My name is Xiaohong, female, senior in high school.

I had a very happy childhood, my parents were harmonious, my family was good, my friends were very good to me, my academic performance was also very good, and the only trouble may be that my favorite fried pork in the canteen at noon was filled with coriander. - Until one day, I met a woman.

On Sunday, high school juniors could take a half-day vacation in the afternoon, and I told my classmates that my mother would make me braised pork in the evening. At the corner of the street, he waved goodbye to his classmates, straightened his schoolbag, lowered his head and walked home quickly.

"Hello classmate......"

As soon as I looked up, I saw a pregnant woman standing in front of me. Her hair was unkempt, her clothes were half-new, and she continued with a cramped smile: "I came to find my brother-in-law, but I don't know how to go, can you help me look at this address?" ”

As she spoke, she shoved a crumpled piece of paper into my hand, and I looked at the crooked writing on it with a pen, and realized that I really knew this place.

It was in a very remote alley behind our building, my parents never let me go, and when I was a child, I asked why, they said it was haunted, and there were women crying in the middle of the night.

I:......???? Wait, that's a perfunctory answer.

But I didn't open my mouth to refute it.

Because the braised pork is so delicious.

I said, "If you go down this road and see the red building, you can see it when you go around to the back." ”

"Can you show me the way? I'm afraid I'll get lost......"

I did hesitate a little, but she looked tired, weathered, and pregnant, so she couldn't bear to fall down, so she nodded and said come with me.

I walked around to that place, and before I could say anything, it was dark in front of me, and I didn't know anything.

When I woke up again, I found myself in a mud house with a chain around my neck.

"Don't think about running away," a man in his forties said, sitting on the kang and taking a puff on his cigarette pouch, "you are now the daughter-in-law of our brothers." ”

And then?

Afterward...... I'm dead.

Killed by a man.

for I strangled the son which I bore to them.

But I don't know why I'm still breathing.

I jumped out of bed and rushed out the bedroom door crying and calling out to my parents.

"What's wrong? Girl? I saw an elegant woman from the kitchen, she was holding a plate of braised pork, smiling: "Why are you crying?" ”

I was stunned.

I'm not called Niu Niu.

"What's wrong? Is it a nightmare? The woman came over and touched my hair, then took me in her arms and patted me on the back: "Don't be afraid, mom is here." ”

Tears were still in my eyes, and I looked around in confusion, the unfamiliar environment, the unfamiliar mother, and the unfamiliar me.

I sat down at the table and took a mouthful of braised pork. In the blink of an eye, tears came down.

Even the braised pork is different, what she makes is actually sweet.

I slowly came to terms with the fact that I was a chick.

I looked into my case and found that my abductors had been caught, and some of the girls who had been trafficked had returned home, and some of them had died like me.

I looked at the black-and-white photos of myself on the news and started trying to contact my parents, but the phone number was empty.

I didn't give up, I took another plane and a train, and went to the previous place, only to find that they had already moved away. I learned from my neighbors that they had gone south since their child died, and it is said that they adopted a child named Xiaohong when they left.

I sat at the door of the unit, crying.

Later, I went back to that house and became Niu Niu again.

On the last day of the summer vacation, I put on the new dress that Niuniu's mother bought for me and got into a taxi under her reluctant gaze.

"The beauty is very good-looking." The driver accosted me.

"Ah, thank you."

"Is the beauty a college student?"

"yes, they're seniors."

"Why did you go to the airport so late?"

"There's no way, it's hard to grab a school ticket, it's still booked in advance."

"Ah, I guess it's daytime when we get there."

I didn't say anything more because I noticed that his car was driving further and further away. Hurriedly opened the electronic map and found that he was about to reach the suburbs if he drove any further.

"Master, did we make a mistake?" I barely managed to compose myself and pressed the number of the police number on my phone, thinking that if something happened, I could call the police as soon as possible.

"No, it's a shortcut here, and you can save money for the beauty."

"No, let's get on the road."

The driver looked at me in the rearview mirror and didn't speak.

Suddenly, a sudden braking hit my head on the chair in front of me, and I was dragged out of the car by him.

He trampled on my phone, and my head was shattered by a brick he picked up because of my resistance to him.

I'm dead again.

I'm alive again.

The pain in my head and the fear in my heart had not yet faded from me. I curled up on the bed, hugged myself tightly, and began to think about what I had done in my last life to cause such a tragedy.

I decided to go out as little as possible, preferably not at all, to buy anything that I could buy online, and to order takeout when I could.

And then I died.

I was killed by a burglary by a courier who often delivers to my house.

Because he thinks that I often shop online, I must be very rich.

Before I died, I really wanted to tell him that I didn't have any money, and that I was buying toilet paper at a discount, and I just didn't dare to go out.

I was born again.

And he died again.

This time it was a night out and night run, and I was killed by the people who followed me.

The next time it was broad daylight, I was wearing pink half-cut sleeves and a small flower skirt in the store and playing with friends, and the other party drank too much and said that I was out to sell and wanted to buy me, so I quarreled with him, and then I was stoned to death by a wine bottle.

The next time is ......

When I was born again, I began to wonder why I kept dying, was there any reason? Am I overlooking something?

I looked at the couple under the tree who were not separated from Meng Meng, patted my head, and understood.

I'm in the middle of it.

