"If the malt hasn't spoken: I know that there are many people who think we are not a good match, but our lives are not in their hands.

I can miss the last train at dusk, I can miss the cherry blossom season in April, I can miss the cold sun and rain, I can miss many, many more, but I can't miss you, since I'm here, then don't try to escape, unless you have a chance, but I won't give you a chance."

After all, some people are already very lucky to be able to meet them, and if they can be a little luckier, maybe there will be good things peanuts~

Even if you had a good night's sleep, you don't have to worry about being ready for most exams, and the club still hasn't had any activities recently, so it's time to be very idle in the dormitory.

People, once they are free, they will think crankily, always thinking about some things that they don't have, it's better to be busy, and forget everything when they're busy.

Compared with going to the bar to live a bright life, Malt still prefers to hold a pillow in the dormitory, eat snacks, and read a book, which is the most comfortable life.

She doesn't have to get up early every day, don't wear makeup, or even wash her hair (but that doesn't prove that she's a lazy person, just occasionally, occasionally).

"Malt, you don't plan to go out all day today, do you?" Xinrou looked at her with an incredulous face, on weekdays, Malt is the person who likes to go out the most, but today she didn't clean herself up, it's really different from the past.

Malt turned his head and grinned at her, "Maybe I've been a little tired in the past few days and want to rest well, but tonight I will go to the basketball court with Wang Er to watch a game of basketball."

"Isn't Wang Er already friends with the boy in the No. 9 basketball uniform, why do you want to go again?" Xinrou asked casually.

Malt held the book in his hand, "I still have to check for the king, after all, we only see the side of this boy, and there are many, many sides of him, what if he is a liar?" ”。

In fact, the truth is this: after all, Senior Mang Ni also plays basketball on the basketball court every day when he is free, if he really touches him, it is a very exciting thing, but the superficial reason is to accompany his roommate to see the boy in the No. 9 basketball uniform, but the focus of his mind is all on the boy in the No. 7 basketball uniform, Senior Mang Ni~

"Okay, then I won't go with you," Xinrou said.

Xinrou should also sort it out well, the subjects to be examined next can't drop the chain at a critical time, and in a few days, they should report their results to their families for so long, and they can't feel very disappointed.

Instantly I felt that the pressure on my shoulders became extremely heavy, I really don't know when this kind of day will be the end, and I hope to be able to relax like them and not care so much about the results, but after all, this is just thinking about it, and it still can't be implemented.

The last time I called home, I mentioned that the grades were in the upper reaches of the class, and the family was very excited, but after the excitement, no one asked how hard and tired they could get such good results, how hard and tired they put in, and no one asked, they only hoped that the next class would be better than this one.

After all, there is no real empathy in the world, no one can understand their own feelings, they only care about whether they have good grades in front of them, but they have not really cared about themselves......

It's been like this since I was a child.,Sometimes I wonder if they only care about what they've achieved.,And don't care about the hard work they have paid to get this achievement.,And then slowly put this thing down.,But after coming to this city.,Everything that I thought about before will come to my mind again.,Linger for a long time......

But this feeling can't be told to anyone around them, because they can't understand it, they are not short of money at all, but their situation is completely in stark contrast to them, in order not to be inferior in front of them, always pretending to be a child with a normal family income level, but every time in the corner a person is always discouraged, no one can tell this feeling.

The surrounding classmates and family members seem to be in their hearts, just a codename, a code name that can never be deeply contacted, and there is only one lonely person left in the world, who is strongly supported here, and wants to integrate into their world, but it is too difficult......

Later in the dormitory, I was the only one left, and I didn't choose to turn on the lights, as if the dim light was more suitable for my current situation, and there were books on the table, stacked almost a hill high, but was it really useful to learn so many books? Can you finally escape the fate of poverty?

The kind of days in the past are really unacceptable, maybe I have been used to living in such a place since I was a child, but I never knew that it was a very depressed place, no one will understand such feelings, they will only dislike and indifference, and they will never live like that kind of life in the future......

The determination to yearn for the big city is getting stronger and stronger, and I hope to be able to live a carefree life like them, without having so many strong responsibilities, but I can't, no one can give me such a life.

Xinrou is an extremely sensitive person, even if it is just because someone else said a word or a joke casually, she will remember it deeply.

