Volume 2 Chapter 112 Unbearable
"窸窸窣窣窣", "窸窸窣窣...... The paper cutting paper wrapped in the roses and the small sound of Nannan's clothes were actually very quiet. But at this moment, Gu Yun and Nan Nan were silent with each other, and the silence in the flower shop was terrifying. It was just a slight sound, but it sounded like a sudden sound, too clear, like a lightning bolt in the silent night sky, a conspicuous pale blue light. Immediately afterwards, there was the rumbling thunder, which resounded in the sky, and it was impossible to ignore, and people had to pay close attention.
It was this kind of friction sound that seemed to attract Gu Yun's attention, as if she had been suddenly awakened, she raised her head and no longer stared at the bouquet of flowers and roses. Gu Yun raised her eyes and finally looked at Nan Nan, there was still a trace of yin in her eyes, which still could not completely dissipate. Even if she wants to look at Nannan, even if she has restrained herself a little, she is restraining herself from attacking in front of Nannan.
But the jealousy, so gloomy, seemed to have been deeply rooted in her own eyes. Firm, unshakable, there is no way to fade away all at once. Nan Nan looked at Gu Yun's eyes, and the four sides of her eyes were already red, and traces of blood were seeping and spreading. It seems that it is still not enough, and it still wants to spread towards the middle of the eye. Even Gu Yun's entire eyes, except for the edges of the orbits, as well as her pupils. The rest, the whites of the eyes, also came with a slight reddish tinge, and they were silky. It's not deliberate, it's not clear, but it's blurred little by little. The red is not bright, it is still indifferent, but it looks cold, yes, terrible, yes, it makes people feel cold.
Perhaps Gu Yun also realized her gaffe at this time, she knew that her eyes had not been able to return to their normal state. So, Gu Yun blinked his eyes several times in a row, closed his eyes forcefully, and then opened them again. And so, over and over again, after so many rounds in a row. When Gu Yun looked at Nan Nan, the yin owl in her eyes had completely disappeared and disappeared. It's as if it never happened at all.
Again, Nan Nan and Gu Yun looked at each other again. By now, Gu Yun's eyes had returned to normal, and the whites of his eyes were still the same color as the whites of the hard-boiled eggs. The red color on the face was also dissipated, and even the bloodshot around the eye sockets was also obliterated. The whites of Gu Yun's eyes are the whites of his eyes, and his eyeballs are still the same tan as before, they are still distinct, and they are not mixed with other colors. She looked at Nan Nan's eyes and was still gentle, and she was the only one who gave Nan Nan a softness. The same appearance as her previous was basically like the two of them, looking at Gu Yun's stark change, Nan Nan's heart faintly swelled with a feeling of worry. However, at the same time, Nan Nan herself knows that such worries are not about herself. But who, Nan Nan was also a little confused and confused all of a sudden. However, after all, it was something that she thought about in her heart, and she had to keep it in her heart. It seems that in her heart, the person she is concerned about is very important. But people just don't understand who they're worried about. Yu Nannan herself, but she didn't have anything to care about, she was sure that Gu Yun would never hurt herself at all. I don't know where this confidence comes from, but Nan Nan is not for herself, it's just that she is so firm for Gu Yun.
"You, you're leaving?" Gu Yun asked, her voice was very small, and it seemed to be mixed with a little bit of emptiness. There was also a moment when his eyes were avoiding Nannan, but they were still soft and did not have any kind of lethality. In the end, he still watched Nan Nan closely, a little attached. At the same time, there was only some hesitation and concern, and her left eyelid quickly shook a quick or two times inadvertently, very abruptly. Gu Yun still seemed to want to look at the bouquet of yellow roses in Nan Nan's hand again, and her two eyelashes couldn't help but tremble, and it was a move to hang down. However, it seemed to be deliberately controlled by Gu Yun, and it just shook twice, quickly and suddenly. Then, it calmed down, and in the end, it was still open, and it was still facing Nannan.
