back, and he wanted to use Chen Ge's ability to bring back to the world those forgotten despair and pain.

As a cursed species, he firmly believes that the world of black fog is the real world, and that reality is nothing more than a morbid cover.

The dean cautiously approached Chen Ge, and he used the experience he had accumulated over the decades to help Chen Ge push open a door in the Blood City.

The door that connected the Blood City to reality, and although it only existed for a short time before disappearing, it gave the Dean hope.

He frequently came into contact with Chen Ge in the Blood City and the Black Mist World, which eventually aroused Chen Xiao's vigilance.

However, in order to complete his plan, the dean didn't care about these at all, and he had a crazy idea, he wanted to split Chen Ge's consciousness into good and evil.

Leave the good to Chen Xiao, and he will take the evil away.

In order to generate a sense of antagonism, he frantically tortured Chen Ge in the world of black mist, but he couldn't succeed, and in the end he was chased and killed by Chen Xiao all the way.

Seeing that it had been exposed, he simply came to Hanjiang with the monster he had cultivated and kidnapped Chen Ge.

The dean did everything, he drew out Chen Ge's will, and killed Chen Ge again and again, but even this still couldn't succeed.

No matter what he does to Chen Ge's will, he can't tear or kill Chen Ge's will, and when the sun rises, Chen Ge's will will surely return again.

Chen Ge's will could not be separated, the dean had to find another way, he was already a top master of playing with people's hearts, plus he had been exploring in the black fog for decades, he knew that place better than anyone else.

Carefully arranged, the dean caused the black fog and erupted into a terrifying black tide.

In order to save the memories in the Blood City that were covered in bruises and forgotten by everyone, Chen Ge chose to merge with the Blood City, and he tried to influence the Blood City.

The Black Tide passed, and those forgotten memories did not dissipate, but Chen Ge's will could no longer leave the Blood City.

The dean stole some of Chen Ge's flesh and blood, and the rest was taken away by Chen Xiao......

In the cursed hospital, the memories of the sky were completely shattered at this moment, and the director's past began to dissipate.

The blood-clothed man with the blood-colored key in his hand and the earth-shattering murderous intent stared at the dean in the black mist.

He desperately stabbed the key into the inside of the shrine, and the stench of black blood continued to flow out of the shrine.