Chapter 185: I Know It in My Heart

"It's okay, it's just that there is something in the company, maybe I have to go out, you go in first."

Qin Yi didn't tell me who sent Murong Xue's message, after all, he didn't want Murong Xue to be angry because of it, and he didn't want her to think nonsense.

"Okay, then you go, drive slower on the road."

Although Murong Xue didn't know anything and was looking for Qin Yi so late, he didn't think much about it, after all, he didn't have a 10-point deep relationship with Qin Yi now, so what people have to do is their freedom, and he naturally understands this truth.

Seeing that Murong Xue was not suspicious, Qin Yi nodded and left directly.

After Murong Xue watched him walk away, he walked inside, and said that they had been living on leave for the past few days, and they had not gone back to see their father, and he would say goodbye tomorrow, and he would take his two children to live with his father, after all, his father's health was not very good, and he could only take care of him if he lived close.

"Mommy, are you back daddy? Didn't you go out with your brother? ”

Seeing Murong Xue coming in, she quickly got up and pounced on him, don't suggest how much you miss Mommy this day, but didn't his grandfather say that Mommy and Daddy went out together? Why only his mother came back alone, he was very curious.

"Your daddy, he has something to do to go to the company temporarily, why do you miss him?"

Murong Xue said with a smile and hugged Qianqian, since this little guy saw Qin Yi, he found that he had no face as a mother.

"Okay, Mommy, there's a lot of interesting stuff going on in our kindergarten today."

Shallow words are to be more, he hasn't seen Mommy for a day, he is naturally very happy, and he also has endless words, and wants to talk with Mommy.

Murong Xue hugged Qianqian in and listened carefully to him about the strange things that happened in the kindergarten, isn't it nothing for Murong Xue, but hearing the little guy like this. After explaining to him attentively, he had the patience to sit down and listen attentively.

At this time, Qin Yi had already gone to the car and arrived. At the agreed place with Bai Lan, Bai Lan said that she wanted to see him, and she wanted to tell him something.

In fact, as a person who came over, he didn't want to continue to have too much to do with Bai Lan, after all, it would inevitably make Murong Xue unhappy at that time.

Standing outside the café, Qin Yi hesitated for a while before walking in.

"You're still here, I thought you weren't coming."

Bai Lan wrapped up the entire coffee hut, it can be said that there are only the two of them here at this time, as soon as he saw Qin Yi come in, his mood became better, and he immediately wanted to walk over easily.

"It's so late, do you have anything to do with me?"

Qin Yi was very puzzled, he didn't know what was going on with Bai coming to him so late, he felt that there was nothing to say between him and Bai Lan.

"Couldn't I find you out if there was nothing to do? Besides, the two of us have been together for 5 years, I know that now that you and Murong Xue are together, he also gave birth to a pair of twins, but do the two of us really have no feelings? ”

I came out today to ask Qin Yi about these topics, but at this time, Bai Lan stopped pretentious, but asked directly, and he also hoped that Qin Yi could give her a sincere answer.

"The two of us have been together for 5 years, and there has been no spark of love, which actually shows that the two of us are not suitable for being together at all, in fact, the earlier separation is also right, and I am to blame for delaying it for too long."

In fact, earlier on, Qin Yi knew that he couldn't mention the feeling of affection between two people for Bai Lan, he could only treat Bai Lan as a sister.

But because of what happened 5 years ago, he couldn't wipe off this face, and he couldn't open his mouth to say that he wanted to part with Bai Lan.

If it weren't for this, the two of them wouldn't have to face such an embarrassing situation now.

"Is it really worthless that I've been with me for 5 years? In your heart. ”

Bai Lan's eyes were already blurred with tears at this time, originally he thought that he could ask it easily, but what he didn't expect was that it was only half of the question, and he himself was already crying uncontrollably, in fact, he already had the answer in his heart.

"It's not that it's worthless, I've always taken it to heart in the 5 years you've been with me, but I really can't treat you as a lover, I can only treat you as a sister, because in my heart you are really like a sister."

Before this, Qin Yi had already said it more than once or twice, but Bai Lan couldn't accept such a reality by herself.

In Bai Lan's opinion, he has paid 5 years of time and 5 years of youth, he has spent these 5 years to accompany Qin Yi, and he is also working hard to become what Qin Yi likes, these are all his contributions, he has paid so much, Qin Yi should also be rewarded.

But he got it wrong, one thing, in love, there is no need for someone to remember you, or to care about how much you have paid, how much he has paid.

Love is inherently selfish, and if you care about it, then you have already lost.

"I don't want to hear you repeat these words over and over again, and I don't want to hear you say that I'm your sister, because I don't want to be your sister."

Bai Lan's words were almost heartbreaking, what he hated most was to hear Qin Yi say this, could it be said that he could alleviate his guilt by saying this?

"I didn't say that I had to let you be my sister, I just told you what I thought at the moment, no matter what you think, I already told you last time, I can't have that kind of feelings for you, and the twisted melon is not sweet, so don't force me, I can give you everything you want except me."

In fact, Qin Yi was able to come over today, and he also hoped that he could make everything clear to Bai Lan, and hoped that he would not come to pester her again in the future, and he would no longer hinder him and Xiaoxue.

Although Murong Xue didn't say anything about him and Bai Lan, he didn't accuse him, and he didn't say anything about his dissatisfaction, but the friendship was not stupid, and he naturally knew that he didn't care about it very much.

"Is he really that good?"

Bai Lan couldn't help but ask, it didn't understand, why do these people like Murong Xue, this is how it was since childhood, all the people and teachers like Murong Xue, is it because he studies well? But is she just bad? He didn't go anywhere, although he was crushed by Murong Xue every time, he was also very good.

For so many years, he has been suppressed by Murong Xue, and originally thought that after meeting Qin Yi, his life would have undergone the biggest change, and he would never be pressed by Murong Xue again, but what he didn't expect was that it was still the same as always.