Nan Nan saw any change in Gu Yun's expression in her eyes, and there was no omission. Including the hesitation and scruples in Gu Yun's eyes, she knew very well in her heart who it was for. In the dark, Nan Nan suddenly seemed to have an epiphany, and the person she was concerned about in her heart vaguely seemed to surface. As a result, Nan Nan's heart felt a strong sense of uneasiness and panic. For Gu Yun, it is inevitable that he will escape a little bit first, and he is here for that person.
"Well, I've got to go, thank you for the rosemary, and the canvas bag." Nan Nan should bear it, looking at Gu Yun, trying her best to look at ease. Somehow, it seems that because Nan Nan realized something, her body didn't feel a little stiff, even with the facial expression. More or less, it is a little unnatural, and Nannan also has a feeling of a layer of ice ballast on the surface. It's hard for Nan Nan to make any more expressions, anyway, even if she makes any kind of expression, it will still look mysterious. So, Nan Nan had no choice but to say these words expressionlessly. But it was obviously some words of thanks, but Xu was because of the stiffness of his expression, even his own voice sounded cold, and it was the feeling of rejecting people thousands of miles away.
This was a bit unexpected by Yu Nannan, she wanted to say these words calmly, but she didn't expect it, but she seemed to resist and resist. Even Nan Nan herself was taken aback, but she didn't show her face, she still pretended to be calm and showed herself very calmly. In fact, in the end, it is still empty-hearted. Even when she was talking just now, her voice was a little trembling, but it was very slight, and she was forced to control it. Nan Nan herself is still clear, but she is not sure if Gu Yun can hear any clues, which makes her feel even more flustered. Unconsciously, even when Nan Nan couldn't find out quickly, she was a little afraid of Gu Yun. Inexplicably, it can't be thought of from this. That love, that special love. It's obviously what Nan Nan is missing, but it has just become an extremely heavy burden for her. And that's what I'm worried about.
"So, I'm gone, goodbye." Nan Nan was busy and continued to say this. She saw a hint of surprise flashing in Gu Yun's expression, after all, she had never expected Nan Nan to say such stiff and cold words to herself. Seemingly a little incredulous, his eyes widened, and he blinked twice slowly. But before she could react, Nan Nan continued to speak.
This time, when Nan Nan spoke again, her tone also improved, and it was also slightly softened, not so cold. But it's still a bit of a stalemate. In fact, Nan Nan didn't want to do this, but she couldn't restrain herself. In the bottom of her heart, she is more and more resistant to Gu Yun, no, to be precise, she is more and more resistant to Gu Yun's special feelings for herself. Inexplicably, Nan Nan's keen awareness came out again, and she had a strong premonition. Gu Yun's friendship with himself will definitely come to some disasters, and it is still facing others. Perhaps, it will also be more or less implicated in itself. This is a potential hunch of Nannan, very straightforward, very arbitrary, as if it has been completely determined. There is no room for hesitation at all.
Then, the uneasiness in my heart became deeper and deeper, and I was forced to tell myself that I had to flee as soon as possible. It's a kind of protection for oneself, and it's also for someone, perhaps, some people. Anyway, they are all people that Nan Nan herself cares about very much. Nan Nan looked at Gu Yun, and her expression did not appear soft, but she looked indifferent. It's deliberate, revealing a sense of alienation. continued, her final farewell, and waited for Gu Yun's release.
"Oh, okay, then, goodbye," Gu Yun said, a little intermittently, for some reason. Perhaps, she was still immersed in the sense of alienation that Nan Nan suddenly showed, she was panicked and puzzled. The two eyeballs involuntarily drifted, unwilling to face the kind of isolation that Nan Nan deliberately showed. dazed, all of them looked overwhelmed. But in order to appear less concerned, I had to pretend that I didn't find anything in it. But he always wanted to cover up, and what he said stumbled uncontrollably.
But Gu Yun still chose to look at Nan Nan last time, her eyes were a little sad, mixed with a little grievance. It seems that I really don't know why Nan Nan faced herself so suddenly and stiffly. However, in fact, in the end, she is really innocent and has not done anything wrong. At least, that's how it is for now. Naturally, you will feel wronged, and it is natural not to understand and not understand. Gu Yun is just showing a kind of closeness to Nan Nan without reservation.