Seeing that everyone in the dormitory has to find their own happy home, but what about themselves, you can't spend it alone in college, right? What exactly is love?

"Can I have a love like this? But why haven't I met people like they say? Malt likes Senior Mangni so much, what kind of shining point does he have that has been attracting her? Is it just because he's a big talent in the Department of Computer Science? There was no answer to the question, and she was just talking to herself.

But some things are indeed like this, which I can't control, is this the legendary fate, but the feeling of being arranged by fate is too sad, and I always feel very sorry to live such a life every day.

"I also want to wear beautiful clothes, I don't like the feeling that pilling on my clothes, I also want to be like them" What girl doesn't want to live like a princess, but after all, everyone's life span is different, and the things they pursue are not the same.

So I took out my mobile phone and searched for various recruitment websites on it, maybe I could earn some money through part-time work, so that I could wear the clothes I wanted to wear and eat what I wanted.....

Malt and her roommate went to the basketball court.

It was still so lively, and the middle court was a group of boys playing basketball, surrounded by some little girls, some holding glow sticks, which really looked like fans cheering for their idols.

"Malt, look, the No. 9 basketball uniform is there, he's still not very happy, he told me he would come today, it seems that he didn't lie to me" Wang Er suddenly became extremely excited, but this was not surprising, because the boy in the No. 9 basketball uniform was indeed enough to attract him.

Malt smiled cooperatively, but her eyes were still searching for the boys wearing the number seven basketball jerseys on the entire basketball court.

"Let's go over there and sit down!" Wang Er excitedly took Malt's hand, at this time, he had not found the malt of the senior Mangni wearing the No. 7 basketball uniform on the basketball court, like a machine without action, so he let his roommate pull him to the side, but his eyes still did not leave the boys who played basketball.

Maybe it's because it's not completely dark, and the street lights of the school haven't been turned on yet, so I can't find the boy in the No. 7 basketball uniform, maybe after the street lights are lit, everything will be clear in an instant, and I will soon find the location of the senior Mangni~

"How far have you come?" Malt asked curiously.

After all, a few days have passed, and when you are fine, you will see Wang Er expressing joy, anger and sorrow with her mobile phone.

"He said he wanted to ask me out to the movies in a few days, do you think I should go?" Wang Er was a little shy, and always kept her head down every time she talked about it.

"Watching a movie? What kind of movies do you watch? Malt asked casually.

"He said that he would be in a Transformers movie recently, and he was very interested in asking me if I wanted to go?".

"Transformers? When did you like that kind of movie? When Malt heard this question, she instantly felt puzzled, maybe few girls like that type of movie, if you let yourself go, it is estimated that she will fall asleep there, and she is not interested~

Wang Er shook his head, "Actually, I have no interest in that kind of movie at all, but he said that he wants to go, and if I refuse him, I am afraid that he will not ask me to watch a movie together next time."

"I see, you didn't go with the mentality of watching movies, but to see people, right?" Malt in a word.

"You still know me best."

"But you can't keep a very low profile all the time, after all, in this relationship, you are a girl, he is a boy, he had better follow your opinion and you go to watch your favorite movie" Malt said seriously, after all, watching a boring movie is really a very unacceptable thing.

"But if I refuse him, I guess he won't like it when I mention a movie I like to watch....." When he said this, he was weak, and he didn't seem to have any confidence at all.

"Do you really think so? But if he doesn't follow your advice, how will the two of you get along in the future? Isn't it possible that everything must be done according to him? Malt just analyzed it simply, but it couldn't say anything, after all, he hadn't experienced such a choice, and he couldn't provide a reference for Wang Er to make a choice, he just said his own thoughts.

Wang Er picked his hands tangledly, not knowing how to choose, just wanting to watch the opportunity to watch the movie to shorten the distance between the two people, and he really didn't think much about the rest.

"Do you mean that if I listen to him this time, then he will behave very domineering to me in the future?".

"I don't know very well, it depends on what kind of character he is, you have talked to him for so many days, don't you feel what kind of character he is?" Malt asked.

Wang Er tried to recall, "I always feel that he is always very direct when he speaks, not tactful at all, and sometimes it will be awkward when chatting, but because I like him, I don't mind too much."

Malt doesn't have much of an idea.