This time, there is a man by his side, and it is indeed a lot safer. I can go out at night, I can wear a skirt, and I am not afraid of meeting perverts even on the bus.

I can't wait to carry my boyfriend with me wherever I go.

But I'm still dead.

Killed by her boyfriend.

Because he thinks I'm too clingy and doesn't respect him.

Then you can break up, big brother!! What are you doing with me!!

I was born again and learned wisely.

I'm not in the same place, I just maintain an ordinary friend relationship, and I don't stick to you, we can go out together if we can go out together, and if I can't, I'll be accompanied by another person.

That's fine.

But I'm still dead.

Killed by a man who had been pursuing me but I didn't agree.

I was bleeding as I watched the man hysterically and told others that I was tired when I killed me on impulse because I was hanging him, playing with him, and spending his money and not getting along with others.

It's dangerous and troublesome to fall in love.

I don't know if the heavens heard my plea or what, but this time I was reborn, a married woman.

I cried tears of joy.

Great, this time it must be safe.

It was only later that I realized that I was happy early.

The man kept beating me and abusing me, and I couldn't stand it and went to the police, so they called the man over and said a few words, and it was over.

The man was furious.

I was beaten to death.

Reborn again, I found out that this man beat me, and without saying a word, I hurriedly went to get a divorce, and as a result, I was killed again.

The reason is that I am actually going to get a divorce.

That's fine.

I wiped the pot and thought, this time I said that I would not divorce anything, and try not to make men angry, so I can live carefully. I couldn't stand dying again and again, it really hurt, and I could feel it, every time I was reborn, my body became weaker, and this time my body was basically gasping for two steps.

The man is back. I hurriedly poured him a glass of water and asked him if he was tired and hungry today.

He didn't squeak, just looked at me motionlessly, and then said, "Today I'm going to tell my fortune." ”

"Really?" I hung up his coat and replied, "What did the fortune teller say?" ”

But after waiting for a while and not seeing his squeak, I turned around to find him standing in the kitchen, with his head down and not knowing what to think. I walked over and said, "Are you hungry?" The meal is ready, but the food is not cooked yet, so I am thinking about waiting for my son to ......"

Before he finished speaking, a kitchen knife chopped over.

Before he died, I heard him say that he couldn't help it, and the fortune teller said that I would kill him, and what would happen to him if I didn't die.

So what else can I do?

I thought about smoking a lady's cigarette on the balcony.

Why don't I take care of my father-in-law, so that he can do whatever he wants, and his mood can be better, so that I don't have to be killed.

So I worked hard and worked hard, except that I couldn't spend more time with him, I gave him everything I could.

But I was still killed by him.

Because he thinks I'm too good, he feels shameless, he feels so stressed, he feels like he can't hold his head up in front of his friends.

I took a big sip of wine and buried my face in my hands in pain, feeling like I really couldn't do anything.

I felt like my body couldn't take another killing. Those dull pains show that this is not a simple rebirth.

If I die this time, I'm really dead.

I began to review and analyze the causes of my previous deaths and summarize my experience, so much so that I spent a lot of rent to rent a safe community, even if life was stretched. Pay attention to your dress every time you go out, except for your neck, face and hands. Absolutely do not go out after 8 p.m. The takeaway courier left his name as Mr. X, and asked them to put their things down, and the door was opened after the person left. Try not to communicate with boys, if there is a boy who accosted him, he would run away without saying a word......

A year passed like this, and I found out that I was still alive.

I'm happy to take off.

So on my birthday, I asked two or three of my friends to celebrate. I put on beautiful makeup, put on a very conservative floral dress, and went out happily.

In the afternoon, the sun was just right, the gold was shining and warm, and a few of us walked down the street arm in arm. Such simple happiness reminds me of my high school days.

The accident happened at that moment.

A man rushed up to me and stabbed me in the abdomen without saying a word, and I struggled to run, but the pain knocked me to my knees, forced to accept one knife after another.

The man's face was hideous, and he shouted as he slashed: "Come and accompany me!" I'm not good, and no one is good......"

I cried, I don't know if it was because of pain or fear.

I know I don't have a chance, I'm really dead this time.

A loud cry resounded throughout the ward. It took me a long time to realize that I had been born again, and this time in a small baby.

I made a vow in my heart, and after I was reborn this time, I went directly to the nunnery to be a nun without saying a word, I didn't ask for anything, I didn't want anything. I finally understood that there was no reason for my death at all, so I just went straight to concentrate on cultivation, and I didn't see anyone.

Just when I was full of ambition, a nurse hugged a man and said with a smile, "It's a daughter, very healthy." ”

"Daughter?! Nurse, are you holding the wrong one, our fortune teller there said that this baby must be a son! Nurse, look at ...... again."

"Impossible! This is indeed your child, if you don't believe it, do your own DNA test! The nurse was not upset either, and threw me into the man's arms, and turned away.

"Daughter...... Why is it a daughter again......" I looked at the man's furrowed eyebrows, and my heart jumped.

Before I could react, the man rushed out of the hospital with me in his arms, and he didn't stop until he ran to a river. The cold wind at the water's edge blew on my young face, and I was in pain.

"Daughter, don't blame your father... Who made you a girl and not a boy? You can only blame yourself......"

I was lifted high.

'Boom! ’

My name is Xiaohong, and I'm finally really dead.

But the good news is that I understand why I've died countless times.